Hi

Am weird

[helloiamtotallygay]

You are not your thoughts

I think one of the most important things anyone has ever told me is that you are not your thoughts. As someone with mental illness and someone who deals with lots of intrusive thoughts, it sends such a good message. Sometimes it’s hard for us to get caught up in our thoughts of not being worthy enough or not being good enough or thinking you are ugly, and no I’m not just talking about people with mental illness I’m talking about everybody. But no matter why you could be thinking those things or the circumstances YOU ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS. YOU MATTER. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE WORTH IT. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH. please never forget that.

[helloiamtotallygay]

tacos

So it's currently 11pm and I haven't slept in 2.5 days, everyone in my family is asleep and I'm sitting here like taco, taco, taco, taco taaaaacccooo, tttttttaco, ttttttaaaaaacccccccoooooooo, taco, taco, taco.

I don't know if I should be worried or not

[helloiamtotallygay]

I don’t even know

Tw: talk of abuse and suicidal thoughts

You know I never really thought of how everyone thinks differently about songs that are released by artists. I just heard a songs and watched the animatic they made and their point of view of what the song was about was that there was a female being abused by someone and every time someone went to check on her she said it was something else. But when I hear the song the meaning that I think of is that there is a girl who is dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts urges and self harm and may also have some issues controlling her emotions, so when the person goes ti check on her she pretends shes fine either because shes scared/not ready to open up or doesn't think she needs help and is deflecting her pain and suffering. I can see both of these being correct and they are both valid ways to look at a song but it just got me thinking about how our experiences and where we are emotionally could affect the way we even see music.

[helloiamtotallygay]

Stoomtropers

Someone please tell me why I legitimately thought storm troopers were stoomtropers which then made me thing about why they we’re called stoomtropers and my brain went “huh I think they were named after storerooms” I have no clue what my brain cells are doing