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Au Meme: Louis Tomlinson is the prince of the United Kingdom and Harry Styles is a Revenge seeking pirate captain. When the royal ship crosses paths with the Pirate ship, Harry decides to invade and he takes the Prince and his friends as captive.
Based on Oxy’s Prince of the Seven Seas
I really want a cute high school thing with Dakota and a Zayn fc like where either they're both in high school or Zayn's a bit older and like Dakota is a virgin and he's just really scared about losing it and he falls in love with the Zayn fc but every time they get close to having sex Dakota gets scared and the Zayn fc just cuddles him and tells him everything is okay etc. I just really want this. Please someone give this to me.
If someone gives me a teacher for Dakota to date, I'll give you anything else that you want.
“Everyone is seeming pretty mean today…”
”..Mean? Does it look like I care what you think, you’re nothing to me, you’re fucking pathetic.”
He was angry, so angry but not at Tyler, never at Tyler. He loved him, that much was evident, and he could probably cheat on him, and want to do it and he’d still take him back, he could try to kill him and he’d take him back every time, because that’s how much he loved him. The type of love that was everlasting, and although he’d never expected to feel that way about someone before, he didn’t mind in the slightest. The blonde was all he ever wanted, all he ever needed. “He was so happy, —-David like, he used to be shy and stuff, and then one day he started talking about this Chris, and I’ve never seen him so happy before, he wouldn’t shut up, and I loved it you know? And then when he died, I went round there just hugged him for ages, and all he could do was cry..He wanted to die, he did —He kept saying it, but he has their baby..He messaged me saying he thinks he’s going crazy, but he wouldn’t tell me why..” He sighed, looking at him, fond smile on his lips. “I’m not going anywhere, baby..Nowhere, I’m alive, and I will be for as long as you are..” He whispered, as he pressed his lips to his neck, teeth tugging gently at his skin. “I want to be nice to you, I love you, you’re not doing it because you want to, you’re doing it because nasty men are making you, I understand..” He whispered, gently laying him down against the couch, before carefully, as carefully as he could straddling his hips. “—This is okay right?” He asked, eyebrows furrowing seeing as he really didn’t want to hurt him, in fact it was the last thing he wanted to do. “I’m the only one you’re going to live with, the only one you’ll say what you say to, the only one who gets to hold you when you cry, and kiss you when you’re happy. It doesn’t matter, it’s just sex—And we don’t have just sex Tyler, I do what I do with you because I love you, and it shows it to you, but what you do with them is because they’re sick, and they see how beautiful you are, and they want some of you, but you’re always mine..No matter who touches you..” He whispered, capturing his lips with his own. He gulped thickly, he was going to go after them. Kill them, all of them —He didn’t care, he did care about that though.. “I..I won’t go after them.” He whispered, he lied, a sigh enrolling soon after, as he kissed him lovingly, eyes coming to a close.
Tyler had never felt so safe in someone's arms as he did in Lucas'. Lucas was his home now, his wall that kept him standing, his shoulder to cry on, his helping hand. To be quite honest, Tyler was pretty sure Lucas was Tyler's everything. He had never felt this way about anyone before. In fact, he'd never even dated someone before, Lucas was his first boyfriend, and he was certain that he would be his last. Tyler hadn't really believed in love, before he met Lucas, he'd been a stripper from the age of sixteen, then a prostitute from the age of seventeen, sex was never something that he associated with love and love was not something he associated with people other than his family, but then came Lucas, and suddenly nothing made sense anymore...
Though their first encounter was certainly not a pleasant one, Lucas made up for it, he tried so hard to fix his mistake and Tyler couldn't resist him after that. It only took him a few weeks to stop being scared of the boy, he knew it wasn't really him that hurt him that way. He makes it better by saying at least Lucas was the first one to have him that way, and then it doesn't seem so bad. Since that day, Lucas has been so protective of Tyler and tried to make up for the wrong doing, Tyler forgave him long ago, and he just longs for the day that Lucas forgives himself for what he did.
When they got together, Tyler could see that everything made sense again. His life had changed and it was for the better. He was no longer just Tyler and Lucas was no longer just Lucas, but they were Lucas and Tyler and he preferred that so much more. Before they moved in together, Tyler would miss him every second of the day, just waiting for a text or call - or if he was lucky, a knock on the door, but finally he moved in with him and he never had a sad day after that. The day he moved in, was the day that he decided that it was time to not work in the brothel anymore. Today was just the day he finally had the courage to quit. He knew it would be foolish to think that he could just quit like that, but he had hope, because now that he was with Lucas, he felt more positive. About every aspect of his life. His self-esteem was higher than ever and he was almost always looking on the bright side of life.
