Welcome To My Hell... I Mean Life!

Hey, I'm Anne~ Welcome to my hell of a life, if it wasn't for my friends and my amazing boyfriend Josh I swear I'd lose my mind! When you first meet me I tend to be shy, but watch out, as soon as you get to know me I wont shut up. I believe that the truth hurts, so why bother sugar coating it! Many people consider me a rebel, I tell them to shut up and go label someone else, some people are so stupid >.>

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self. (Mandie/Anne)

[stefansalvatore85-deactivated20]

“On my way.” Stefan put his phone in his pocket and grabbed his car keys. Foolish girl. What were you thinking attacking Damon?Stefan drove to the school as fast as he could. Once he got there he smelled the air for any sign of blood. Once he got it he blurred to the area where they were waiting for him. He seen the girl backed into a corner trying to protect herself from them. He walked over and knelt in front of her. “Look at me.” Once the girl looked up at Stefan he compelled her. “You will forget what the dark man did to you. You will forget that this girl is a Vampire. You will go home and not come back to school for 3 days. You will forget everything that has happened.” The girl stood up with glazed eyes and nodded to Stefan.

“I’m going to go home and forget about this day. It’s been too stressful and I will take a few days off from school.”

Stefan turned back around to Anne and glared at her. “Tell me. Exactly how stupid do you think you are? You obviously have no idea what kind of person Damon is and who all you put in danger for attacking him. You better hope I can talk him down from everything.” He turned to Mandie. “Get her out of here.” He looked around to make sure no one was in the same area and he blurred back to his car and raced back to the house. He hoped he could catch Damon before he did anything stupid. He returned to the house and waited until he heard the door slam open and a blurred figure rush up to Damons room…

[dopplegangergrl]

Mandie feeling a bit dizzy and confused by Stefan’s mad dash in and out, she grabbed her purse and Anne’s hand. She turned to look at Anne. “So I think we should go get some of our stuff and maybe stay at my grandma’s for a bit. We can’t stay at my house cause I stupidly trusted and invited Damon in to my house. And I don’t think it’s safe for you at Serenity’s since vamps can just come and go there. I’ll call my dad and see if he can fix our house but till then we can stay at my grandma’s since none of the vampires have been invited in there.”

[hellkitten13]

Anne, still holding mandie's hand could do nothing but nod. she agreed that she would only be safe at grandmas house... but it wasn't just her she was worried about. she worried about matt and josh too, and Josie, and everyone she knew... who knows what damon would do now... and stefan was serious about how bad this was... it scared anne to see him that way... to see him that scared of what damon might do.

anne walked outside with mandie and headed to her car in the parking lot.

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[dopplegangergrl]

  Mandie let Jane walk into the locker room in front of her. “No I didn’t find Damon but I did find Jane.” Mandie talked really low knowing Anne could hear her but Jane couldn’t. “We need to find out if she knows anything.” Mandie looked at Jane and stared into her eyes. ” Jane do you remember what happened today in the gym?” Mandie looked for any sign she remembered anything. Jane shook her head and looked down. She seemed confused and she held her head as if she was trying to make since of what was going on. Mandie motioned for Anne to come closer. “Jane do you remember hanging out in the gym with Anne today?” Jane looked up and gazed toward Anne. Once Jane’s eyes saw Anne, Jane started to back up and tears started to pour down her face. Jane backed up into a corner and started crying about Anne being a monster and begging them not to kill her. Mandie gave Anne a look of panic. “I need to call Stefan and tell him what’s going on and see if he can fix this and her.” Mandie motioned at the girl crying in the corner. And looked at Anne for the okay to call Stefan for help.

[hellkitten13]

anne  paniked a little when the girl called her a monster... "i promise i'm not a monster... we aren't going to hurt you... we want to help you... please calm down and let us help you." anne hoped that her words weren't scaring the girl more than calming her down... but she didn't know what else to do.

anne gave mandie a nod, "please... call him and see if he can fix this... i don't know how it got this bad... it all just happened so fast.

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[hellkitten13]

anne hugged mandie and headed off to the locker room clutching the bottle in her pocket. she wasn’t scared when she was in the moment… but now she had time to think about how angry he was going to be. she had no idea what he would do… he didn’t really seem like the kinda guy that would come after her directly… but he might go after her indirectly… which could be much worse. when anne arrived she sat down and waited for mandie to come back.

