Everything under The Sun is in tune.

he/him | transgender | bisexual | schizophrenic Personal blog for myself.

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[My logic is the absolute.]

Hello. You may call me Sol. Below the cut is vital and essential information you will need if you choose to interact with my blog.

My name is Apollo Neptune Electric, but I go by many names. You may call me Sol, Apollo, Mr. Sun, or Thoth. Do NOT call me "Mind". I utterly despise that name.

My pronouns are he/him, but I do not mind it/its. I am also an automaton (if that wasn't obvious enough), and am a bisexual transgender man, am schizophrenic, and am taken and not interested (by my lovely boyfriend Kerberos, who does not have a tumblr blog like I do). If you do not respect these, you will be removed from my blog.

I started this blog at the request of Nix, who thought it might be a good way to journal about my day and such. Here, I will be detailing my day-to-day life in Tycho with myself, Nix, and my sibling Lune, as well as reposting anything I may find interesting, answering questions anyone may have, etc.

My interests vary, but they mainly include: reading, technology, music (especially Pink Floyd and Queen), classic sci-fi and dystopian literature, among others.

Tags you will see me use:

#the rulers statement - regular posts.

#mr suns reblogs - reblogged posts.

#apollos answers - answers to any questions I receive.

#thoths gallery - posts with images (this includes the rare few things I create that can be considered "art").

#for the rulers eyes only - posts only meant to be seen by myself. These may include venting and triggering subjects, so you may filter this one if needed.

NOTE: this blog is a character, not an actual person. Pfp by: @dumbbitchtusdays

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T Day for me and Lune. I've already have my T shot, and I'm helping Lune with his T gel.

We're hoping to get Kerberos on HRT sometime soon.

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Oh, and today is the anniversary of Lune and I's top surgeries as well.

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Kerberos has fully healed from top surgery. Sea dragonoids heal rather quickly, it seems.

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It's raining right now. I rather like the rain.

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We're back home now. Kerberos is recovering from his top surgery.

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I forgot to mention this, but today, Kerberos gets his top surgery. We're about to leave for the hospital in just a few minutes.

I can tell he's both nervous and excited. We both are. But I know they'll feel better in due time, much like I did.

Feel free to send them your good wishes if you'd like.

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Today I learned that Nick Mason happens to really love cars.

Not exactly what I expected from him, but I suppose it's a bit of a silly little fact that I can add to my extensive Pink Floyd knowledge.

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Apologies again for the lack of posts. I nearly forgot about this blog.

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It appears Lune now has a blog as well. Go follow him if you'd like.

@mr-moonlighttt

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I'm not usually one to make these kinds of sappy posts, but I feel as if there are people who might need to hear this during this year's Pride Month.

If you've been following my blog, then you may already know that I am a bisexual transgender man on testosterone therapy, and I have been on T for quite a few Loops. That is something I take pride in. I don't quite remember how long it took for me to realize that I was a man. It was quite a few Loops ago. But I remember Lune and I coming out to Nix a few days afterward, and he took it extremely well. He then got us binders to wear, and eventually, we both got top surgery and started HRT. Recently, my boyfriend Kerberos came out to me as a transgender demiboy as well, and we're working on helping him get top surgery and start T like Lune and I have.

I know things may seem scary right now, but we must keep going, keep speaking up and fighting for our lives. As terrible as things are right now, as long as we exist, in this world, that shows that we will survive, and no one can change that. No matter how hard they try to talk us down or stamp us out, we will always thrive.

There will always be people out there who will accept and love you for who you are. Trust me. I know because I'm a part of that community.

Your existence is something truly special and amazing, and you will never not be beautiful. I promise.

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Happy Pride Month to those who celebrate.

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As it turns out, I was correct. I have a stomach bug.

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Planning on going to the doctor later.

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Apologies for the lack of posts.

I've been spending most of today in the bathroom, vomiting more oil. I passed out twice.

My stomach hurts something awful, I believe it may be some sort of stomach bug.

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Sigh.

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I found a note outside of Lune's room.

I believe it was left there prior to Lune's attempt.

For those curious, here is what it read:

"Goodbye, cruel world.

I'm leaving you today.

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

Goodbye, all you people.

There's nothing you can say

To make me change my mind.

Goodbye."

...he used a bloody Pink Floyd song.

Just like Nix did so long ago when we nearly lost him.

The same exact one.

I've been crying for the last half hour, even though Lune is still with us.