everybody has beauty inside!

you just have to let it out. himiko toga | 28 | she/it (( Canon divergent BNHA muse by Kay, 18+ muns and muses only. )) [Mobile Nav Link]

[lilboweep]

sorry i tried to drink your blood i think you're cute

[incorrectarcana]

[hemopathological]

wow i STILL feel like shit somehow

[hemopathological]

i forgot i'm fucking small not that i probably would have drunk less

[hemopathological]

hi lanota i'm soryyyyy

[hemopathological]

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[hemopathological]

if it wasn't a fight it was going to be something else stupid and reckless and we all fucking know it

[hemopathological]

UGH, FUCK

[hemopathological]

before anybody gets on my case i don't blame the guard or the clown or whatever alright he made the right call for his situation. alright? i don't give a shit about him. he's fine. don't start.

[hemopathological]

and by the way if you don't care enough about somebody's feelings to be upfront with them you should fuck off instead because the only three options are upfront, fucked off, or being an asshole

when your friends also care about that person and you know they feel things with their whole chest and you know they push themself when they're emotional and you know they're gonna be upset by something maybe don't maximize the disappointment for kicks and then assume everything's fine and nobody will be hurt

and if you DON'T know those things maybe you're not perceptive enough for your job. and if you didn't think it was gonna lead to this, maybe you're too shortsighted for it.

[hemopathological]

i'm fucking MAD okay i'm mad at her for not reaching out to me and i'm mad at ME for not being on more

but it's a pain in the ass to get most of you heartless insular bastards to respect me for a half a second and i'm fucking BUSY so between getting diminutized by trolls when i try to feel strong or clever and getting feigned interest or dehumanized by HUMANS when i try to be proud of my looks or my abilities and called the only thing i ever asked not to be called and then told i should DIE for being UPSET ABOUT THAT and then watching that person get showered in affection from people who i get along with

i'm SORRY if i don't POST MORE to SEE MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE WORLD GETTING EMOTIONALLY MANIPULATED FOR ENTERTAINMENT

but WHAT'S ALL OF YOUR EXCUSES

[hemopathological]

lanota's never half assed an emotion in her whole life and she's never been disingenuous so what got you fuckers thinking it was fine to let her get led on for a year like it wasn't DAMN OBVIOUS she was serious

[hemopathological]

fuck i don't know maybe fifth or sixth least she's fluctuating okay?

[hemopathological]

lanota is like the third or fourth least at fault for this shit

[hemopathological]

i don't respect ANY of you motherfuckers right now

[disgustinggf]

[faith-thee-slayer]

she’s a poor little meow meow. she was born in a wet cardboard box all alone. she’s suffered more than jesus. she’s misunderstood. she’s a silly guy. she experienced the horrors. she did all those crimes. she has done nothing wrong. she deserves to kill. she’s the most interesting girl in the world. i didn’t say a name, but she popped into your head, didn’t she?