I remember crying myself to sleep wondering who you were talking to instead of me, wondering why you did me so wrong and thinking of everything that was wrong with me, I would check my phone every 10 minutes hoping to see your name and if it wasnt you, I would get dissappointed and cry some more. You would always come back and leave again, whatever was convenient for you. I didn't care about anything but you, I saw the good in you and lost myself waiting for you to change. I wouldn't wish that heartbreaking pain on my worst enemy. I know now that it was never my fault and that you just couldn't handle my love. I have to remember that everything will be okay and I have my whole life to find someone who wouldn't even think about hurting me the way you did. I learned alot from you.