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@hennessyandpoetry
“Part Time Lover” 20th January 2020
“Today I’m something
Tomorrow I am nothing
Tonight I’m a lover
In the morning I’m another.
I’m a pillow, no body,
And for the good times is the only time you call me.
I’m a long text when your eye needs reading
I’m the attention and patience when your heart needs feeding.
I only have meaning when it’s convenient to you,
You only seem to need me when he’s not lusting for you.”
- Rob Escobar
“Message Delivered” 20th January 2020
“The fire burns and I feel it from a distance,
The cries are heard but I pretend not to listen.
The fire left me marks,
The scars tear me a part.
The voices are deceiving,
The words have no meaning.
You cry wolf, but you burn the savior
Apologies or lies, you plead them later.
Forgiveness in a bottle and I’m drunk off your name,
Drunk off the pain,
And drunk off the fact that it’s always the same.
You came and you went,
You ignore what I sent,
I bent over backwards,
You treat me like lent.
You gave me up.”
- Rob Escobar
“Eyes In The Dark” 20th January 2020
“The eyes never lie and your eyes told me try.
Your eyes told me to go forward and it was all mine.
Kind were your eyes and your body was never shy,
Stamina high with ecstasy elevating to mountains of sky.
Body on body, soul to soul,
Sweat dripping in wounds and yearning for more.
No commitment, no title,
But I make love to you
As if you were mine though.
And till the day my bed feels your presence again,
My mind replays the moments that I never thought would end.”
- Rob Escobar
“Worth It Timing” 20th January 2020
“Drowning in an ocean and you gave me air,
Falling for my savior and the stories you share.
You taught me to swim
You brought me back to land,
And when I forgot to walk
You gave me a healing hand.
You understood the darkness that was deep below,
Strong from the exterior but fragile from things you don’t show.
Misunderstood but understood by you patience,
And if I could I would never keep you waiting.
And if I could I would go back and find
You in that ocean to save us some time.
Make sure your fine
Make sure your mine.”
- Rob Escobar
“Mona Lisa” 21st October 2019
“Let me count every eyelash as I stare into your eyes,
Let me admire the curves of your body and I’m not talking thighs.
The thickness of your lips
As I listen to every word,
The melody of your voice
As I begin to learn.
Studying your experiences
Learning not to repeat trauma,
Dreams & ambitions
You need patience, no drama.
You need effort & loyalty
Respect and a gentleman of royalty.
You deserve love & a smile
And reassurance every once in a while.
You are the type to bless a humble man’s heart,
Picture perfect perfection,
Unknowing of a priceless art.”
Rob Escobar
“Too Much/Less” 21st October 2019
“You gave me some dirt
& I made it a flower,
Negative to positive
Energy to power.
You gave me many pieces
I turned it into art,
Battered & broken
You came torn apart.
Through precise patience
I sowed it together,
Through time waiting
I created a sweater.
Every fabric was reborn
& People stopped in awe,
Admiring it’s beauty but not seeing what I saw.
The perfection in the tears
The goddess everywhere,
The potential of purity
If it was handled with care.
If I handled myself with the same love I gave,
Maybe each sweater I made
Just would have stayed.”
Rob Escobar
“Lend You My Love” 21st October 2019
“Not here for long
Just here for my songs,
So don’t take advantage and try to do wrong.
It’s easy to get caught up in the smile and easy time,
Because I give you my all and make you feel like you’re mine.
It is no game
I lay my life out just for the night,
Because if I don’t awake tomorrow
I want you to remember me right.
I want you to feel special
Have the time of your life,
Through the darkness & pain
You can take my little light.
Take me when given
But don’t take me for granted,
Because they type of love I lend isn’t born from this planet.”
Rob Escobar
“Foreword” 21st October 2019
“Read my story but proceed with caution,
Pages filled with decisions on limited options.
Pages filled with regret and broken promises,
Chapters consisting of pain and unspoken loses.
The hero and villain
Cut from the same cloth,
The mental and physical
Battling to be the boss.
The remedies and pain relief change but remain,
Letters drop from my name like people
But I stay the same.
[(ROB/ERT)O]”
Rob Escobar
“Heart Drop” 28th February 2017
“Don’t push me away
I’ve felt it before,
Don’t push me away
Love is never secure.
