liddyswoodthorpe:
Liddy gasped, ever dramatic, as Harry tugged her back toward him and her back brushed against the cobblestone walls flanking the corridor, her body shadowed by Harry’s looming figure. Their quibbles were numerous – genuine arguments rare, albeit, and they instilled both fear and agony in her heart. As his breath fanned hotly against her skin, she felt tears prick at the back of her irises, but, blinking rapidly, she urged them astray in a futile attempt to harden her features. She found her efforts to be in vain; Henry could unearth her deepest sentiments, just as he could rouse, inspire, and trample upon them with the heel of his hessians, and a wayward tear escaped. Her voice was angered as she responded, “Flee from you? You are hardly here, Henry, how could I flee from an apparition?”
“Distracted?” She reiterated innocently, her head tilted to the side. A moment of fear gripped her fleetingly. She was his wife before God and under the jurisdiction of the law, but she had never given him a child, and so from time to time she wondered if his distraction had ever led him to another; someone better suited to his will. She knew it could not be true, his duty was never far from his breast but – still. Worries remained. But they were irrational, as with most earthly anxieties. “I did not think a foreign marriage would come between our own. I know there are arrangements to be made, both abroad and in court, but I have missed you.” Her blue eyes searched the depths of his, hand lifting to rest on the fabric of his doublet, feeling his heart beat wildly beneath. “I–I love you, Harry. Please don’t mistake my ill-behavior for anything other than longing for you.”
“An apparition?” Harry repeated dumbly. He felt -- if not blind-sided by his wife’s anger and upset (he wasn’t stupid, and the conflict had been building for weeks), at least hurt and surprised that it had hit him so suddenly. In front of her like this, with tears threatening to spill down her cheeks, he felt entirely helpless. He had never had her gift with words, and at times like this he sometimes felt the urge to simply not talk at all, for fear of saying the wrong thing and increasing her pain - and his; he knew full well she was not innocent in this equation. But it had been a long time since he had gone silent in response to her anger. It did no good, and oftentimes only made them both feel worse; they had been together long enough to know that.
“There is nothing between us,” he swore, fervently, and then he realised what he had said, and how it could come across, and felt himself grow hot and flushed. “No - that’s not what I meant. I meant that nothing can come between us; least of all politics. I might care about this match, Liddy, but not half so much as I care about you. Do you doubt that? I never thought this had gone so far as to have you thinking I would rather be away from you.”
Harry cursed himself and his clumsiness, and abruptly dropping his papers, he took her firmly by the shoulders. “Listen to me,” he said, quietly. “Once this is all over, when we have been to the wedding and the couple are settled, we will leave court for a while. We can go back to Caerphily and figure this out, but for now, I have to be at court.” He searched her face, hoping she would understand what he meant, what he was trying to say, though he could hardly articulate it.








