Everyday is a Fresh Start

She confidently trust the Lord to take care of her. -Psalm 112.7

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This Season I Didn’t Expect

This is not just a pregnancy story. This is a season that humbled me. I’m counting days now. Days before I finally meet the baby I’ve been carrying not just in my womb, but in my prayers, fears, and quiet surrender.

This journey hasn’t been easy. I’m a mom to a 5-year-old kindergarten, a 1-year-old baby boy, and now carrying our last blessing. Yes, I’m happy but not all the time. There were moments of fear, guilt, and many “Lord, bakit ang hirap?” moments.

I questioned God. I missed a career I had to let go. I quietly carried the guilt of not being able to help my husband financially the way I wanted to. And as a CS mom, alam kong matagal ang healing process. The thought of not being able to fully take care of my 5-year-old and 1-year-old during recovery hits differently. Iba yung bigat ng mom guilt kapag alam mong gusto mo, pero hindi mo pa kaya.

Yet, through all of it, God taught me lessons I want to share buntis ka man o hindi, mom ka man o simpleng tao lang trying to survive life:

1. You can be grateful and tired at the same time. Hindi porket pagod ka, hindi ka na thankful.

2. Letting go is also obedience. May mga season na kailangan mong iwan ang pangarap para alagaan ang mas mahalaga.

3. Guilt doesn’t define your worth. Hindi nasusukat ang value mo sa financial contribution lang.

4. God’s timing doesn’t rush, it restores. What you lose in one season, He can return in another form.

5. Surrender brings peace that control never will. When I stopped fighting the “what ifs,” I found rest.

This journey changed me. Not everything was easy to accept, but I chose to surrender it all to God and still be thankful. Hard, yes. But still a blessing.

This is just the beginning of my mom of 3 life journey. And if you’re in a season that feels heavy too stay with me. There’s more to unfold. 🤍

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Hi Lord mas maganda ka pa sa hapon. 🥰

Wala lang po gusto ko lang magpasalamat kasi ang ganda ng work station ko sa bahay. Ewan ko ba Lord ang tamad tamad ko pa din hahaha! Salamat Lord kasi palagi mo kong binibigyan ng kumportableng gagalawan. Ako na lang talaga Lord e, Lord hipuin mo naman po yung heart ko. Gamitin mo naman po ako Lord para sa mas ikatataas mo pa. Yung 28yrs ng buhay ko Lord nagamit ko na yun sa pang sarili kong kaligayahan. Ayokong umabot sa uugod ugod na ko bago ko marealize na kailangan kong idevote yung remaining life ko sayo.

Tulungan mo ko Lord na maging devoted sayo. 🥺 sa asawa ko, sa anak ko, sa mga magulang at mga kapatid ko. Gusto ko lang naman po na maging mabuti akong tao hindi lang for a month or two. Gusto ko po Lord for the rest of my life pero mahirap Lord kung hindi po ikaw ang magpapatakbo ng buhay ko.

Thank you Lord sa lahat ng blessings. Thank you Lord kasi kahit di ako deserving binibigay mo po sa akin lahat. Thank you Lord for the love and care.

I love you so much! 😘🥰❤️

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Good evening Lord! 🥰

Gusto ko lang po magpasalamat sayo sa tatlong bagay for today.

Una, thank you po sa buhay ni Samara na laging nagpapasaya sakin kahit na ano pa po ang itsura nya hahahaha kagiging lang pero antok na antok na agad. 😅

Pangalawa, salamat po sa trabaho na nagiging dahilan ng pagkabusy ko at makalimutan ko po yung mga negative na nararamdaman ko. 🥰

Lastly, salamat po sa buhay ni Lemo na laging nangaasar sakin pero mahal na mahal po ako haha alam ko Lord hindi ko po deserve ang lahat ng ito pero maraming maraming salamat po. 😇

Goodnight Lord. I love u! 😘

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Hi Lord good evening po! Thank you so much for this day! 🥰🥰🥰

Sobrang blessed at happy ako kasi nag swimming po kanina si Samara and hindi sya natakot sa tubig sobrang kawag sya ng kawag haha! 😅

Thankful ako Lord kasi nakalabas kaming tatlo ni Samara at Lemo ng bahay kanina at nakapag enjoy sa bahay ng pinsan ko. Foodtrip plus me nag alaga po kay Samara. 🥰

Super thankful ako today Lord kasi hindi po ako ninerbyos today. 😇 sana magtuloy tuloy na po.

