Rowan

Covering you 23 | he/him | bi i’m back baybeeeeee other platforms: bliinkiie

[helloblinkieblur]

idk if i’ve said anything about this but i feel an important update HAS to exist for this account

I made this account when i was like, 14? at the oldest, entirely possible it was sooner than that (i dont remember). at the time i was FRESH into the understanding that i was A. not straight and B. not cis

i straight up yearned for soooo much and tumblr was a huge help for me to go through all of that. I was a very broke kid in a broke family and didn’t get to do much except for two big things that i think changed how i am unironically. I saw fall out boy live for my first concert (SRAR era) and i got VIP tickets to TATINOF as a surprise for my birthday.

i had /just/ uploaded a video to my LPS youtube channel saying i was done making videos and soon after i gave away all my LPS to a friend because i felt it was cringe that i liked them still both because of a technical “femininity” of liking toys, and because i was convinced i was too old to like them still.

skam was my favorite show for a while. something about the way it represented Isak and Even really stood out to me and my experiences and it made me want to learn norwegian, which tbh i wasn’t very good at i did like one duolingo lesson every whenever the hell

twenty one pilots’ music helped me so much at the time. I have a specific memory of laying in the living room on a bare mattress the first night we moved into the house at the time, and setting up my laptop to play my (unfortunately) pirated copy of the self titled album so i could sleep.

Now, i am 22, i have gone to plenty more concerts, two warped tours, i’ve become comfortable in my gender identity and my sexuality, i am learning norwegian again! except this time with actual worksheets and voice lessons. i am collecting LPS again! idk how many i have rn but i have a little display shelf for them and i am very happy about it and uploaded another video to the channel to say fuck cringe i still like lps (idk if anyone saw the video but i still had like 600 subs and i thought it’d be funny to find people who don’t clean out their subs). i am still broke tbf but i had the amazing opportunity to get twenty one pilots tickets for this breach leg of the tour and i am so glad i get to be there for the end.

my point is just that it’s insane to me that i’ve changed very little since making this blog but at the same time soooo so much.

that said, my name listed and the name i currently go by are different but honestly i’m looking for a new name anyway lol. but for now i will point out i use he/him, i am comfortably bi and don’t feel like it’s performative that i’ve only dated a couple girls because i understand it’s not my history that matters it’s my feelings that matter. i’m currently just over 4 years with my partner and we’ve lived together for 3 of those years and i’m, in the big picture, so so happy now.

moral of the story: fuck cringe, fuck transphobes, fuck homophobes and biphobes, be authentically you as long as it means you’re happy and thriving, and do things for you

[helloblinkieblur]

watching May (2003) (spoilers ahead nsfw as well) and lowkey why isn’t adam matching her freak like ur gonna show her a movie where the ppl r making out and eating each other and stuff and then she bites ur lip a little and you LEAVE????? if u don’t like blood ur not a real freak don’t pmo

if ur not gonna play pass the damn controller !!!

[walmartnoodle]

Wdym you hate Stratt? Without her you don’t get a story

[wolfiesgottamigraine]

Cottonwood (you tore me up more than you know)

Cottonwood is a Joshler au fic that takes place in a small town in the Southern U.S

Underneath the humid southern sky, old family drama and long–buried grief begins to resurface after the death of Tyler Joseph's grandfather. As Tyler learns to navigate through life after loss, he's once again pulled into orbit around the one thing he swore to never deal with again: Josh Dun.

Or:

A story about grief, loss, decades old hatred between two families, and two guys who just don't know how to stop circling eachother despite the consequences.

I currently have the prologue and chapter one posted! Updates will be slow but I think it'll be worth it in the end

Read it here! 👇

https://archiveofourown.org/works/85028871/chapters/224490681#workskin

(I still dont know how to use Tumblr I hope I'm doing this right)

[pilotshq]

twenty one pilots via twitter

[breachler]

okay sure that’s fine whatever. same dressing room, “oh no you caught us” type of thing. AND he’s undressing in front of josh can we do something about them

[sadpeopledancing]

... somewhere.

Twenty One Pilots - Festivals 2026 Series: Episode 3

[emoparamore]

hayley williams, dublin night 2

[toldadnauseam]

love whatever is wrong with him

[distantffuture]

“That’s babygirl” and it’s literally a grown ass man

[dheartpgames]

BRAND NEW PICTURES OF UNIVERSITY OF YORK PHIL LESTER WERE SEEN (via @/uoyalumni on instagram)

[diphowell]

oh my god, they touched!, over the years

[diphowell]

and they've survived more than 16 years <3

[iwasinthebath]

good morning is anyone okay

[helloblinkieblur]

hi again i was reminded how terrible every other social media is i love u tumblr

[gaysliedormant]

For Pride Month I think Tyler Joseph should feel obligated to kiss his bandmate I know he wants to It’d show community support

[loladesoir]

maybe this pride month we can stop worrying about policing labels, the validity of someone else’s identity, the way someone else chooses to present themselves, etc and instead we can worry about the people that are actively losing their rights, the children that are being brutalized or forced into those abuse camps, the terrifying amount of trans or gender nonconforming individuals that have been murdered/hatecrimed just in the past few weeks, and what other horrific things are yet to come