#32
Love can sometimes be quite ridiculous. Quick example: on what logic can one use to explain why I miss my husband the most when he is literally sleeping next to me, everytime? Somebody? Nobody?
This is probably the only space I have to really be brutally honest about how I feel everyday, especially on the days I feel like recording it in here. Everyday is important, but today must be extra special for me to really put the effort of logging into my Tumblr account and write just before I go to sleep tonight.
I figured I might just be missing my husband a wee bit more than usual tonight. It's been tough at work for him these couple of months and I'm really seeing him working his fine ass off to fulfill his responsibilities. Everytime he comes home, he will feed me with his stories from work and I have to admit, although might be biased, that I am REALLY proud of everything that he have done at his company. I love seeing how his eyes sparkled with excitement and his passionate hand gestures while telling the stories. I love seeing him loving what he is doing for a living, and actually have a set of vision to achieve in his career. Man, that's hot.
Hence, whenever there are days like today where he just really got burnt out from a long day at work, he will skip the storytelling session and save it for sometime later. He will enter the house through the front door, gave me his warm hugs and kisses which I always look forward to every single day, and asked me how my day was. And then we might have some quick TV dinner before we both are off for our baths, prayers, and eventually sleep. He will always doze off first, and I will always find myself hugging him ever so tightly cuz I will always miss him so much, and that's the least I can do to make me feel better about it.
May your sweats and tears pays off, sayang. Thank you for working so hard for our little family and for always inspire me to grow together with you. I love you, sayang ❤️
