Her Hiddenotes.

My voice became a whisper, lost in the void.

[herhiddenotes]

The scent of you lingered for five long years, a ghost haunting my clothes and our shared belongings. It was a cruel reminder of the heartbreak I woke to, the realization of the love I had destroyed. Tears flowed from my soul, mourning the joy I had denied us, the happiness we once shared now a fading memory.

[velartis]

Mostly, I want to be kind.

Mary Oliver, from New and Selected Poems.

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my soul is tied to yours, you feel it too

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

– Audrey Hepburn

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But, revisiting old photos of my forced smiling facade. The weight of the sorrow in my eyes suffocates me.

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[life-imitates-art-far-more]

Eva Gonzalès (1849-1883) "The Bouquet of Flowers" (1873-1874) Oil on canvas Impressionism Currently in a private collection

[lone-nyctophile]

It's actually k!lling me to just sit here in the comfort of my home while so many innocent civilians are being killed; and the only thing I can do is boycott certain brands and burn the books of authors who support israel....

P.S. if you support israel, then please unfollow and block me

[hercinematicsoul]

I feel you!🥹 Some days can't bearly watch the video’s. Just like and share the video’s immediately without watching. Trying to re-post daily news, design some posters or quotes about the genocide. It feels useless sometimes, but we can't forget the Palestinians right?

Beside the online world, I've made a lifelong commitment with myself. I will boycott any product and every shop that support the genocide in Palestine. My grocery choices may be limited, Yes, it can be less tastefull, take more effort to buy sometimes. The Palestinians getting murdered, and they're also starving to death today.

Perplexed when my fellow Muslims, still prompting that they still eat at the McDonald's. Boycott of Israel doesnt effect them. Shopping at Zara even after their horrible content during October? What kind of moral compass do they possess. Characterless, prioritizing our own desires over humanity? Tempted so easily, its not even for free?

The boycott definitely has an hard effect. It's logical that they suppress that news for uss. The whole world watching the genocide, nothing changed since October.

We can amplify with patience and small sacrifes for the luxury we allready have. Building together to a stronger Ummah. (only will of Allah s.wt)

We call it self awareness. It's starts with you.. Don’t forget them with you’re daily prayers.

xoxo.

[herhiddenotes]

[herhiddenotes]

Thanks, @ticktockpolkadot and everyone who contributed to 5 reblogs!

[herhiddenotes]

I know I should never look at our photos again. Because I can fall in love with us all over again.. Who I was with you, someone I miss dearly.

Since then, I haven't allowed anyone to get that close to me. It's something I'm proud of, yet also bittersweet..

- Herhiddenotes.

Art by @ClaudiaBarbu

[herhiddenotes]

I just realized my ex-fiancé is so lucky I went completely offline. No photos, no dinners, no travel updates, no quotes... Just silence. I know that helped you anyway. I hope with time, that I'll fade into a happy memory from those years in his life.

"Being unseen and unavailable is addicting".

- Herhiddenotes

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"I refuse to rush my healing. I will take all the time I need."

[weltenwellen]

Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

[herhiddenotes]

My voice became a whisper, lost in the void.

Explanations, justifications – they all felt hollow. I didn't want to burden others with my pain, grief, and troubles. The memory of tears shared, leaving only regret, gnawed at me. Shame coiled around me, a relentless question: would normalcy ever return?

- HerHiddenotes