Good night Lord. I love you so much! Thank you for all this blessings po. 🥰😇

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Hi Lord thank you so much for today. 🥰

Sobrang thankful ako sa buhay ni Samara kasi kahit ang likot nya kanina habang pinipicture po sya e nag smile pa din sya samin. 😅

Sobrang thankful ako kasi nakausap ko yung anak ng pastor namin, si Ruth. Sobrang dami niyang inadvice sakin about sa depression ko. Psychology sya Lord kaya siguro talagang naiintindihan niya po ako. 🥰

Lastly, sobrang thankful po ako sa mommy ko kasi kapag nag titrigger yung panic attack ko pinapatulog nya ko dito sa kwarto nila. Blessed ako sa support system ko Lord. Thank you so much po!

Good night Lord. Love u! 😘

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I can do all things! 

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Bir gün ayrıldık ve sevilmekten eskimiş bir renk gibi hissettim kendimi.. 🗾

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10 Prompts for Shadow Work

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Keep track of your feelings from day to day. Record how you felt and try to pin point why you felt certain ways in different situations. How could you habe handled it better? Why did you react the way you did?

Write a letter to your past self, or your future self. Then break down your thoughts on why you said the things you did. Address any emotions that pop up during this process and record them. Why did you feel that way? What events in your life made you right what you did?

Are you living true to yourself? Are you changing who you are based on who you're around? What are those changes? Why do you make those changes?

Are you holding on to something or someone that you should let go of? Why do you hold on to it? What are steps you can take to let go of it?

What are your fears? Your REAL fears not just spiders or heights. Why are you afraid of those things? Are there any steps you can take to lessen that fear?

How do you treat the people in your life? Is there anything you could do for them to better your relationships? Are you being a positive, healthy influence on their life or are you being a toxic one? If toxic, what changes are you going to make to your behavior to stop being toxic?

What do you wish other people knew about you? Why do you keep it hidden?

Are you healing from past traumas and or incidents or have you just distracted yourself? What healthy ways could you address unhealed trauma in order to move to a healthier place?

Make a list of people you don't like. Why don't you like them? Are they actually bad or do you see bad parts of yourself reflecting in them and that's why you don't like them? Be honest.

Write down everything that happens to you in a week that makes you feel bad in any way. Examine this list and ask why certain events make you feel bad.

BONUS: Write down what you believe about a variety of things (from religion and karma all the way down to relationships and your career path). Why do you believe those things? Are these feelings set in stone or are you willing to accept alternate views? Why or why not?

Remember Shadow work is all about unlocking your subconscious. This helps you understand yourself better which is important for many different aspects in witchcraft, and your star seed will thank you for it.

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HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE

MAKE A WISH

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the first post ever on tumblr

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I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK

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WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK

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World Heritage Post

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like actually though. i’m in AWE of the notecount.

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OMG! My heart. 

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Please do a regular checkup on your friends. They won’t ask for emotional support.

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“Kamusta buhay may asawa? Wala pa?”  “Wala pa kayong plano mag anak?” “Mag baby na kayo habang bata pa kayo.” “Ano na? Naunahan ka na ng bunso niyo.” Those are a few most pressuring questions you will ever heard after getting married. 

Personally, I have always wanted to get pregnant right after marriage. Excited akong mag dala at mag luwal ng sanggol sa mundong ito na bubuo sa pamilyang pinapangarap naming mag asawa. I mean, who doesn’t want to have their own family, diba? Lahat naman siguro tayo. 