Tyler nodded with a sigh, “Yeah… I thought David was fixing Chris… honestly, I’d never seen him so happy, ever since his sisters were killed he’s been depressed and David actually made him smile and be happy… then Chris went and did what he did… I feel terrible for David. I honestly cannot imagine the pain I would be in after losing my boyfriend and the father of my child. I’m so glad I’ve never had to watch someone after losing someone like that, just watching them cry would be painful enough. I can’t imagine actually wanting to die… getting to that point in my life where I just don’t want to live anymore is somewhere I don’t want to be. Honestly, if I ever get there it means something’s gone terribly wrong and I hope to god that doesn’t happen.” He frowned, “Do you think it’s something worth checking out? If he’s going crazy maybe he’s… I hate to say it, but if he’s going crazy, maybe he shouldn’t be looking after his baby alone…” He said, looking up at Lucas. He then smiled fondly and let his eyes flutter closed at the feel of his teeth on his skin. “Thank you.”
Tyler nodded and bit his lip, looking up at his boyfriend with shining eyes, “I love you… I love that you understand me and the situation and you love me anyway… I love how accepting you are, Lucas… how do I deserve you? I feel like I’ve won that jackpot of the perfect boyfriend… it’s so much better than winning the million dollar jackpot by far…” He smiled as he lay him down on the couch, nodding a little, “Of course it’s okay… anything is okay, Lulu, as long as I’m with you…” He nodded, “I’m never going to do any of those things with someone else… they’re our things… I promise.” He smiled up at Lucas, he couldn’t help it, he just loved the boy so much. “I don’t think I’ve ever had ‘just sex’ with you, Lu. I think it was always making love to you… even before I realized it, I loved you… then when we made love for the first time, I knew I wanted you and you only… forever and since that day my heart has belonged to you completely.” Tyler kissed the boy back, his hand moving up to cup the back of his neck lightly. When he pulled away, Tyler gazed up at him and nodded, “Thank you, Lu.” He kissed him back, his other hand moving to his hair, just needing to hold on to him, make sure he was actually real.
As he cried, he pulled him closer, peppering him with kiss. “Baby, I love you okay..No need to thank me, no need at all..” He whispered, kissing his forehead, lips lingering against his skin. “My friend’s name’s David —His boyfriend was called…Chris I think, Yeah; Chris, I don’t know how I’m ever supposed to forget about him considering how much David spoke about him.” He chuckled softly, peppering his face with kiss. “We won’t call it cheating baby boy, it’s not that —You’re not doing it because you don’t love me, or because you want to, it’s because you have to, and I don’t see that as cheating. You’re all I want, the one I love with my whole heart, you’re my entire world baby —Have been since we met. As he spoke he frowned. “Okay..” He was lying, he was going after them —He’d already started planning how they were going to die, how they were going to pay in his head. “..I-I won’t go after them.” Liar.
Tyler cuddled into the boy, just needing to be as close to his boyfriend as possible. He nodded, he knew Lucas loved him, he knew it and deep down he always knew the boy was never going to leave him. He looked up at him in surprise when the boy said those names, "Chris was one of my best friends." He whispered, feeling even sadder now, he hadn't thought about Chris in a long time. "Until he killed himself..." He hid his face in the boy's neck. "Why did he have to leave? Poor David... he's stuck with their baby all alone... I-I can't imagine if you killed yourself Lu... I'd kill myself too. I love you too much for you to die." He nodded a little. "If... if you're sure... you-you don't have to be so nice to me about all of this, I don't deserve it... I feel terrible, no matter what it's called. I don't want to have sex with anyone but you. You're my everything and you don't deserve to wonder who I'm fucking... you deserve to know you're the only one I'm with but you can't know that..." He sighed. "Thank you... I just don't want you getting hurt... Lu, they'd kill you... and then I'd have to kill myself."
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LuLu: You're too cute to exist.
Um no, I'm pretty sure that's you.