Love is difficult
Love takes two,
Hurt is a synonym
Please don’t do it too.
I’ll give you my all:
My greatest feature, my greatest downfall,
I’ll give you my all:
From consistent love to fading phone calls.
How it changes so quick,
Staring at my phone as I sit.
Stomach pain,
Light headed
I hate the rain
I hate how I let it
Affect me so much
Fuck.”
Rob Escobar
“Issues” 28th February 2017
“I assume the worse
My issues in trust,
One shady accident
I escape in a rush.
Love is strong
But the wounds are stronger,
My hurt in songs
But the stories are longer.
Cursed by a man
Extended by myself,
Self inflicted infidelities,
How my past has hurt my health.”
Rob Escobar
“Progression” 1 January 2019
“I’m not there yet
Not who I want to be,
Many things I regret in this life of being free.
But nothing is free when it costs a life or two
Temporary victories but the only loser here is you.
I hate being me when I drink a shot or two,
I hate when they leave but it’s because I’m untrue.
I feel sorry for myself
But I have built this mess,
I loved many people when I’m not even at my best.
You build yourself up and you get back where you need to be,
You love yourself again and go back to being he
Me.”
Rob Escobar
“Too Many” 1 January 2019
“Regret is a feeling that is very unmatched,
You’re reckless as a driver
But unconscious of the crash.
You are no god
You cannot change time,
You are only human
And you have to pay the crime.
No matter the remorse
No matter the apology,
Put yourself in their shoes
And all the wrong you’ll see.
If you could & would
You’d take it all back,
But you’re not entitled to forgiveness
So now you must live with that.”
Rob Escobar
“My Side” 1 January 2019
“On my side it isn’t clear,
Used to painkillers & beers.
Used to unspoken issues,
And ignored tissues.
Tears are unwanted
Unmanly,
Struggles of being a man without a daddy.
Putting myself last and then the burdens first,
Cursed with an addiction that makes my relationships worse.
Never knew myself but I loved you,
Never loved myself but I trust you.
Never wanted anything just to be heard,
But I’m counterproductive since I only write my words.
My side is crazy
My side made me shady,
But my side made me want to give better to my baby.
Whether kid or wife
It’ll be hard to explain my life,
Because I did things to survive that’ll never be right.
But her side taught me love
Her side taught me how to live,
Her side taught me things I want to share to our or my kids.”
Rob Escobar
“We” 19th June 2017
“I fear love,
Or do I fear you?
Or do I fear the fact that people are untrue?
Do I fear myself,
Or do I fear what I could be?
Do I fear the future
Or what we could be, “we.”
Because “we” is you & me
& no longer I,
So now I must rely
On your side.
Maybe I fear what we can’t be:
Nothing.
Just friends.
Maybe I do fear loving,
again.”
Rob Escobar
“Get To Know You” 19th June 2017
“Stimulation of the head,
Sex through the mind,
Ecstasy on bed,
But we’re talking instead.
Speaking of the past,
Exchanging tears,
Childhood went fast,
No judgement of fears.
Family matters,
From an unperfect world,
Dream chatter,
On my chest you start to curl.
Climax, but we do it through our hearts,
The type of love making
Where we’re never apart.
Can we?”
Rob Escobar
“Too Good” 28th May 2017
“Words are so tough
But your eyes are enough,
First impression is lust,
But a transition to interest and trust.
I feel the words,
I hear your heart,
But these fantasy feelings need concrete expression to start.
I’ve told you so many stories through so many looks,
I’ve written you so many stories that you embody every book.
& I’m so sorry for the chances I never took,
I’m just a fast food guy
And you’re at home trying to cook.
Too good.”
Rob Escobar
“Is It A Crime?” 28th May 2017
“Is it a crime to love?
Is it a crime to care?
Is it so rare
That my heart is big enough to share.
To be fair,
I was used to opposite,
Hopeless romantic
Negative to positive.
Now this,
Curse
Of wanting to love first
But being flirtatious always makes it worse.
She wants a night,
I want a week,
Turn off the lights
But I want to speak.
Now I think
I want her too,
No love
Just lust
But I’m not that dude.
Too attached, too caught in feelings,
Chronic over thinker,
I talk to ceilings.”
Rob Escobar