[dopplegangergrl]

Mandie reached the bleachers and found that Damon was already gone. She headed toward Jane’s locker. Jane was on the cheer squad with Mandie, so Mandie made up some cheer emergency in the locker room she needed help with to get her to follow her. Jane seemed a little out of it and confused but agreed to follow her. Mandie headed back with Jane in tow to the locker room to find Anne. She headed into the locker room giving Anne full warning she was there. “Anne it’s me. Are you okay?” Mandie looked around for Anne, hoping Damon hadn’t gotten to her first.

[hellkitten13]

"ya mandie i'm fine..." anne got up and started to walk to mandie. "did you find damon? is he mad? what do we do now? how is jane? is she ok?" the questions came out of her mouth so fast she almost tripped over her words.

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[dopplegangergrl]

  Mandie took Anne’s hand and held it. “Don’t worry I’m not gonna let anything happen to you. I’m gonna go by the bleachers and see if Damon is still there. Then I’m gonna go find Jane she should be headed to Trig. right now. Meet me in the locker room and I’ll bring her there so we can make sure the compel worked.” Mandie reached into her purse and pulled out a small bottle her dad had made her take with her. “This is water mixed with vervain take this in case you see Damon. Vervain will burn your kind so try not to get it on yourself.” Mandie hugged Anne and headed off toward the bleachers.

[hellkitten13]

anne hugged mandie and headed off to the locker room clutching the bottle in her pocket. she wasn't scared when she was in the moment... but now she had time to think about how angry he was going to be. she had no idea what he would do... he didn't really seem like the kinda guy that would come after her directly... but he might go after her indirectly... which could be much worse. when anne arrived she sat down and waited for mandie to come back.

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[dopplegangergrl]

  Mandie was shocked as she heard her recount what Damon had done to her. She couldn’t believe that her sweet, caring, compassionate Damon could do this. Especially not to her best friend. Mandie held Anne as she cried. Mandie felt the anger in her raise. “How could Damon do this? I mean I thought…..” Mandie let her voice trail off she felt so betrayed. She thought she knew him, she thought all the horrible things people said about him and that he said about himself had to be untrue. All he ever showed her was good and she felt like he had her fooled this whole time. He was a horrible monster who killed her best friend. Mandie felt so bad for Anne her life had been stolen from her. “Anne your not alone. I’m here and I know Josh and Matt are here too and were all gonna be here for each other as long as we can. However long that may be.” Mandie hugged Anne hard. She broke away from the hug and looked toward where Anne left Damon. “Where did you leave Damon? We need to go check on him and see if we can fix this. The last thing we need is him coming after you. I may have to call Stefan and let him know whats going on. Is there anything else I need to know before we head over there?” Mandie put on her strong face, even though she was scared to see if Damon would attack Anne again or possibly even her. She wouldn’t let him fool her again.

[hellkitten13]

anne tried to stop crying, "the was a girl there... i think her name is jane, she is in our seventh period. damon had her there to try and tempt me to kill her." she wiped her face clean and continued "i tried to compel her to forget it but all i had to go on was what i remembered damon doing to me, i'm not sure it worked."

anne stood up and turned in the direction she left damon. "i really don't want to go back there..." she trembled a bit "but if you think i should... i will. i trust you mandie." she held out her hand to mandie hoping she would take it, and comfort her.

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[dopplegangergrl]

Mandie looked at Anne she knew she could trust her they had been best friends for a long time, she decided to just let it spill. “Well yes I know about vampires……cause well my boyfriend is one.” It felt good to let it out and actually tell the truth. “I actually found out from some books I found at my grandmothers house. Ummmm apparently my family comes from a long line of people who have been watching, tracking and slaying vampires for years. There is still a lot I’m learning about my family and myself, but I found some books and after me and Stefan had a rough couple of days we worked things out and told each other everything. So yeah Stefan, Damon and Serenity are all vampires, but there the good guys, well I guess for the most part and I’m still not sure about Serenity I’m sure she was the one who turned you?” Mandie looked at her friend with questions in her eyes. She had spilled all of her secrets and now she was waiting for Anne to spill hers, and answer Mandie’s questions.

[hellkitten13]

Anne listend as mandie told her everything with no hesitation, she admired her courage, she was human after all... anne got a sucker punch in on damon but only because she was a young vampire, and damon underestimated her, that was unlikely to happen ever again... what kind of hope did mandie have if damon ever got angry at her.

