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[kandadze]

Por Suppakarn as Qin in Duang with You, episode 1

[kosmogrl]

what they don’t tell you about winter is that you go through the 5 stages of grief every morning when it’s time to leave your fluffy blankets

[h4nifah]

I hate when people act like there’s an age limit on fun, excitement, whimsy, silliness, new experiences, finding love, making mistakes, or literally doing anything other than being an NPC drone who has a corporate job and 2.4 kids like sorry you’re a boring bitch but some people continue to live life beyond the age of 30

[inkskinned]

you're not quite an emergency, is the thing. you're just having a bad spell. so what if you can't ever really catch your breath. can't ever really feel at ease. a buzzing, terrible feeling.

but emergencies are loud, and passionate, and hit the floor. you are not a lion or a hurricane, you just live in a pretty okay apartment and your back hurts. you wake up and drag yourself out of bed and banish what if i was dead thoughts like cobwebs. you pick out your clothes and try to stay active. you apply for jobs on the internet.

the anxiety is a wave, and the depression is a spiral. the other stuff keeps things "colorful." you mitigate your symptoms and take your meds when you have them and you try to hang out with friends. you go home and your head is full of riverwater. no matter how much you sleep, you still stay tired. you journal and practice gratitude and build from the bottom upwards. and still, the haunting.

you're not a 911 call or a shriek. you're just staring up at the ceiling and feeling the house settle into your bones. you feel you are playacting as a wolf when you're only a sheep. not quite dry and not quite drowning.

over and over, you slog through the creek.

[fairycosmos]

i will never get over the way time and the environment behaved so differently when i was a kid. a saturday afternoon felt so vast and long. i could get absorbed into the colours and atmosphere of a tv show. even the food was better. even the air

[willgrahamscock]

what I think will happen if I message my mutuals

[moldbreakfast]

the image was making me really sad so i drew the little guy being taken care of

[r4bbitmorgue]

To be loved is to be changed

[alivehouse]

how dare the item of clothing i developed a weird attachment to and have worn almost every single day since i bought it start to show signs of wear

[bestiarum]

the white-green gradient of a freshly chopped spring onion…. c'est magnifique

[bestiarum]

isnt this beautiful

[shencomix]

[braceletofteeth]

🎶 That should be me, holding your hand head 🎶

+ bonus:

#fixed

[aprilblossomgirl]

Do you hate me? Can you please tell me that who I am is normal? Please tell me that everyone will accept me for who I am.

PERFECT 10 LINERS | EP.18

[chibipandaao3]

We don’t talk enough about the fact that Faifa doesn’t fully reciprocate here. He holds back because Wine is drunk. He doesn’t push him away, probably because he doesn’t want to hurt Wine, but he doesn’t really reciprocate either. He stands there stiffly, hands in his pockets, and just lets it happen. Faifa is such a good, honest, caring person.

[athousandbyeol]

the world brought two people with problems together to share them with each other. we'll get through it all together, okay?

[janployshompoos]

I’m a coward. Faifa. I’m sorry.

PERFECT 10 LINERS | EP22

[gwenniesqueals]

The absolute panic Wine was in 😮‍💨

[crispywizardtale]

[bl-inded]

I find it soo endearing how awkward Faifa gets in this scene when Wine casually lays on his lap! But the thing is, this is not a one off. It happens whenever Wine has been the first to initiate contact.

He is shocked every time. He takes a moment to regroup before he hugs Wine back. He almost seems flustered. Like he's not used to being hugged. Like he's not used to receiving this kind of affection at all (or probably doesn't expect it directed to him).

Which is so weird when you think about it, because Wine is not the first to do anything very easily, especially show his admiration (and towards a guy! my sweet, previously closeted, gay baby 🥲). Fa is the one who eased him into this kind of comfort from day 1!

He casually pats his hair, touches him, hugs him, kisses him and just showers him with love. He's the one who broke Wine's barriers. He made Wine comfortable with accepting physical touch (at least from Faifa).

So, of course Wine thinks it's okay to do it back! And yet, when it's reciprocated...

Faifa is surprised

Every. Single. Time.

[aprilblossomgirl]

I never understood why people fall in love until it happened to me. Now I realize how much happiness it brings. Are you ready to have a meal with me a thousand more times, let me give you a ride everywhere in the world, and go running with me at the park for the rest of our lives?

PERFECT 10 LINERS | EP.22

[chibipandaao3]

I think the nicest thing about the FaifaWine arc is that Wine understands.

What I mean is, typically in dramas, when you have a self sacrificing people pleaser character their romantic interest DOESN’T see it. So the People Pleaser gives up to ensure the person they love is happy — and the person they love feels hurt and angry because they don’t understand.

Wine understands. Wine knows that’s how Faifa is — so it’s not this epic long drawn out oh woe is me nonsense — because he already knows.

And it’s frankly the most refreshing thing about their arc and I’m here for it!