After almost 1 year of being married I woke up one morning realizing that I’m delayed. 4 days to be exact. Tinanong ko si Lord kung ito na ba yun. Ito na nga ba yung matagal na naming pinagdadasal? So I took the pregnancy test at sa lahat ng test na ginawa ko sa buhay ko ito yung test na pinaka nagpakaba, nagpaexcite at nagpahinto ng mundo ko nung lumabas na yung resulta. 

Hindi  ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko nung nakita ko. Kung iiyak ba ko, sisigaw o tatalon sa tuwa dahil after taking 4 or 5 pregnancy test since after marriage, I finally passed it! 

Yes! I’m pregnant and to make it sure I took 3 pregnancy test. Hahaha! Ganun ka-OA. 

Ang plano, kapag positive iva-vlog ko ang reaksyon ng asawa ko but then my emotion is over flowing and I can’t contain my happiness kaya wala na... Nasabi ko na lang na, “Hon, buntis ako.” the he answered me “OOOHHHH DIBAAAA??!!!! And that was the happiest moment of our lives. 

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Hi my name is Keziah Ara Dabu Lumbre. My journey as a mommy wanna be hasn’t been easy. It takes a lot of patient and FAITH. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses kong hiningi kay Lord na gawin na nya kong isang ina. Pero sabi nga sa kantang “The Climb” by Miley Cyrus, keep the FAITH, keep your FAITH.  Whoa oh oh.  Hahaha!  

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Over thinking again.

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Dear KC, You make me feel sad and happy at the same time. Sad because you remind me about my eagerness of having a baby but God didn't say yes pa. 😅 Happy naman because for a short period of time I felt like you're my own kasi you're calling me "Mommy Ash" kahit utos ko yun. Pero with feelings kasi yung mommy ash mo kaya kilig ako. 😂 Ps. I feel scared din pala sa kwento mo about your secret friend. Kaloka ka. 😰😂 bukas na tayo mag video tulog na tulog ka na e. 😄 Sana pag laki mo mabasa mo to at maalala mo na minsan sa buhay mo tinawag mo kong "Mommy Ash". Sleepwell baby. God bless you! 😘😭 #5yrsoldKC #brightbabygirl #englishspeakingbaby #nosebleedingmommyash https://www.instagram.com/p/B0D6owAp35kZl-6xj7p-tkNFLuN7sAZzeV4Av00/?igshid=31nbxp0amukw

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Touch down Cebu baby. 😍❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz8NORvp8MAqjgzVAzYBDFWETcbEeEdJACgVLs0/?igshid=kt2tolybmb9i

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My heart is happy

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“And if our God is for us, who can be against us?” -Romans 8:31

To my forever “Man of my Dreams,”

Simula nung pinakasalan kita hanggang sa mga oras na ginagawa ko to hindi ko masasabing ni minsan hindi ko naisip kung bakit ikaw ang lalaking pinili ko pero ni minsan hindi ko pinagsisihan. We have a lot of fights and misunderstanding pero mahal kita. Palagi kitang mahal.  Gusto kong malaman mo na grateful and blessed ako dahil ikaw ang niregalo sakin ng Diyos. I won’t regret choosing you as my forever partner. 

This past few days lagi akong nag e-emote, pakiramdam ko hindi ka na tulad ng dati. Hindi ka na malambing, hindi ka na gentleman sa akin, minsan may pagkakataon na napapahiya mo ako, hindi ka na masayahin pag ako ang kaharap mo. Madalas, mainit ang ulo mo pag ako ang kausap mo. Na-miss kita. Na-miss ko tayo. 

Then one day I woke up with a realization na meron kang problema (you know what I mean).

Flashback:

September 8, 2018 when I told you this: 

“Simula ngayong araw na to ibibigay ko sayo ang puso ko ng buong buo at pangako kong sabay tayong maglalakad sa buhay na nag iintay sa atin ng magkahawak ang mga kamay”. 

Hindi ko nakalimutan mahal, hindi ko kinakalimutan. For better or for worst kasama mo ko. Kasama mo kami ni Lord. 

You can always count on me mahal. I’ve got your back and always remember my wedding vow, “From this day forward you shall not walk alone, my heart will be your shelter and my arms will be your home.” 

I love you.