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so cool girl! glad ur having fun…….. so when are ur works coming back

…maybe i can make an exemption for one work to return - which one’s your favourite?

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HELI HAVE YOU TRIED ILOCOS EMPANADAAAA

NOOO I DIDNT GET TO <//3 i got food poisoning from the taho i had and was too chicken to try anything else lmao

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rip your works 💔

HI EVERYONE!!! hope you are all well, i’ve been a little busy (understatement, tbh) travelling. i’m also off most of my socials and became my worst enemy: a person who can live without their phone <///3

here are some pics of the philippines:

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about what you said regarding the fics you’d made private, sometimes privated fics remain available on tumblr’s webpage (idk why), so that might be it.

on a side note, hope everything is going well, we miss you on here, much love.

i thought i accidentally posted something for a sec, thanks heaps for letting me know. miss you guys too, please look after yourselves. ❤️

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hi, how are you all reading and liking the fics that i i made private? genuinely so baffled

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how did you manage to expand your vocabulary? bc these days ive been trying to put my thoughts and feelings into words but nothing's working /gen

i made reading a part of my morning routine, be it an article or an excerpt from a book; just something small to keep my writing brain awake. when i can be bothered, i write about it in a journal and might even try to add my two cents to it.

i remember starting small though, used google to find synonyms if a word sounded too complex. but yeah, i just read a lot, way more than i probably should tbh 😂

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hi :) just read your latest dani work, and honestly it had my heart clenching the entire time. nearly brought me to tears. the way you write is so expressive and engaging despite not being very wordy that even someone like me who hasn’t experienced something this deep is able to understand what it feels like. along with your other works too! i was a huge fan of the concave sophia two-shot, ive always thought (way too deeply for fanfic honestly) about how much and what the characters actually feel, but with your works i don’t have to think very much — it’s just all there. (i’m sorry if none of this makes any sense 😭) even if this wasn’t a very long work, it definitely left a mark. virtual hugs to you, author-nim 🫂 im rooting for you from somewhere 🫶 and to everyone else who resonates with this one a little too well! hugs and cheers to all of you 💐

don’t apologise, it made perfect sense to me! a lot of my works are filled with yapping because my mind runs like a thousand thoughts per minute and then i feel the need to dig deep on every feeling and situation - but hey, it makes for a great story.

thank you so much 🤍

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i really love the new story. no offence, i thought i wouldn’t because it sounded different to your previous one.

the constant repetition really emphasizes the reader’s state of mind and i love how we get to live it from daniela perspective too. i can kind of see the theme of the story but would love if you could elaborate the poem at the end!

thanks for sharing something personal with us heli .i hope you know we have a lot of love for you over this side of the internet ❤️

p.s. why daniela?

honestly, the story had no direction when i began writing it sometime ago - just kept on adding my thoughts to it really…until it had some sort of structure and could build a world around it. i don’t expect this one to cop a ton of love since as it is, as mentioned, deeply personal to me.

the poem is inspired by the concept of ‘cannibalism in the form of a metaphor for love’ - the kind i envisioned daniela and y/n having. it’s destruction disguised as devotion. your bones and soul all become hers; loving someone so much you let them consume your entire being.

the original poem have lines like: “to let her feast upon you / and be eaten down to silence / and still believe it holy.”

and i listened to a ton of preacher’s daughter writing this — strangers and televangelism the most. i hope that made sense.

also, it’s daniela because i keep on having random unprovoked dreams about her 💀

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what other things do you collect besides those figurines? also what are ur thoughts on normal people by salley rooney?

i collect perfume and legos and 0/5 hot wheels lmaoooo

i enjoyed reading normal people - beautiful, complex characters and so hauntingly human. there’s class disparity between the two, which imo is the main root of their unhealthy connection.

knew i had to get therapy after reading and watching it, goes to show you can’t find love in other people if you don’t leave any for yourself.

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life update

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LOL @ everyone freaking out over lara being on tumblr when there is literally a filipina in the group. we are wattpad and tumblr enjoyers!!!!! CHANCES ARE SOPHIA IS HERE KEEPING TABS ON YOU 👀

i hate that i didn’t think of this, like this should’ve been my own thought from my own brain. i agree with you though, the only person i feel would be brave enough to read fanfics is piya

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Hi heliossss, why don’t you write smut? I feel like you’d be good at it bahaha

ahh, i don’t feel comfortable at the thought of it - i can’t think of people i don’t know in that way. respect to the writers that do, though <3

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SO you cook? what’s your favorite thing to make?

my first real job was in a restaurant and i was one of the (miserable) cooks, head chef was an alcoholic who made us take whiskey shots at the start of shift.

my favourite thing to make is this pasta i forgot the name of:

sauce: tomato paste, 300ml of cooking cream, 150ml of water, a fuckton of romano, a sprinkle of parmigiano, salt and pepper to taste

lots of garlic, add spinach, cherry tomatoes, throw some dried basil in too. paprika for colour if that shit looks pale. ++ chilli flakes if you’re not white

pan-fried chicken breast. butterfly and coat it in whatever fucking spices first plzzzz

whichever pasta you prefer. dip the chicken in the sauce for a good 15 minutes once made (like on low heat in the pot). if you’ve plated it and you’re feeling bold enough, throw a tablespoon of straciatella on top then garnish with dried basil (or fresh or fried) and chilli flakes

i’ve had an ex break no-contact just to ask for this chicken pasta recipe, i told her to get fucked

[helioooss]

where’s the chicken pasta recipe??? i want to try it

i’ll reblog it for you!

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hi my babyyyy

i tried your chicken pasta recipe and it was fucking amazing. do you have easy breakfast recipes by any chance? would love to try another one :))

i’m glad you liked it! hmmm, with breakfast (only if i’m feeling fancy, usually just have a morning coffee), i rotate between these four:

1. butter croissant, cut in half. one side is a spread of cream cheese, the other with basil pesto. add tomatoes, hot honey ham (any kind of deli meat will do tbh but the heat balances the heaviness of the cream cheese)

2. butter croissant, cut in half. add basil pesto on both sides. then, cut cherry tomatoes, bocconcini and arugula. glaze this with gourmet balsamic vinegar (it’s literally called a gourmet glaze and is thicker than the normal one); either in the sandwich or the plate

3. this one’s my all time favourite — buttered sourdough, dill and garlic yoghurt, poached eggs. top with crispy sweet potatoes and krunchilli. you can add any leafy greens with this. and i usually love adding spanish chorizo with it

4. simpler one: sourdough, cottage cheese, sliced or smashed avocados and eggs over medium. add a fuckton of salt and pepper

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WOOOAAHHH HELI YOU CAN’T JUST DROP THOSE TEASER BANGERS WITHOUT NOTICE 😟😟🙏🙏🙏😍… i can smell the pain and yearning in those teasers btw

🦐🦐🦐 do u remember me 🤔

hi shrimpy!!! i do remember you, its been awhile

and i got bored last night, i’m sorryyyyy