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■ ■ ■ ■ ❝ The possession of knowledge does not kill the sense of wonder and mystery. There is always more mystery. ❞

[hereticyoungjae]

[hereticyoungjae]

Excuse me, but I will be needing some of your time and company with some tea and such. And SOON.

Hah--How demanding.Though, if we take into consideration the fact that such a desire is mutual, then we can be on our merry way towards a Tea Shop. Now.

[xsuju-blog]

[skydae]

Hand with lighten up stick was twitching slightly as the bubbling sensation slowly increased. As if on command he felt like adrenaline flooded his body system making his heart take part in non-existing race. This is quite amusing; still feel this way, after so many years of dealing with the unseen and unspoken.

Young man took another deep inhale from his cigarette and puffed sweet smoke out. In the dark night that forbidden pleasure looked white and innocent just like Stratocumuluses. His nerves cool down a little, though he still felt adrenaline pumping itself all over his blood. It’s always been this way; at peace with himself, feeling almost empty all the time while his insides are already halfway into the action.

He flicked his brown fringle to the side and fixed dark orbs on the road. Blood in his vein started pulsing in the rhythm of coming steps. How much he would do to have smell strong enough to recognize spirit by its scent; just one quick sniff and he would know who he is facing without even looking at the opponent. But.. Would it be really that good being able to recognize someone’s race at once without anything else and preparing yourself to the confrontation just like that? At the end, you don’t know if someone goes by its nature.

When another Stratocumulus of smoke faded in the air he found himself staring at someone. After blinking he realizes that he doesn’t hear steps anymore and his inside are already chuckling from upcoming revelation. What’s surprising, the stranger looks like if he was looking for him.

[hereticyoungjae]

Youngjae truly had not expected to find someone outside, in this specific park when it was so late at night. People did visit, indeed, but that was reserved solely as a day-time activity. Surprise turned into curiosity and, lead by such an emotion, he took small steps in the direction of the other; a man, he figured, due to what he could make of the outline of the other. The quiet sound of steps died out once a small gap was all that remained between the two of them.

Brown eyes met those of the other and stared into them, almost mesmerized with how feral they looked. A laugh almost slipped past Youngjae’s lips; how amusing this was. It had only occurred to him at that time that recently, he seemed to find more and more individuals that pertain to the supernatural world rather than to the bland society that he was surrounded by. Amusing, indeed.

“It’s not common to find people here.” The blond voiced out, his eyes finally ripping from the oddly familiar figure of the other. How unjust this world was, to allow him to once more bump into a person that would remind him of another, to trigger memories which he did not wish to recall. Squeezing his eyes shut, he swallowed the thick lump that had formed into his throat and then looked up to the sky through half-lidded eyes. His words came out as if exhaled, in the form of a quiet breath,  “What brings you here?”

[hereticyoungjae]

Familiarity || Daehyun & Youngjae

[daexverus]

There was a moment of silence after his question left the tip of his tongue, he’d thought that maybe he wouldn’t get an answer. It was still their first meeting, and perhaps he shouldn’t really have expected an answer. It was a period of pause before the other’s quietly hushed voice could be heard, and Daehyun glanced at him, curious stare awaiting his next words. So he’d said he was a wanderer, which was surprisingly similar to Daehyun himself. He roamed often, usually not in any particular fixed places which he’d be able to be found, only those who knew him well enough could locate him. 

Maybe the other’s answer had changed some things, perhaps Daehyun didn’t really feel the need to distance himself anymore, it was funny how it occurred to him that his impression of someone could change in seconds. He’d like to ask him—possibly about his wanderings, how would he describe wandering. He was curious, and undeniably more intrigued by the blonde male who stood before him, who had evidently caught his attention. 

The light-toned voice cleared the silence again, and this time, Daehyun’s eyes flitted up to meet with the sudden closing in of the male. He properly caught his words though, and it wasn’t as if he could make sense of the other’s point. Perhaps he meant physical similarities—but the mention of aura had just stirred more thoughts in his mind. He didn’t dwell on the statement for much longer, and instead just glanced right back at him, not quite noticing the distance between them two that’s just about close enough for Daehyun to hear the male’s breathing. He looks into the orbs that stare back at him, lazy gaze scanning the other’s features up close. “I haven’t met you before. You’re different—who are you?" His question had clearly referred nothing to the latter’s name, but had the intention of questioning who he actually was, or perhaps what he was.

[hereticyoungjae]

Once more, Youngjae was reminded just why he found humans to be so fascinating. Although deep down, in essence, they all resemble one another, their reactions varied greatly—and that, he drew grew enjoyment from. It took no more than a few words to spur someone’s curiosity or fear, perhaps even to trigger a set of memories to come to mind. Upon that occurrence, their expression would shift, their eyes would crinkle and, all in all, there would be small changes in both their physical aspect and behavior that he found completely endearing. In this case specifically, he was given the satisfaction of knowing that he had caught the attention of the other and made himself seem ‘appealing’, to some extent.

