welcome to my life

I have been struggling with Crohns disease for 9 years now and have an Ileostomy.

[herestoabettertomorrow]

I haven't posted on here in a while but this is really beginning to bother me. Today Global BC announced that some of the refugees they brought into Canada have Whooping Cough for those of you who do not know we already have this in Canada. So many people began to slander those we brought over saying "Awesome first case of them bringing sickness over" I was and am disgusted at how we as Asa society treat one another put yourself in the same situation, if one day Canada became war ridden and we had to flee the country where would we go? How eould you want to be treated? I want to challenge everyone who follows this to think about others before you start bashing the refugees. I personally will be showing compassion to those we have brought into Canada and I hope that my niece and nephew learn from that.

[a-boy-cutting-sry]

If I die,please don’t cry. Look at the sky and say “Goodbye”

[ghoztwriter]

I am about to give up and push everyone away. It seems easier than fighting at this point.

alone (via ghoztwriter)

[fireflymadi-deactivated20221208]

[dreambigbutactbigger]

Enjoy Autumn :)

[violentvay]

i made a gif out of it ha. it’s not as smooth as i wanted it to be but i’m going to move on to something else

[iloveyoursoul]

[herestoabettertomorrow]

Why is it that in society today everyone is so attached to electronic devices, what ever happened to just going outside to play and enjoy the sunshine? This past week I have had the opportunity to enjoy the outdoors and just be myself. although I really enjoyed this week I also learnt that friends think you aren’t trying because you don’t answer them. I am starting to think of just deleting all of my social media outlets and just having my phone for those necessary moments. 

[hellanne]

[sepulchres]

xxxx

[free-your-mind]

[adamjk]

[2solaris-na4]

[sepulchres]

xxxxx

[purplebuddhaproject]

[mhango]

[clubgold]

[like-an-amazon-blog]

You are not allowed to pretend that I am not sick.

You are not allowed to say that I limp because I am seeking attention

You are not allowed to force me to walk faster than I am able

You are not allowed to call me lazy when I spend the day in bed because I am in too much pain to move

You are not allowed to force me to take the stairs when I cannot move my legs

You are not allowed to make me feel bad for being ill

You are not allowed to push me into doing more than I am able

You are not allowed to yell at me that I am fine when I break down and cry

You are not allowed to make me hide my illness behind a mask of apathy

You are not allowed to police my identity as a chronically ill human being even though you are me.

I wouldn’t let anyone else do it, so why am I letting myself get away with it?

[defyodds]

I needed that

[oofpoetry]

Tell me how it is, being the sun. You could walk into a room and they’d all be watching you. They’d all get down on their knees. I ask you how it is, and you say, “It hurts. It hurts.”

R. Wright, “Sunlit” (via oofpoetry)