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I CANNOT BELIVE I MISSED JAY'S ONE YEAR OF CREATION ... 🥹 may 14th of last year was blog - creation day for jay, but lowkey he'd been in the works for a couple of days before that. BUT even still !!! my guy is a whole year old !!!
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this might sound crazy but i was scrolling through your blog (we're not mutuals) and i saw u mention toontown and i literally had to send u an ask bc i love toontown like its SO good and i never find anyone who also plays it.... but yeah i just wanted to say that i got really excited seeing that, lol :) also mothman is best cryptid, hands down. have a good day <3
stares at you with all my eyeballs....... toontown IS so good && mothman IS the best cryptid. nonnie, feel free to hmu even though we're not mutuals ! we can be discord pals <3
stares at the twilight blogs popping up.... should i allow the twilight brainrot to return from the war?
his name is Arsin - spelled that way cause his call name was originally supposed to be sin, but… he is not sinful at all. unfortunately he is a bucket of unused brain cells and baby tendencies. so, meet ari.
below the cut is a rather fun (ha...ha...ha...) update on my health. but it is actually just a bit of a ramble while i try to get my thoughts together. if you are uncomfortable with anything to do with health talks, please don't read !! curate your space accordingly, i want everyone comfy. 💞
so ! as some of you may know, i have had my pacemaker since march 3rd. it definitely resolved some of my issues for sure ! ( i can kinda bend over now without losing feeling in half my body ! ) but i'm still dealing with SO many issues. high blood pressure nearly constantly, despite my high bp med + lows after eating. blood pooling in my leg. dizziness, fatigue, and nausea is killing me. my ability to eat normal fucking foods causing low blood pressures from hell. so. since my pacemaker, the way my GI system functions has completely shifted. how is that even a thing? so anyway. i ended up in the ER bc of it a few weeks back thinking i had something SERIOUSLY wrong with my stomach. so they did a CT scan that night and... my stomach was fine, other than hell there. but the CT scan did catch uh... *something* on my lungs. so then ofc my primary was like... you need a dedicated chest CT scan.... welllll. had that. now we're of the understanding that there are several somethings on my lungs. the radiologists are mostly sure that they're benign hamartomas. but that they couldn't 100% exclude anything malicious and that i should probably have an FDG pet study just to make sure that everything is benign. so then i got back into my primary and she definitely was not as convinced as i would've liked her to be that all is good on the inside of my body lmaoo. she was fairly concerned about the size of them. so she's sending me to the pulmonologist so that he can make the most educated decision on whether i need a pet study or if we will be ok just repeating the CT in 3 months. i see him at the beginning of june. on top of all that i went to a baby shower on may 2nd and caught a cold that quickly became bronchitis and now i'm on my second round of high dose steroids and my lungs are absolutely weak as hell. everyone else got better within days and i'm still out here struggling to walk from my bedroom to the bathroom. my oxygen is hitting 85/ 86at night while i'm sleeping and i'm NOT a smoker. tf. so i'm having to sleep completely sitting up bc if i lay down at all i'm not doing anything but dry coughing. also suddenly having night sweats? and i've lost 10 lbs in less than a month? i've been the same weight for over two years? where did the sudden weight loss come from? especially when my diet + exercise habits haven't gotten any better. actually, they've gotten worse in the last month. i just don't understand. like why is my whole body falling apart around me and WHO THE FUCK decided that some bitches could move into my lungs? also the pacemaker is making me have horrific extra beats and when i went in for my device check the nurse was like: yeah that happens. if they're still happening by june we can maybe try to do something about it. bro. they are ANNOYING. why can't we do something about them NOW.
been increasingly quiet as more health stuff stresses me out. i may update yall about that stuff as some point. but for now, just know im alive && will be going through things here asap. i’d love to write soon !
though the concert had ended a few hours before, town had been obnoxiously loud all night. the rhythmic thud of bass rattled his ribcage. it seemed to come from all angles, not that his hearing was any better than your average guy. but there was something about vibrations in the air that coerced the attention of his body. he'd tried to avoid downtown, and had managed it for the most part. but it didn't matter much, now, fans had spread out. windows down as they swerved through dark streets, music pouring from their speakers and their throats alike. it was the same music that had poured from the stadium all night, so it wasn't difficult to pinpoint who was coming from the show and who wasn't.
he didn't mind the music, it was just the plethora of people that made him a bit nervous. his hum grew weary with this amount of people in his city, the possible tragedies on loop in the back of his mind. that was the reason, predominantly, that he'd been so careful to avoid downtown tonight. for fear that his presence would incite something he couldn't clean up.
skin bristles, fuzz prickling at his shoulder blades at the mere thought.
hoodie conceals the protrusion of fuzz, and the wings that threaten to unfold from his back. though, only barely. wind tugs at cloth and skin alike, the slight warmth to the air a pleasant surprise. april was slowly laying winter to rest, and for that he was grateful. form is perched on the edge of a rooftop, the hotel below alight with fans and reporters. he wasn't sure why, it never crossed his mind that maybe the superstar of the hour would be staying at this hotel. it was several miles from downtown, but it was one of the nicer hotels in the area. he lingers on the rooftop more nights than not, he felt so wonderfully concealed by the height of the building.
well, that is, until someone shoves the rooftop door open and floods his safe haven with light. he should disappear, step off the ledge and let his wings spread wide and let night swallow him whole. but his interest is piqued by the blonde that stumbles onto the roof, his body reacting with a wave of energy. hum rippling beneath his skin, the base of his spinal column alight with familiar heat. alarm bells aren't ringing, yet, but his body is primed. ready, and prepared to make a quick exit if things go awry.
