light up the darkness.

hettie mcallister; seventeen. head band geek. i play piano and stuff.  

[hettiemcallister]

i've unfollowed everyone because i'm going to be keeping hettie for use elsewhere, so please unfollow this account. thank you, i love you guys and i'll miss rping with you. 

you can message me for my kik or something, but yeah, unfollow pls.

[hettiemcallister]

i won't be joining the new rp, just because i feel that hettie won't have a place there and i don't want to make a new character. good luck with your new rp, though.

[hettiemcallister]

text // hettie

N: i adore you okay you are my little bowl of spaghetti and i love spaghetti

N: I'm going to bring you some candy tomorrow

H: i want nor cuddles :( i can't believe i fucked this up so badly, it was going so well

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: then a blanket fort is what you shall have

h: thanks fel xx

[hettiemcallister]

text // hettie

N: is there anything I can do? I refuse to take sides because you both my pals and i love you my squishy

H: i don't know, nor. i just feel kind of numb. i love you too, i wouldn't expect you to take sides.

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: i'll find all the blankets in my house and we'll build a blanket castle if that's what you want

h: yes please please please

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: never gonna let you down

h:

[hettiemcallister]

text // hettie

N: hettie spaghetti how are you? :(

H: shit. really, really shit.

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: its only because i love you

h: you're the best friend ever.

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: i'll also have the buffy dvds all up and running xxx

h: you are the absolute best of the best

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: of course we can do that and i won't even ask questions.

f: i'll see you soon okay?xx

h: thank you i love you i'll be over in a bit xxxxxx

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: i love you too oh dear buffy

f: want me to pop to the shops quickly to get you some candy and stuff in?

h: please

h: i just want to eat sugary stuff and drink hot chocolate and cuddle and cry can we do that

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

f: you don't have to ask babe. i'll make the hot chocolates

f: you okay

h: have i told you how much i love you recently? because i do

h: yeah everything is just weird right now i feel weird

[hettiemcallister]

text to: fel 📱

h: can i come over

h: can i see you idk i need some buffy/willow time

[hettiemcallister]

@yehettie: :-)

[jesse---huang]

You know pretty much everything about me, Hettie, don’t play that card, you know yourself it’s bullshit. Dating you wasn’t a mistake. If you think that’s true then you really don’t know me as well as I thought you did. Then we’ve decided, we’re over. You should just leave, get away from me.

[hettiemcallister]

Whatever you say, Jesse. Go back and tend to your guest, I'm sure he's missing you. That's exactly what I'm doing.

[jesse---huang]

I manage to not listen, I just block it all out because I know that they don’t know shit about us, they don’t see how we really are they just see that I’m close with someone other than my girlfriend and automatically assume that just because we’re close we’re fucking, which is dumb, cause I’m not like that. If it’s so tiring then why do you let it get to you? That wouldn’t be my first thought but I wouldn’t jump to conclusions and I’d never accuse you of doing something before hearing what you had to say first, it’s only fair. Oh my god, there’s nothing to be in on, I wasn’t cheating on you! You don’t trust me? Well you know what? I don’t think I can be with someone who doesn’t trust me.

[hettiemcallister]

Then that's where you and I differ. They don't know shit about us, but maybe I don't know shit about you. I don't fucking know, okay? I can't block it out, I'm not the same as you, I take in anything and everything that people say. I guess your first mistake was dating someone who's just too different to you, otherwise we probably wouldn't be in this situation. No, you wouldn't, that's complete bullshit and we both know it. If the situation was reversed, you would have reacted exactly the same way. Whatever, I'm not in the mood to hear it. Fine, then maybe we just shouldn't be together anymore.