The past 2 years had been difficult -- members going in and out of the army, marriage, dui scandal, netizens finding desperate reasons to hate them much more, the fandom getting separated and fans focusing on their biases instead. It was hard. Gone were the times when we watched music videos with so much effort, and had our phone batteries drained because we were streaming legally at Korean sites (which, now we know that they don't count streams from international fans). Gone were those days when I always see Super Junior in my Twitter; gone were the days when they were always attached by the hip, probably fighting over who's gonna shower first and who goes last. I got so used to the fact that I will only see the members alone on their schedules. The fact that the remaining active ones were so busy to even catch up with each other. The fact that... they already live separately. I was also used to seeing the fans spending more time with their personal lives, trust me, I'm happy for them. I'm one of those who had a life too after they went on a hiatus, but sometimes I can't help but wish to bring back times. When we were okay, when we were together, when we were united as one and went gaga over this particular group. But then this happened. Lotte fanmeet. I couldn't have been more thankful to the organizers for bringing my boys back together again after a long time. Sungmin and Shindong are back too. They look better than they used to before -- all of then do. There was some negativity spreading, but when I heard the fans chanting, "Lee Sungmin! Saranghaeyo Lee Sungmin!", it overwhelmed me. Overwhelmed me so much that it drowns all the negativity down to wherever it belongs to. We are fine. We are going to be fine, ALRIGHT. Even after all the hard times, we're alright. It'll probably take nine more months before the awaited comeback and I'm willing to wait dor more. I've already come this far, didn't I? Sorry if my thoughts seem messy. It's 10:30 P.M. (philippine time) and I'm just... writing whatever seemed to pop in my head. Currently waiting for Darling U's release. Please anticipate ♡