"this isn't what it…" words drop off suddenly, as if he'd flung them off the ledge behind him. "it's usually locked." he finishes, gaze flicking between the doorway and her. his eyes struggle to remain blue, the red - tinge that lingers beneath moonlight threatening to be free. red flashes, a few times. just split seconds of crimson, there and gone so quickly someone might actually convince themselves they imagined it. gaze falls, as if he knows his eyes are betraying him.
" i can… uh, go… if this is your…" brows scrunch, as if he isn't even sure what he's saying. "rooftop." he finishes, lamely. foot awkwardly fidgeting with a layer of leaves that litter just behind the ledge of the roof. something, anything, to keep his body moving. to release some of the vibrational energy that ripples beneath fair skin.
@5uccubus hit the heart !
does anyone want 2 plot with me ? 🥹 i have a need,
i am eyeing the dash on this fine saturday ,,, if anyone is interested in vibing on disco you can find me @ / witcherys ! i'd love to get some plots goin' for my boy ! :D
i told myself: if you write (1) one thing, you are allowed to play ttcc guilt free. so ! here it is and there i go !!! i'll be active on disco (@/witcherys) if anyone wants to plotty plot while i fuck up some bots !
air shifts, shifting around him in a way that is abnormal. the hum reacts, almost instantly. his body alight with vibrations and heat alike, skin pricks with nerves as the hum rises from the base of his spine. inciting panic in its wake. he lingered here often. just on the outskirts of town, he liked to people - watch from the edge of a building that lingered just slightly below the rest. this side of town was quiet tonight, though. there was a festival happening down the road a ways, and as such not many folks were passin' through these streets.
the subtle shift in the atmosphere around him has his body reacting. even before the source of the disturbance comes into view, jay can nearly pinpoint his location with uncanny accuracy. when hero's form finally comes into view, and the way that he appears human should comfort him. it doesn't. instincts claw at the back of his throat, begging him to disappear. thoughts turn to altitude, distance, dark corners. anything to conceal him.
wings threaten the skin at his shoulderblades, eyes phase between red and back. beneath layers of dark clothing, skin sprouts fuzz. but jay holds it back, the full shift is held off by mere seconds. the hum doesn't recede, even as the human below comes further into view. grip tightens on the ledge, claws biting into the concrete. wings twitch again. not opening, but not folding into nothingness again either. ultimately caught between two worlds.
"what are you," he murmurs, breath visible in the late evening chill. the hum seems to answer for him, though he hadn't anticipated an answer at all. body vibrates with renewed intensity, streetlights that had illuminated the path of the stranger flicker, flash, then die almost all at once. plunging the area into near darkness. his eyes adjust quickly, red sheen too visible to passerby. eyes squint, in an effort to conceal the way his eyes glow beneath the stars.
body screams danger, yet the moth leans forward. form caught between the depths of his own curiosity, and the alarm that rumbled through his body. he just hoped whatever lingered below didn't have enough environmental awareness to look up.
@slashcrz hit the heart !
starter call, multimuse's must specify their own muse otherwise i will likely not write a starter !!! as always: length varies by starter, sometimes i may have to reach out if i cannot see a way to yeet jay at the specified muse, most starters will be first-meetings unless we have an established plot because i don't like to assume things without plotting it out first !! all that said, go wild ! request as many as you want, there is no cap at this time. i really wanna write tonight so 🙂↕️gonna try !
is it a try to force words from my fingertips type-a night ? or a play toontown till my brain stops running a million miles a minute type-a night ? i blink ... perhaps i may enjoy some words and THEN a lil bit of toontown time ? or maybe it's a stare at the wall and vibrate until i finally collapse into sleeptown type-a night ? hmmm.
starter call, multimuse's must specify their own muse otherwise i will likely not write a starter !!! as always: length varies by starter, sometimes i may have to reach out if i cannot see a way to yeet jay at the specified muse, most starters will be first-meetings unless we have an established plot because i don't like to assume things without plotting it out first !! all that said, go wild ! request as many as you want, there is no cap at this time. i really wanna write tonight so 🙂↕️gonna try !
there's a 𝙝𝙪𝙢 that follows you home
HEMOTH , independent / selective / private / slow reply. this is an original character blog lovingly haunted by elliott. established may 2025, revamped april 2026.
… and it never really fades, 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩 ?