they/them

Helios/Xiao. || Main blog is @marzichann || Writings.

[helimarzinn]

21:47

how worth is the freedom of flight if it comes with the risk of falling?

[my-random--thoughts-deactivated]

[helimarzinn]

1:49

to love is to know. you dumb fuck of a self.

[helimarzinn]

1:38

please don't let this be it. please.

[helimarzinn]

23:59

how many more paper cuts until you decide i'm not worth understanding anymore?

[helimarzinn]

21:24

i wish i was an artist

able to preserve beauty

of people and moments

through brush strokes

through photographs

through words

through music

through movement

i wish i was an artist

[helimarzinn]

21:25

i wish i could message her but i know i can't. she's with her family. they don't know. one wrongly-timed notification could mean a future without her. i love her too much.

besides. it'd be good for her to be able to spend time with family. i know her family values that.

i know that... but i wish i could message her.

i want to be able to be with her. to hold her in my arms as i drift to sleep. to be able to wake up tangled together with her.

we've had sleepovers. multiple, yes. but those will never be enough. not until it's each other that we will be coming home to.

i know that day will happen. but i wish it could come sooner.

come home to me... please.

[helimarzinn]

That felt like a lot to go through and that was just my mutuals... I still have to go through the other accounts...

[helimarzinn]

I'm going to go follow some accounts from my old one 👁️👁️

[helimarzinn]

This will be ... my struggle blog where I will post my adjusting to Tumblr struggles in real time!

[helimarzinn]

OKAY. I MUCKED UP. HELP.

[helimarzinn]

It's been a while since I've been on Tumblr... Everything feels the same but also different. I should be able to get the hang of things pretty quick, I think. 🤔