we are family \ (•◡•) /

every single person here has your back

[gentle-reminder]

gentle reminder

it’s okay to try to get into a new schedule or to try and change it up a bit, it’s also okay to stay consistent if you want to as well

[princezane-deactivated20151205]

u readin this?

u a princess.

i dont care if youre a goddamn bodybuilder, ur now princess protein

[peachpitgirl]

[self-healing]

stop believing that you ran out of time to shape yourself into who you want to be! stop believing that its ruined! stop believing you don’t have potential! you are not a fixed being! you have endless opportunities to grow.

[gentle-reminder]

gentle reminder

people will try to advise you a lot, and it’s okay if you completely follow that advice, completely disregard it, or fall somewhere in between; it’s your life, you know better than anyone what is best for you

[here4eachother]

6 homeless LGBTQA+ youth will die on the street today. This is your chance to prevent that happening to 1 of them. I’m not usually one to ask for help. I like to think that I can handle either succeeding or failing on my own, because relying on other people - even a little bit - means they have power over you. But today I’m daring to hope for something better. If I exist, and I’m someone who truly really deeply cares about justice and other people, then surely there is someone out there like me. 

These are the issues I’m facing. -I have no job and no money. I quit my last job and the one before due to transphobia in the workplace, which is an unbearable trigger for me. My last job also included repeated verbal harassment from a manager. -I lived in an abusive environment that caused traumas. This included consistent emotional abuse, physical abuse, and instances of covert sexual abuse - one of which I told and was ignored and denied by my family - even going so far as to say I imagined it simply because he’s not the type of person to do that even though he’s an alcoholic who told my bio mom to her face that he’s glad her sister died and he’s going to kill her whole family. CPS was called 3 times throughout my childhood. Nothing was ever done from any of these cases. I could go more into detail but that would be too long for this post. -I’m homeless. I’ve been kicked out and moved out multiple times from the age of 18 to now, at 21. This time I don’t have the resources to do so. I don’t have a car I could live in let alone a license. This is merely one of many outcomes I’ve experienced growing up in this home and is of no fault of my own. I’m beyond tired of having to return to the degrading & toxic environment. No matter what happens, I vow not to return again now that I understand clearly how I’ve been abused and how they’ve succeeded to manipulate and gaslight me into thinking that it’s all in my head.  - I’m suffering from the effects of many traumas throughout my life. My official diagnosis from 16 was severe major depression and generalized anxiety disorder. My current treatment team is looking at Borderline Personality Disorder and PTSD but nothing is official as of now. -I’m a pre-t panssexual homeless mentally ill trans man. Statistically, my chances of survival are low. Speaking from experience, the stress alone is enough for suicidal ideation.  -I was told by my bio mom that she took me off her insurance. Upon visiting a crisis unit, I learned that was false. I don’t know how long that will last for and I can’t afford my own insurance. My phone plan is currently under her name as well. 

My goal is to use these funds to obtain a name change and gender marker change for my ID (to ensure a safe working environment), treatment for mental health (a priority), HRT and GCS (helps ensure safety and quality of life), a place to live (whether it be a tent or studio), and daily necessities. 

This may be a lot to take in. I know it is for me. But if people even showed that they cared by sharing this fundraiser, offering advice/words of encouragement, and donating what they can, it would seriously mean all the world to me. Thank you so much for reading. Here is the link to my fundraiser: https://www.youcaring.com/coltonwalker-785476 Here is the link to my PayPal: paypal.me/coltonicholas You can also help by reblogging a Tumblr post I made about how to send me free food with no cost to anyone using Ubereats: https://mademoizellezombi.tumblr.com/post/162626984356/interested-in-feeding-a-mentally-disabled-homeless

[boy-so-pale]

[here4eachother]

My Love And Child Chilly the wind that blew , For Crisp became my skin , My eyes witnessed , What my nightmares portrayed . A fiery glow blanketed around , Yellow and orange became my skin , I couldn’t walk away now , For my legs stood frozen , My cheeks swollen , My heart racing . Hope , A strong word , But false was it’s agenda , For the truth overwhelmed it . My thoughts strayed to blame you , Oh mighty one ! But Consolation was all I was given . No person deserved my fate , I didn’t deserve what had been served . My soul lost all will to stay , For I wished to be turned to ash , just as they did , Friends grew wiery of my sorrow , Move on , Move on , Tis was the words that echoed . But temme , How does one forget ? Love could never be erased !? All that remained , was clenched in arms ; Oh , How ? Why ? .. I don’t understand , My eyes were still caught in the fiery gaze , My ears betray me , For at night I hear screams of my baby , But no , My mind betrayed myself , For I had lost my baby girl too !! How could I forget ? Could I forget the day I first held her .. could I !! Who would read too at night !? I would not be able to walk her down the aisle ! I would miss her prime teen years ! I would miss her cries at night ! I could never forget her !! How could I forget my love ? The only girl to take me for who I was , I love you my dear ! Our love will be cherished , For I could never forget you either !! Then , How ? Could I move on ! I cannot , And I knew that , deep inside of me . For true love never dies ! - Dedicated to the victims of the Towering Inferno in London

Poets8patriots

[here4eachother]

I'm so stuck. I want to express my feelings. I feel them. But it's too selfish of me to express them. There is always something wrong with me. I'm so selfish. I can't even reach out for help. I'm so disappointed. I deserve everything bad that ever happens to me. This hurts saying this because you too will probably blame me for the hurt I'm feeling inside. I want to beg but can't because I will look crazy. Knowing everything that happens now will affect my actual life.

None of this is your fault, and you are definitely not selfish for wanting to express your feelings. In fact, to me, it looks like you are reaching out for help, which shows that you really do want to feel better. No one deserves to have bad things happen in their life. But they do happen and a lot of the times, there isn’t much you can do about it. There are so many people around the globe feeling the same way as you, so don’t be ashamed of it, you are definitely not alone even though it may feel like that a lot of the times. Not being able to express yourself is really common but sadly I can’t help you express yourself again, the most I can say is ‘keep yourself busy doing activities’ but I know that saying that doesn’t exactly help. The best piece of advice I could give you is to talk, talk to your friends and family about how you feel. And if you don’t feel comfortable talking to them, talk to a professional through a hot-line. Talk to us because we full-heartedly care even if you are anonymous. Just remember that your life does matter, even if you don’t believe it, everyone has potential and dreams and it’s up to you to make your dreams a reality, remember that we are all here rooting for you and that if you ever need help just call or talk to anyone that you trust.

- Aarohi :)

[here4eachother]

#163

The broken will always be able to love harder than most. Once you've been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.

[here4eachother]

#162

Sometimes, all you need is for someone just to be there, even if they can’t solve your problems. Just knowing there is someone who cares can make all the difference.

[here4eachother]

#161

What you tell yourself every day will either lift you up or tear you down.

[here4eachother]

#160

Don’t give up because of one bad chapter in your life. Keep going. Your story doesn’t end here.

[here4eachother]

#159

My life isn’t good or bad. It’s an incredible series of emotional and mental extremes, with beautiful thunderstorms and stunning sunrises.

[here4eachother]

#158

What you tell yourself every day will either lift you up or tear you down.

[here4eachother]

#157

I have endured, I have been broken, I have known hardship, I have lost myself. But here I stand, still moving forward, growing stronger each day.

[here4eachother]

#156

You are worth finding, worth knowing, worth loving.