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disillusioned philosopher, recovering academic, mediocre human being. strivingtomakesenseoftheinfiniteblabberingofmybrainsothatonedayIcanremainsilentandnotpouroutsomuchcrapontorealities. thyme gets curdled when simmering down.

[nomderuin]

Reborn - Susan Sontag

[inaloversquarrel]

[inaloversquarrel]

[velartis]

Franz Kafka, 1912

[strokeofserenity]

A Waltz for Zizi , "Letter to November"

[alleycatboy]

being smart has never stopped me from being a complete fucking idiot

[shisasan]

November 8, 1912 Letters to Felice by Franz Kafka First published : 1973

[weepyemperor]

Going no contact with yourself

[nomderuin]

1. be depressed for two weeks

2. go to an RPG session where you are a non-binary angel-of-death king-regent with a temper

3. take two hits off a joint from a girl who intimidates you in a good way

3. disassociate spectacularly

4. buy shrooms while still high

5. "microdose" first thing the morning after

6. call one of your exes and have a nice chat with him and his french girlfriend about your academic future

6. lose all meaning

7. try to write - fail - try again - fail - try half-heartedly again

8. give up

9. download tumblr again

10. write a step-by-step of all that led to this Horrifying Feeling™ so you don't find yourself like this ever again

[nomderuin]

[lazyydaisyyy]

Durga Chew-Bose, “Heart Museum” from Too Much and Not the Mood

[soracities]

Anne Carson, Autobiography of Red [ID in ALT]

[soracities]

Jeremy Radin, from Dear Sai

[nomderuin]

Viaje a Pie - Fernando Gonzalez

[nomderuin]

Stalker (1979) - Andrei Trakovsy

[musclepowerplay]

[likefireatsea]

page from LIKE AN OWL OF THE WASTE PLACES #zine

[fionaapplemaxims]

HOW CAN I ASK ANYONE TO LOVE ME WHEN ALL I DO IS BEG TO BE LEFT ALONE