quibble

verb / KWIB-ul / To quibble is to argue or complain about small, unimportant things. Quibble can also mean "to evade the point of an argument by making trivial or frivolous objections." 🌸

[herm0sa]

Sad girl momintz. Breakdown malala ako pag uwi. Sobrang pagod ng araw na to. Hindi ako nakakain ng lunch, nag-overtime pa ako. Habang busy ako sa hospital i got calls from family members kasi naospital si ganito nagpa-labs si ganyan. Tapos pag uwi ko sa bahay yung isang sasakyan di maayos pagkapark, na para bang walang paglalagyan yung dinala kong sasakyan. Tapos ang concern nila ay kung napagas ko ba dahil magtataas na yung gasolina at diesel bukas. Tapos walang pagkain sa mesa. Nagtanong ako kung walang pagkain. Masyado sila busy kasi aalis sila. Pwede naman ako mag init ng sarili kong pagkain. Pwede naman akong mag drive thru or magpadeliver. Kaso pagod na ako. Gusto ko na lang matulog. Ayun naiyak ako. I’m so tired. Holiday pa bukas, solo duty na naman ako.

It’s sad how the doctor takes care of everyone, but nobody takes care of the doctor.

Zzz

I need to be kind to myself too.

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Bumawi naman sila. Nag init sila ng seafood ginataan. Kaso wala na akong ganang kumain.

[herm0sa]

About last night 😴

[herm0sa]

I like locket and setlog. I get to overshare without a care haha

[herm0sa]

Sobrang takaw ko mula kahapon. Di talaga ako matutunawan nito

[herm0sa]

Such a heavy day/duty. It’s not that toxic, but it’s heavy. Emotionally and mentally exhausting. I’m tired.

[herm0sa]

I feel warm inside whenever I make my patients smile. They have such beautiful smiles

[herm0sa]

Nakangiti na naman sa relasyon ng iba 🥰 best wishes po

[aidashakur]

Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.

[33bree3]

very irresponsible of me 

[zanaeemalit]

No one could ever be harder on me than I am on myself

[herm0sa]

Caught myself saying “nah, I’m too old for that” na para bang di ako nanood ng barbie movie nung isang linggo

[herm0sa]

How i still manage to get things done despite my state is beyond me

[herm0sa]

Sobrang kuripot kong tao, pero nagiging love language ko na gumastos pag sa pamilya. Ganito ba talaga pag tumatanda

[fecir]

[herm0sa]

Sundate with the sibs ☺️

[herm0sa]

It’s my first day again at the ward after a month of RHU/OPD rotation.

Grabe yung welcome sa akin ng ward.

- di ako nakakain the whole day

- last inom ko ng tubig ay umaga

- once lang ako nakapag-CR

- max yung patients ko tapos with pressors yung isa, then dalawa naka-cardiac monitor — sa ward ha. Grabe di ba

- from duty ako

- may new preres na ako yung inassign para magturo

- nung akala ko patapos na ako, biglang may nagseizure, first episode ever pa

Sayaaaaaa. Sayaaaa. Pero natuwa naman ako sa sarili ko, medyo natututunan ko na magkaron ng grace under pressure. Quality pa rin naman updates ko, at the same time mabilis ko na rin masamahan and mapag-entry yung consultants pag nagrrounds sila.

Also, at least madami ako napauwi today. Yun talaga goal ko. Pauuwiin ko kayong lahat. 🤧

One day at a time. One day at a time. One day at a time.

[herm0sa]

Groggy na naman. Still not done. Still anxious. Still feeling exhausted. Idk what’s wrong with me. I always reap what I sow but when will I really learn?

[herm0sa]

Photos from my locket.

What started out as something i downloaded for my curiosity (and peer pressure) became my safe space. I don’t feel pressured taking photos of anything.

It’s the nurses’ influence. Hahaha