hello, it's ana

I DO NOT SUPPORT/PROMOTE EATING DISORDERS: DON’T REPORT JUST BLOCK 24yrs 5ft 3in SW: 107 CW: 89.0Ibs GW1: 100Ibs GW2: 95Ibs GW3: 90Ibs GW4: 85IbsGW5: <80Ibs

[lyjerria]

I hate feeling like I’m not living enough. like I’m not experiencing enough

[helloheyhithereana]

[siickangel]

“you’re so quiet” bro everyone ignores me and nobody cares about what i have to say

[pudgefree]

[two-thirtyy]

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

[helloheyhithereana]

Here we are again ...

[pointless-existancee]

Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.

[ilythinspo]

say it a lil louder for the bitches in the back

[effiethin]

Lol..My whole life summarized in one post

[seflesslydying]

Never seen something so true

[cool-guy-syndrome-deactivated20]

Literally me

[iwannabeperfect28]

this shit just spoke to me

[thebeiges]

[youwwontknoww]

[helloheyhithereana]

I hate society’s beauty standards

- I hate that I agree with them

- I hate that I try to follow them

- I hate that I allow them to define my worth

[ultrameg]

[thestoryofanaandi]

I have the mind of an anorexic and the body of a failure.

[ilovepeppers-deactivated2019122]

[helloheyhithereana]

Food Log 6/24/20

Breakfast: Iced Americano (5)

Lunch: nothing

Dinner: Rice with beans and thinly sliced beef (227)

Total food intake: 232

Exercise: -1,131

Net: -899

[helloheyhithereana]

How did I let myself get to this point, knowing damn well I was gaining weight again? Fuck me

[helloheyhithereana]

Food Log 6/23/20

Breakfast: iced americano (10)

Lunch: can of plain tuna (130)

Dinner: small eggplant wrap (169)

Total food intake: 309cal

Exercise: Just Dance (-1,119)

Net: -810

[thelovelynope]

Why does the first bit of food everyday just feel like failure?