wanlidasĀ·.
she finds comfort in her sisterās hand,Ā a reminder that no matter where they are,Ā sheās home as long as sheās with her.Ā itās whatās always made her feel safe and made her feel like theyāre going to be okay,Ā because at least they still have each other.Ā heavy head tilts up to look back at her,Ā her emotions worn heavily across her featuresĀ ā-Ā a sight reserved only for her family.Ā sheās not afraid to break down in front of them;Ā she just tries not to,Ā because it feels so important to her to be connieās clutch instead of the other way aroundĀ ā-Ā even if it always is.Ā
she nods her head after a long moment.Ā part of her knows that she trusts them too,Ā she just needed to hear from connieĀ ā-Ā she needed to know that connie,Ā who always seems to get to know people so well and so easily,Ā can find faith in all of this.Ā Ā ā°Ā theyāre not all bad,Ā ā±Ā Ā she admits,Ā taking a deep breath and shaking her head.Ā Ā ā°Ā i guess iām just scared to believe in a place like this.Ā ā±Ā Ā because it means that something good can be taken away,Ā Ā just as it has been before.Ā ā°Ā ā-Ā Ā are you scared?Ā ā±Ā Ā or is she hopeful?
scaredĀ ?Ā sheĀ wasĀ terrifiedĀ .Ā sheĀ wokeĀ everyĀ morningĀ thankfulĀ nothingĀ happenedĀ inĀ theĀ nightĀ ,Ā thankfulĀ sheĀ wasnātĀ runningĀ inĀ theĀ forestĀ rightĀ nowĀ fromĀ someĀ dangerĀ ...Ā thankfulĀ sheĀ knewĀ whereĀ herĀ sisterĀ wasĀ .Ā sheĀ watchesĀ herĀ sisterĀ forĀ theĀ momentĀ ,Ā ponderingĀ onĀ herĀ answerĀ ,Ā sheĀ didnātĀ wishĀ toĀ shareĀ theĀ extendĀ ofĀ herĀ fearĀ butĀ sheĀ wantedĀ toĀ bullshitĀ herĀ .Ā kellyĀ wouldĀ seeĀ throughĀ thatĀ .
Ā Ā Ā Ā yesĀ iĀ amĀ .Ā Ā Ā sheĀ admitsĀ .Ā Ā Ā butĀ beingĀ scaredĀ isĀ aĀ signĀ youĀ careĀ .Ā Ā itāsĀ aĀ goodĀ thingĀ .Ā Ā Ā Ā ifĀ theyĀ Ā didnātĀ careĀ theyĀ wouldnātĀ Ā feelĀ protectiveĀ overĀ thisĀ placeĀ Ā ,Ā theyĀ wouldnātĀ beĀ scaredĀ ofĀ loosingĀ everythingĀ allĀ ofĀ againĀ .Ā seeingĀ herĀ sisterĀ likeĀ thisĀ ,Ā conflictedĀ andĀ afraidĀ ,Ā itĀ toreĀ pieceĀ ofĀ connieĀ insideĀ herĀ .Ā knowingĀ sheĀ feltĀ allĀ ofĀ thisĀ andĀ onlyĀ expressedĀ itĀ now .Ā sheĀ pulledĀ herĀ sisterĀ inĀ ,Ā wrappingĀ bothĀ armsĀ aroundĀ herĀ ,Ā tightlyĀ andĀ lovinglyĀ .Ā withĀ herĀ fingerĀ sheĀ beganĀ toĀ traceĀ wordsĀ onĀ herĀ backĀ ,Ā somethingĀ sheĀ usedĀ toĀ doĀ whenĀ kellyĀ wasĀ muchĀ youngerĀ .Ā Ā Ā LĀ Ā -Ā Ā OĀ Ā -Ā VĀ -Ā Ā EĀ Ā -Ā Ā UĀ Ā Ā sheĀ spelledĀ asĀ sheĀ heldĀ herĀ sisterĀ inĀ .
















