Ride home from seeing you
Empty describes me to a tee right now
It ain't a wow or how's that
I just feel like that
The world moves around me
But I don't feel like I'm in the right galaxy
I'm in a taxi, see, heading back to bed
My head feels foggy
And this feeling isn't lost on me
If I could be what I wanted to be
I would
But I probably could've
Had I known then
How important everything was to me
I wouldn't take it so lightly
It might be the right idea but the wrong time
I feel like a bombsite
But I'm alright
I'm gonna make things okay
Because they can't stay this way
I feel the decay, the rot at my skull
Dripping down to my bone marrow
A sparrow in a tree
And the other days three crows circled me
There's something eerie in this time
Nothing's yours nothing's mine
We're all just pantomiming life
And I dont get what's all the fight
Everything's a struggle
Verily, I fall into puddles
The cuddles never lasted long enough
I never put enough trust in her
Everything, for sure
I am in agony because purity is not my forte
Anything I say can be used against me
What could be so wrong I feel the need to hide and compartmentalize myself
Maybe it's to protect my health
I don't know what helps anymore
I spiral in a circle, then fall like a turtle
The hurdle is like the purple of a summer sunset
I don't want to go yet
I haven't even expressed it all to you
I can only see you for a while at the time
Even now love, the time isn't even mine
The world's never been kind to us too
And that makes me really blue
Cause all I wanna do is be with you
The raindrops drop heavy on my Lyft window as I leave from seeing you
The sky is grey, bringing out contest to the green trees
I am about to cross the Mississippi in a bridge
I wish I could sleep in your fridge
I can never spend enough time with you
I used to
But then I lost it
I'm sorry, my favorite comet
You were always so honest to me
I just couldn't see that you were telling the truth
But of course you were
You'd never lie to me
But I thought you would, sadly
Because I couldn't see how much you loved me really
I couldn't see it clearly
I'm sorry, ikwe
No where's a home to me
Unless I sees you in my living room
No bedroom is nice unless you're in our bed
No bathroom is fair unless it's where you wash your hair
I don't care where we go
I just want you to know
Because the glow in your eyes
Makes me not want to die
Because I try for you
I cry for you
You're too beautiful for me
You're too pretty
You're all of the above
I trust you
Because no one's ever felt this true
I can hold you in my arms
You won't harm me, truly
You just hold me so steady
I wish I was ready
I'm sorry I didn't have our road too good
I'm sorry I would I would
I'm sorry our path was offbeaten and defeating
I'm sorry for all the times we didn't eat
I'm sorry for all them times we didn't sleep
Spooking ourselves awake
I'm sorry for our earthquakes I'm sorry for our thunder
I'm sorry for everything I said to your mother to offend her
I'm sorry I didn't have your back all of the time
Because I saved my own hide first
And it hurts because you're the one for me
I can't see anyone else
My heart just melts but my wax is impure
I wish I would've done you better
I'll never remember, I'll never forget
I just hope that our love never left
A cleft in a bridge your my beer in the fridge
You're so much more to me
Than stupid as words
Because honey, my head does hurt
And verse is hard to communicate in
So I'll commit a sin and I'll give in
Because all I want is you and dinner
I just love you
I never really know what to do
I trust you but I don't trust myself
I don't trust anyone else
I think they're all out to get me
You're the only person in which I can truly rest easy
Its crazy, everything really is
I ask the universe, what gives
It tells me what lives and what dies
And there I go again, I break iut in cries
Because the wise question dumb shit
And I don't question it enough
Because it's all a tough equation and I'm not even sure if I'm sapient
I'm trying to be patient
But I want to run to you
I wish you and me could sleep on the moon
Through the whole month of June
And the dunes afterwards
I'll guard our castle with swords and pens
Everything bends
I wish I could pretend
Nothing else exists but you
And sometimes it feels true
Because I never knew someone like I knew you
We have too much history
You know too much about me I know too much about you
It's all complicated
We're too intertwined
If you cut us a apart I think it would break our heart
And i think it did
Cause I haven't felt the same since
I stopped living with you
Honey, I wish I knew what I know now
I would do so much different
I love you
I know I do
I love you so much
I die without your touch
My taxi ride is about done
I love you, honey bun