It seemed that curiosity played a grand role in the interaction between the two of them. Daehyun, from this point of view, resembled a child—one that yearned for a toy he had seen on display. His curiosity made him want to know more, it was probably the sole factor that had drawn him closer and which, possibly, gave him this feeling of security. Much like any other child, Youngjae knew that curiosity and playfulness died out rather quickly, so he had to play his cards well if he wished to keep the other around just a little while longer.

“Who am I?” His head tilted just slightly as he asked the question, the tone of his voice laced with a tinge of playfulness. “Are you sure you don’t wish to reformulate? It is not ‘who’, but ‘what’—“. Of course that Youngjae knew exactly what the other had referred to when he initially asked the question, though his nature did not allow him not to make a small, comical moment out of this. The answer to the question asked was not something that Daehyun would receive, however; not immediately, at least. It had been far too long since Youngjae had managed to find someone to stir his own curiosity, to trigger his selfishness. “Tell me—“ A small pause came, clearly indicating a moment of hesitation. He wished to call the other ‘boy’ as he did not yet learn his name but the blond man decided against it; he could not risk ruining their moment with flimsy words. “—What do you know of the supernatural word?”

[hereticyoungjae]

HELLO LITTLE FRICK GUESS WHO

....

Who is this—

[hereticyoungjae]

Familiarity || Daehyun & Youngjae

[daexverus]

He spoke only after being completely sure of another’s existence, the other’s steps, it was safe to say he sensed it. It wasn’t something that occurred frequently, but it did happen occasionally. The stranger’s voice was unfamiliar, but wasn’t his approach and way of speech hadn’t intimidated Daehyun, so he turned on his heels, allowing himself to come face to face with the other. His gaze lazily drifts over the male’s features, there was something about him that seemed a little different, but he couldn’t quite catch onto it.

As he scooted closer, the feeling grew stronger, but not being able to make out the exact reason, Daehyun decided that perhaps he should just listen to the other’s words. Only catching onto the last few words of his that revealed his name, his expression remained the same, the tug on his lips still lazy and his fingers hooked onto the hem of his pockets. “Youngjae." The other’s name is only repeated as a murmur that slips his lips and soon his eyes roam, across his figure and to somewhere in the distance behind him. 

Perhaps he should have introduced himself too, but he wasn’t sure of the other’s intentions, nor did he feel that the other needed to know his name. He wasn’t always the type to enthusiastically spread his name, if the latter asked, then there’d be no reason for him to keep his name a secret, not that he was really attempting to do so. He was intrigued by Youngjae though, the unfamiliar feeling that radiated from him felt familiar, as much as that didn’t make sense, Daehyun still found the other interesting, although he wasn’t sure how long his attention span could last to keep his interest lingering. It was something that told him that taking another step towards him would be safe, so he did exactly so and took a lazy pace forward, eyes absently flitting up at the sky in the distance and lips parting only for a moment of hesitation before words spilled. “What are you doing here, Youngjae? It’s a nice day for a walk, don’t you think?"

[hereticyoungjae]

He had scanned the other to the best of his abilities, even if it was from afar. But Youngjae was more than thankful when he saw that the man had taken a few steps in his direction, sensing that he felt more at ease with him upon having exchanged names. Just that there was a tiny problem about the name exchanging ordeal—Youngjae had been the only one to give out his name. And, clearly, the man up front him did not seem willing enough to say it. Not until he would be a little insistent about it; which he had no intention on doing.

Lifting his gaze up to the sky, the blond man breathed out a quiet sigh. He was still mentally debating whether or not he had done a good thing by following this man. It was a hard decision to come to, since he kept receiving mixed vibes from the individual in whose company he currently resided. He was just as interesting, as he was peculiar.

“I wish I could be able to give you a proper answer. But I’m afraid that I cannot.” He eventually answered, eyes falling shut as his words came out hushed. “I am a wanderer.” He then added, the tone of his voice now slightly louder. There were a few moments of silence between the two, but Youngjae was the one to break it. “You remind me of someone. And it’s not just you as a person; it is your aura.” His head dipped forward and his eyes opened as he took several steps towards the other, coming dangerously close to fully removing any remaining gap between them.

[hereticyoungjae]

Ah, look, I'm sorry. Let me help you to gather the pieces of your precious heart, okay ? 

Aaah, damn, you're right. Well, I'm super duper manly then.

