Always Untitled

~my little secret~

[herbertlittlesecret]

The tired girl is back. 4 years of leaving this safe space. More tired than before

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In daze..

What a world to live in. It's another level of madness. I want to live in this shelter. I afraid of unknown. People can be so barbaric. Just because of the small greed it chain into string of darkness. Be strong my little self, just be truth to yourself.

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Breath

I can't breath properly tonight. I just keep hearing your sound. I keep seeing your face everywhere. I feel suffocate. I want to smell and touch you again my prince. I just want you lay on my hand once again. Kissing me softly. Hearing your heartbeat. Why you must go? Can you stay and be a part of me forever.

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Luluh

Part of me die as you gone and left me

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Two face obnoxious prick

Lets talk about shitty human. I meet tons of ungrateful obnoxious fucking disgrace human being in all my life. But this particular "snake" really top it all. This type of human really have no idea how fucking evil they can be. They always thought this life are only moving around their own personal existence. They think that others will never achieve their level of so call hardship. Their sweat on all little things and constantly anxious with their own thought. They are really good on making chain of excuses as long as their selfish ass will be excluded from solving their own fucking mess. The main goal is always about their outer appearance. This bloody disgrace is not a devil. They are worst.

I hope nothing for this people. Only time will slowly catch the stink of this rotten carcass.

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I'm dying to meet you future. The tales are all truth, its inevitable. My life is a constant debt

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Twist

Weird things do happen in life. The guy that i used to had a crush on no longer effect me in any way. I used to feel so giddy whenever he just look or said hi to me. While another one..he just come so naturally. No unexpected fall on, just a rythmic built up. We just 'friend'. Friend that discover each other. Friend that more close than ever. Friend that entertwined through thought and differences. But this friend do not put the limit. One of them forget to draw the line. She too full to see. She thought it will last forever. He however, left. No signal or clue he just dissapeared. Forgot everything about her. As time goes by, without notice, the crush become her close friend. But the feeling is no longer there. He become just another guy. But another one, he become her solemn past. He always be the weight that she's carry. What an odd twist.

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The Thoughts

I really don't feel like myself lately. I just can't stop complaining. This past two week my life started to move. Not in a good way. I been different, i spent a lot of my time with the guy that i thought i had a crush on. I also get myself into a fight with my friend. But I really dont like the feeling. I am confuse, tired and scared.

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Fuck up : 24 April 2017

Idk what the fuck am i thinking. I literally open up the paper and know nothing. I dont even remember today date. Whyyyyyy. Im sorry for whoever gonna mark my micro paper. Its 100 percent blabbering RUBBISH. The dream of graduating with first class degree drown to the fucking drain. I need to recollect myself wehhh. I want to call my sister so bad but she adult now haishh. I am so blur right now. I can’t move. Its okay little baggin. Lets the sleep hibernation consume you.