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intro i suppose

i'm 19, my prns are he/she, 🇺🇸/🇵🇱, currently learning russian

i am openly queer, dni transphobes, homophobes, racists etc. i hate yall

i'm the most awkward person you'll know probably

my main interests: sewing/fashion, archeology, literature, music, films, aesthetically pleasing things, queer culture (rpdr), drawing, makeup

when it comes to music i'm really into ANYTHING, a lot of gothic music, techno, rock, house, jazz, riotgirrrl, generally weird music. i'm really open for recommendations:)

very much love life and people im just down sometime i also might be a lil weird but don worry really its just depersonalization

I LOVE original people, styles, art. be unconventional !!!!!!!

#looking for moots #literature #art #archeology #music #meet me #im going insane #whimsical #we can switch to techno #david lynch #queer #gay culture #intro post #introduction

i hate myself more than anything rn i should die and never get reincarnated my soul disgusts me

is someone still here

GREW UP IN THE MUD IN A CASTLE IMMA DIE

#lil tracy #im going insane #hes not goth but as a goth im accepting him in the culture

yesterday i got so old i felt like i could die

#the cure

im alive btw but its june so im probably just celebrating the pride (in my bed 24/7 feeling sad as shit)

fuuuuuuuck

there is no fucking way jm ever getting into a relationship im better on my own always

someone from my family said she accepts trans people and gays but they/them (chodzi o ono, w ang to chyba jak they lub it) is crazy and stupid and thats when i understood my family doesn't accept me at all like im not even using those prns but they just look at the concepts, not seeing the complex relationship with gender, they don't see queer people as normal and not even talking about queer culture, they just have their imaginary picture of a person that acts straight but isnt and that's what they accept. she fucking hates me and she doesn't even know about it but i know how hateful that is towards the community AND IT HURTS ME THE IGNORANCE OF STRAIGHT FUCKING PEOPLE why would she even think its a safe place to say that ???? she looked at me and thought i would agree ???? wth get away from me girl i fucking hate ur ignorant ass the same as you hate me

#im becoming a proud heterophobe

i want to drink a can of coke but my friend cant go out with me and drinking it alone feels so lonely kill me I FEEL SO LONELY OH LORD I CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THIS I WISH I COULD BE HAPPY WITH ONLY TEXTING BUT ITS NOT THE SAME AS TALKING IRL

#i feel so fucking lonely