"i don't think your going to like my answer... but you were honest with me, so here it is... it wasn't serenity that turned me..." she paused for dramatic effect. "it was your beloved damon. he was at the sweetheart dance, as you well know, and he was pissed about something. when i left josh to go get punch he stopped me and compelled me to go back to his apartment... he fed from me mandie... and forced me to do things for his enjoyment... and then when he tired of me, he fed me his blood and put me on the curb like the trash!" anne was still pissed at damon for tossing her out onto the street that night. "that was the night i died... and i have died every night since then." she thought about that night... about josh and his frantic voice... about attacking him. "i hate him mandie, with the passion of a thousand burning suns do i hate him... so i did something really stupid... he texted me and asked me to meet him at school... everything was going fine until he snapped and attacked me... i didn't know what else to do... so i staked him and snapped his neck... it was instinct i swear... the only reason it even worked is because he underestimated me... i'm sure that won't happen again" anne started to shiver thinking about what damon would do to her when he woke up. "i never wanted this mandie..." anne started to cry thinking about an eternity like this. "what am i supposed to do now... all i have is an eternity of torture and misery... i will be forced to watch all my friends wither and die... you... and josh... will all leave me... and i will be all alone..." anne through her arms around mandie and started crying into her neck. muffled by mandie's flesh she said through her sobbing "i don't want to be alone anymore"

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[hellkitten13]

“i know this is going to be hard to believe but i’m… i’m a vampire…” she paused for a moment looking at mandie for some sort of reaction. “when i was sick, thats what was going on… i was transitioning. i didn’t want to hurt anyone so i locked myself in my house, trying to starve myself to death… when that didn’t work i had to figure out another way to survive.” she held mandie’s hand “i have wanted to tell you for so long… i just wasn’t sure how to tell you… you believe me don’t you?”

[dopplegangergrl]

Mandie looked at Anne. She wasn’t shocked about there being vampires that she already knew. But she didn’t know how or why Anne got turned. “How? Who turned you? Are you okay? Have you hurt anyone?” Mandie felt the panic creep up. Who could have done this to her? Stefan would never right? Damon?? Would Damon do this? Serenity, Mandie was betting on Serenity she knew she was an evil bitch. She wouldn’t put this past her.

[hellkitten13]

Anne looked back at mandie, shocked at her apparent lack of shock that vampires exist. "so you already knew about vampires!?!... how did you find out?" she looked at mandie puzzled but figured it was probably damon that spilled the beans, but she couldn't be sure how much mandie knew. "i need to know what you know... its important. tell me everything and i promise i'll fill you in on what happened... and maybe we can figure out how to fix this together" anne laughed at herself "just like old times right mandie... working together to get the other out of trouble... you have always had my back when i needed you... i'm sorry i have been absent lately." she looked down in shame for letting their friendship go by the wayside for so long.

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

[hellkitten13]

“I’m ok…” she shook her head “i don’t know where damon is now but i left him by the bleachers and i’m sure he isn’t happy with me… i’m sorry mandie but i can’t really tell you what i did, but i do need to tell you a secret. but you have to swear you wont tell anyone or i may have to kill you… can you do that for me?” she looked at mandie with her best puppy dog eyes.

[dopplegangergrl]

Mandie looked at her friend worried. “Of course you can tell me anything. We’ve been friends since we were little you know you can always trust me.” She worried if Anne knew about Damon being a vampire or if she knew about Stefan even. She sat on the ground next to her friend and looked into her eyes.  “Anne tell me whats going on! I can’t help if you if I don’t know.”

[hellkitten13]

"i know this is going to be hard to believe but i'm... i'm a vampire..." she paused for a moment looking at mandie for some sort of reaction. "when i was sick, thats what was going on... i was transitioning. i didn't want to hurt anyone so i locked myself in my house, trying to starve myself to death... when that didn't work i had to figure out another way to survive." she held mandie's hand "i have wanted to tell you for so long... i just wasn't sure how to tell you... you believe me don't you?"