No, no! You have done enough damage, no! I will go through the horrendous process of picking them all up, piece by piece. And then put it together.

Do you feel how intense this is, twin? Do you feel the apprehension, tension, and anxiety? This almost feels like a drama.

You are. And when I say 'you', I mean 'we'.

[hereticyoungjae]

A-Ani, I didn't say you were a liar. Tsk, tsk. Okay, I accept your heart with pleasure. But mine is way better, look and.. 

Crap, seems like someone can't take his hands off me. He ruined it.. But I'm still cute and fluffy, right ?

You did! You so did. Hurting my heart like that, twin - how could you? Do you not know that I am the most honest, most sincere person around? Ah! Did you hear it? It was the sound of my heart sinking and shattering into millions of tiny bits—I'm only pulling your leg, so I hope that you are not taking me seriously.

I'm not sure if you want me to answer that. If I call you cute, then it means that I am cute, too. And I refuse to be called such a thing!

[hereticyoungjae]

Aish, of course you're right. You shouldn't even ask anymore. Tsk. Well, let me use my wonderful native language on you : menteur. But wait, some say I shouldn't be so grumpy. Sooo.. let's forget about that terrible word to pick another one - well, six in fact but shh - : toi aussi, tu m'as manqué.

Tsk, tsk. Did you just call me a liar? You cheeky person. I don't think you're being grumpy at all, though - so, by all mean, it is fine. I will look past it all, since you have apparently missed me, too. And, since I am such a good, kind-hearted person, I will do this. So, here - have a heart. 

[hereticyoungjae]

Aaand.. a flower Jae for my twin ~

- - - - - - - - This is when I tell you that you have been missed, am I right? Yes, of course I am. Now, let me flex my wonderful language skills at you - Tu m'as manqué.

[hereticyoungjae]

pyrrhicxdaemon:

His fingers twitched at the slight bubbly sensation of new adventure coming.

If a person’s level of expectation wasn’t too high, then said ‘adventures’ could be found in small, apparently insignificant things; a walk in the park or even going out to fetch the newspaper. But that wasn’t the case.

For Youngjae it had been yet another one of those boring, eventless nights. And like many others of the kind, he found himself wandering the busy streets of Seoul, seeking out something that would pique his interest and, maybe, entertain him for a short while. There was no particular place that he had in mind to go to, so he went wherever his steps would guide him.

 Within hours of walking, he eventually found himself standing at the gates of a place he knew all too well, a place he had a one-of-a-kind fondness for; DosanPark. Memories buried deep within stirred as he figured his surroundings and, for the first time in months, he felt this stinging sensation in his chest; a peculiar thing to happen, for an individual such as himself.

Choosing to pay no notice to it, the blond boy stepped into the park and wandered through its lanes, allowing his gaze to avert and take in all the shapes and silhouettes of the trees, monuments and all that the zone had to offer. Youngjae stopped dead in his tracks as he reached far back into the park, at a particular bench. The corner of his lips twitched and that aching sensation returned to his chest – all but small reactions of the body to events which he recalled. Events of the day when he foolishly sought out another, nearly having killed himself due to the large amount of exposure to the Sun. Events which he had locked in the back of his head, months ago.

Luck sided up with him, however, for his head snapped to the side and his eyes widened in shock. Someone had been there, all along. He hadn’t even taken notice of the person and, he wondered if the other had or not taken notice of him. But that did not matter. What mattered was that, at the time, he found what he had sought – a distraction.

[jvnchoi]

The problem is I only saw the picture Barosatan showed me. I still don’t know her name.

[hereticyoungjae]

But you should still be able to recognize her if you saw a picture or a few, right? You could look up some of the names and see what you get.

[hereticyoungjae]

{'sings you a cool song, imagine a cool song because I don't know one. I also don't know why I am doing this, but yes, so a cool song okay.}

[/hums along with you as you sing, drumming his fingers lightly against his thigh]

[jvnchoi]

He can glare allllll he wants. -pokes his tongue out at Daehyun’s direction- We found our model faceu!

[hereticyoungjae]

Oh, believe me, he already is. But I am glad that you have managed to find her. Google seems to be useful, after all. Anyway--Who was it?

[jvnchoi]

Thank you! This helped me a lot. I’m happy Daehyun hyung has a smart boyfriend.

[hereticyoungjae]

You are welcome--Although I have to say that I feel Daehyun's deadly gaze over my shoulder. [/bites down a chuckle as his shoulders roll into a shrug]

[jvnchoi]

Last year. She’s beautiful! She has beautiful legs and a beautiful face!

[hereticyoungjae]

Right! Well, I have this. I'm not sure how much it will be of help, but you have a list with all the athletes' names. So, you can browse that and, hopefully, find the one that you are looking for.