The only regret I have in life is not knowing what it’s like to fall asleep in someone else’s arms that hug you so tight. It’s something I long for, it makes my body ache and sore. I don’t need it but It’s something I’d die for. The feeling of warmth, secrurity and need is something I bleed from the core. I don’t think you should fall in love with someone’s heart beat if you can’t even love their snore. Why? Because when you lay in someone’s arms those are the two things you adore. That is the one thing I promised myself and that’s what I’ve always swore. Even on the coldest nights my loneliness will win the war. So my heart will know how their hearts beats with their snore and how it will always be my night time encore. So I wait patiently just like a wolf who wants to find the right pack. Just like the love I want to attract. Thats the only thing I have regretted this far in life is not knowing what it’s like to fall asleep in someone’s arms, but I’m glad I have this dream of what it’s like and I will not just let somone come sweep me off my feet just to put me back down when the desire of need was just a momentary set back in wanted they needed. I will not be a set back to love I will assure myself that not anyone can give me that feeling of security and love and warmth I seek. They just can’t be some ordinary sheep.