[dopplegangergrl]

Fear its self!! (Mandie/ Anne)

Mandie raised her hand and asked to be excused from class. Making some kind of excuse about needing to use the restroom. Mandie grabbed her book bag and headed out the class room and toward Anne. Her mind raced with possibilities and fear. Would Damon really hurt her best friend? What could Anne have done to make him so mad? And how the hell did they even know each other? Mandie raced through the halls and out the back door. Passed the cheerleading practice field and out past the football field. She saw Anne curled up under a old tree. Mandie raced over to her and knelt down next to her. Mandie took a quick look over of Anne to make sure she was okay. Mandie didn’t see any thing wrong. “Anne what happened? Are you okay? Where is Damon now? What did you do?”

[hellkitten13]

"I'm ok..." she shook her head "i don't know where damon is now but i left him by the bleachers and i'm sure he isn't happy with me... i'm sorry mandie but i can't really tell you what i did, but i do need to tell you a secret. but you have to swear you wont tell anyone or i may have to kill you... can you do that for me?" she looked at mandie with her best puppy dog eyes.

[hellkitten13]

Text to mandie (mandie/Anne)

[hellkitten13]

I’m not quite sure you know damon as well as you think you do… but yes after class is fine… the regular spot ok?

[dopplegangergrl]

Actually change of plans I’m gonna get a pass out of class. Where are you? I’ll come there now? I won’t be able to sit in class all day and worry about you.

[hellkitten13]

i'm under the big oak by the math building skipping class lol.

[hellkitten13]

Text to mandie (mandie/Anne)

Hey girl… I have a problem.

I git into a fight with Damon and i think i might be in trouble… Can we meet up and talk

[dopplegangergrl]

What do you mean you got into a fight with Damon? I mean you guys met once? And why would you be in trouble? What did you do? I think you have a lot to fill me in on. I’ll pick you up after class and we can go for a much needed long talk. And don’t worry Damon would never hurt you. He a really great guy it’s probably just some misunderstanding.

Mandie sent the text feeling very confuse. She only knew of one time Anne and Damon had met and that was the night that Mandie met Damon for the first time at the club. And what had Anne done that would make her think she was in trouble with Damon. And Mandie knew Damon thought he was a bad guy and dangerous but he would never hurt her best friend right?

[hellkitten13]

I'm not quite sure you know damon as well as you think you do... but yes after class is fine... the regular spot ok?

[hellkitten13]

Text to mandie (mandie/Anne)

Hey girl... I have a problem. I git into a fight with Damon and i think i might be in trouble... Can we meet up and talk

[royalbloodwithoutacrown-blog]

Wandering Little Vampires (Damon/Anne)

[royalbloodwithoutacrown-blog]

Smirking at the effect he had on her, he knew that there was always an edge to every vampire. Surely he knew that this one wouldn’t be as easy as the others, though she played her part quite convincingly as she took his face in her hands and whispered in his ear. Chuckling as she bit down on his ear lobe and pulled away, Damon gave her his boyish heart felt eyes. Those eyes had always been reserved for the girls who were made to think they meant something to him and right now, she was playing with fire. As she gave him her sexy lust filled eyes, Damon grinned sexily, playing his part just as well, of course he had five hundred years of practice which he always used to his advantage.

As she leaned back, Damon watched as she looked quite pleased and satisfied with herself and her little show, but what came next she would never have been prepared for. Leaning in as if to kiss her, Damon inched and brushed his lips against her cheek as he whispered. “You’re quite right, but where you’ve got it wrong is where I’ll teach you to be better.” Pulling away he grinned at her salaciously before making his face transform and grabbing her by the neck and flashing them to the empty bleachers. As he pulled her with him, he called over the girl he had already compelled and fed off her draining her and leaving Anne to smell the blood waiting for her to lose control. “A magician never reveals his tricks Little Anne and you’ll do well to remember that. I’ve got centuries on you little girl and you’ll do well to remember that. You can never out smart me or out charm me. I invented it, wrote the book and perfected it ten times over before you were even thought of. So, now Lesson One: Never try to out smart or seduce your Sire, makes for bad manners and maybe even a stake to the heart if I’m not in a good mood, should I find out you’ve been hiding things. Lesson Two: Smell Human Blood with out vamping out and Lesson Three: If and when you kill someone, learn how to cover your tracks and how to get rid of the body. I’m not a maid and I don’t clean up after anyone unless your a selected few. So get to work little vampire. So me what you got.

[hellkitten13]

As damon transformed and forced her onto the bleachers her body tensed in anticipation of the impact. when her body hit the bleachers she gasped at the pain but quickly buried it and looked damon in the eyes without fear. at this moment she didn't care wether she lived or died... she wanted revenge for what damon did to her when she was human... for taking that life away from her. Anne quickly glanced at the girl and looked back to damon.

"rule number one: don't go to meet the psychopath that turned you into a vampire without feeding first. rule number two:..." anne reached behind her as she spoke and pulled out the stake she had hidden on her back, nicely held in place by her bra. she pulled it out and stabbed it into the side of damon's chest, piercing his lung but unfortunately missing his heart. "...never go into battle unarmed. and rule number three:..." she said while damon crumpled to the floor in pain from the stake in his chest, she reached down and grabbed his face in her hands and twisted it snapping his neck... "never underestimate a woman" Anne reached down to damon's lifeless body and pulled the stake from his chest... she wanted to drive it into his heart but she couldn't hurt mandie like that, so instead she put a piece of folded up paper in his hand that read now we are even and whispered "no hard feelings daddy"

she walked over to the girl and looked her in the eyes and compelled her "you will forget everything you saw here, go wash your wounds in the bathroom, and bandage them... don't let anyone see your wounds, and if anyone asks how you got them... say you fell." as the girl walked off anne said her last goodbye and walked away from damon's body before he got back up.

[hellkitten13]

left behind... again.

[awesomejosh85-deactivated201305]

  He reached up to wipe the tear from her cheek, his heart breaking as the site of them. He couldn’t stand to see her cry or upset, especially when he felt like part of it was his fault. Josh couldn’t believe this is where the two of them had ended up. He loved her so much, that was never a question in his mind, now they just had to figure out where to go from here. “It’s okay, baby, it’s okay,” he whispered, pulling her into his arms.

“Just because I’m a hunter now doesn’t mean that I’m going to hate you. You’re still my Anne, the one that I love and that’s never going to change. We’ve been together forever and this is just one more obstacle for us to get through, we will figure it out. We just need to figure out what we are, what this means, and we can go from there.”

[hellkitten13]

she curled up into his arms... enjoying the warmth and the sound of his voice through his chest. she looked up at him.

"your right... we need to figure out what we are... and what we can do." she stood up straight and looked him in the eyes like she just had the best idea.

"i know exactly who to talk to... i'll figure out how to be a better vampire i promise." she cupped his face in her hands and gave him a kiss on the lips. 

"i have to go find someone... you learn to be a hunter, and i'll learn to be a vampire... and if you still want me, i'll meet you back here." she kissed him again passionately on the lips and said "i love you forever." and ran out the door and down the street as fast as she could

[royalbloodwithoutacrown-blog]

Wandering Little Vampires (Damon/Anne)

[hellkitten13]

As damon leaned in and brushed his lips against hers, she lightly bit down on his bottom lip. as she let go she smiled, “well then, what shall we do until you give in,” his smile was intoxicating… his presence was overwhelming, and anne needed to know why… she wanted to harness that power. she winked at him and waited to see what he would do next.

[royalbloodwithoutacrown-blog]

Suddenly feeling her small bite sink into his lower lip, Damon growled lightly with a smirk. Watching as she let go and smiled at him, he knew that she would be one hell of a vampire and a great one at that. Putting a finger to his lips, fauxly acting as if deep in thought, he raised a raven brow and purred seductively in her ear. “Well I don’t know, what can you do to convince me to give in?” As she winked at her sexily, goading him on, he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her to him, hard. “So you wanna tease me now is that it Anne?” He asked as he trailed feather light kisses down her jawline to her neck and back up in a circuit.

[hellkitten13]

As damon kissed her neck, shivers ran up and down anne's spine. she let her head fall back and took in a deep gasp of breath. as damon finished kissing her neck she took his face gently in her hands. inching her lips ever closer to his. she stopped short and said in a sultry whisper,

"you know as well as i do, there's nothing i could do to convince you give in..." still cupping his face she pulled him closer to her and moved her head to the side to whisper in his ear, "i'm good..." she whispered and bit down on his earlobe ever so gently, while letting out a soft moan in his ear... "but i'm not as good as you." she brought her face back face to face with damon, with her sultry bedroom eyes she said, while letting her hands slide down his neck to his chest "but you could teach me to be better."

anne leaned back to gauge his reaction, she gave him a smile and a look like did you like my little act... because thats all it was you silly boy.

[royalbloodwithoutacrown-blog]

Wandering Little Vampires (Damon/Anne)

[hellkitten13]

Anne couldn’t help her heart skipping a beat as damon’s nose touched hers, she tried not to let it show but she was sure he could see it written all over her face… he was a master at this, with centuries of practice… and she had only ever had eyes for josh. but right now josh had so much on his plate that he barley had time for her… and with him being the hunter, anne wasn’t quite sure if he even could love her anymore, but she wasn’t about to let her fears take over now.

Anne took a step closer to damon and reached her hand up to lightly brush a few stray hairs from his forehead, letting her finger slightly brush the skin just above his raven brow. fallowing the contour of his face she traced her finger down his cheek, across his jawline and down his neck to that soft spot where his collar bones meet, “patience is a virtue that i don’t possess much of.” she smiled at him hoping that he wouldn’t keep teasing her for to much longer… he was danger for her, and she knew it.

[royalbloodwithoutacrown-blog]

Watching as she all but succumbed to his charming ways,  grinned victoriously down at her. It would always be him who would make the girls faint and blush with ease and this time was no exception, until he seen the fight in her eyes which made for nothing more than an intriguing challenge for him. As she came closer to him and pushed away a few strands off his forehead, Damon blinked and smirked sexily as she gently ran her finger down his face, teasing him. “Hmm” He murmured softly as her slim pale finger brushed down his neck to the indentation of his collar bones and with no effort at all made a low growl in his throat with gleaming sapphire eyes. “Neither do I, little Anne and that’s what will make this all the more fun.” He whispered as he leaned in barely brushing his lips against hers. This was all part of his fun, his game and now finding someone just like him made it all worth while.

[hellkitten13]

As damon leaned in and brushed his lips against hers, she lightly bit down on his bottom lip. as she let go she smiled, "well then, what shall we do until you give in," his smile was intoxicating... his presence was overwhelming, and anne needed to know why... she wanted to harness that power. she winked at him and waited to see what he would do next.

[hellkitten13]

left behind... again.

[hellkitten13]

As anne listend to josh talk her body posture changed… she straightened up and got tense “IT!… why don’t you tell me how you really feel josh.” she scoffed at him “he’s not an IT and nether am i… i cant believe you just said that.” she shook her head in disbelief and stood up from the bed. “thats just like telling a black person his dads a nigger… “she walked right up to josh and pointed a finger in his face” its derogatory, unnecessary, and it makes you sound ignorant…” anne looked into his eyes for a moment, she was madder at him than she had ever been, but she still loved him… she took in a deep breath, turned away from josh and tried to calm down. “it’s true he took everything from us… but i can’t change that. this life is all i have… and if IT is how you really feel bout vampires… maybe this IT should go…” the words felt like venom coming out of her mouth, but if that’s how he really feels about vampires, she couldn’t stay with him.

[awesomejosh85-deactivated201305]

Josh couldn’t believe what he was hearing. It left like she wasn’t even listening to him. “Did you not hear me say that because you are a Vampire that it in no way changes how I feel about you? Anne, you are the one person I can not live without. I don’t care what you are.” Josh walked over to Anne and grabbed her hands into his and held them tightly. “You are Anne, the girl I love, the girl that I want to spend the rest of my life with. You have no idea what I would do or give up for you. What I would go through to keep you safe.” Josh’s insides were aching. Especially his heart. He kept his head up and his eyes locked onto hers. “I love you, Anne. I always have and I always will.”

[hellkitten13]

When josh grabbed her hands her heart stopped for a moment, not because she was scared, but because she was surprised at his answer. she had thought in her heart that there was no way he could love her now that she was a vampire... and she was bound and determined to push him away. she was mad at herself for even feeling that way for a moment... for a moment feeling that their worlds would be better apart.

as she looked into his eyes a tear rolled down her cheek. "i'm sorry... i'm sorry for doubting you... josh, i love you too... things are just changing so fast i'm not sure how to deal with it. i'm a vampire, and your the hunter... you should hate me..." she looked down for a moment, "i think we are both new at this, and we need to learn how to be who we are. i have learned nothing about being a vampire other than how to survive without killing people, and i'm sure there is much more to it. i need to find someone to learn from..." she smiled at him "and who knows... maybe when i know how to be a vampire, i can help you fight evil... we would make a great team."