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Can you see this or am I doing it totally wrong?
perfect baby
Lucas looked at him, listening to every word. It didn’t make him want to leave, it wanted to make him wrap him up and never leave the house. He was sad, really sad, but this wasn’t about him right now, it was about making Tyler feel happy, feel safe; Know that he wasn’t going to leave. “Oh baby boy I..” He sighed, hand cupping his cheek carefully. “I love you so much, that..That’s not going to stop me..” He added, looking down. “My friend..He dated, a prostitute once, and he was the love of his life so —I mean, I knew I knew something was up because you always came home smelling like something different right? But I didn’t want to ask..And I..” He shook his head, looking into his eyes. “I love you so fucking much, Tyler I can’t leave you now, I don’t care about it, really..” Lie, he cared but his love did overpower that alot. “You’re beautiful, you still look at me like I’m the love of your life, you’re still Tyler, my Tyler..” He whispered, pressing his lips to his. “I’m going to kill him.” He whispered softly, before resting his forehead against Tyler’s. “No one does this to you, no one gets away with hurting my baby.” Stop it Lucas.
Tyler watched in fear of Lucas' reaction but when he cupped is face he let out a sob and leaned into his embrace. He felt so relieved that the boy didn't hate him and want him to get out of his house. "Thank you." He whispered before looking up at him. "R-Really? What were their names?" He asked softly, biting his lip to try stop the tears. "I... feel so guilty coming home and-and not telling you that I've been with someone else... I hate it more than anything, cheating on you every day so that we can survive... I wake up every day wanting to kill myself just because of he guilt but then I see you sleeping next to me and you just make everything better but you deserve so much better than a prostitute, Lu... I wish I could give you more." He said, "I know you do care... but I'm glad you still love me... I love you too, more than anything. Really." He whimpered and pulled the boy closer, "You are... you're the love of my life, you're the only person I've ever wanted to have sex with... the only person I actually felt wanted by and I'm forever grateful for the happiness you give me..." He kissed the boy back and shook his head, "L-Lu, you can't... they'll kill you before you get anywhere near them.." He whispered. "They did this to me and that was just two guys... imagine what a whole group would do... I can't let you get hurt for me."
Once they were seated, he wrapped his arm around him, pulling him closer, pressing a lingering kiss to his forehead. “You do?” He asked, looking at him he could see this was geniune, quite clearly considering how badly he’d been hurt, how his poor baby had been hurt. If he did find out who did this he would go after them, so he was hoping Tyler may tell him who it was. As he spoke, it only left him more worried. “..Just tell me, y-you won’t lose me….” He didn’t say it as though he believed it though, he sounded a bit off —because now he was confused, and he wanted to know the truth.
Tyler nodded and looked down, he could hear the uncertainty in his voice. "The-the man that hurt me... he's-he's my boss... I tried to quit today and he got mad, especially because I had just refused to service a high paying client..." He whimpered and looked down, "See I only service women normally... I refuse men, always, but this man was willing to pay tripple what I usually get for me to service him...." He shook his head, completely ashamed of himself, "LuLu, I don't work in a bar... I work in a brothel... I've been a prostitute for a year now and I've tried to leave, I have, especially since I met you, but my boss... he just he won't let me." He looked up at Lucas, "Please, please, don't leave me... please."
Lucas thought his life was pretty damn perfect at this point, he had no idea what Tyler did for a living, not really —He was oblivious, and maybe in someways that was best —He’d spent the day at home, cleaning like the domestic God he was. He didn’t think anything would be happening that day, nothing out of the ordinary was going to happen. That was until he heard the door, he came out into the hallways, unsure of what he would find, and once he’d seen him he rushed to his aid, eyes widening, panic obvious in his body language. “Oh baby boy, who did this to you?” He asked, looking him over, his hands cupping his cheek, as he pressed a kiss to his forehead. “I’ll kill them, I will —Who did this? What happened?” Stop asking questions. “I..I’m sorry, come with me yeah, we’ll go sit on the couch you can tell me what happened?” He suggested, a worried smile now shown on his lips.
Tyler just held onto the boy as he freaked out, he felt so weak and frail, his body wasn't meant to take this much beating. He looked up at Tyler and smiled a little, nodding. "Y-Yeah... I have... I have a few things to tell you." He breathed out, even talking hurt... more than it should have. He let Lucas lead him to the couch, wiping a bit of the semi dried blood from his top lip. He wondered how he looked... he could imagine that Lucas was really worried. "I've been keeping something from you... and I've been so scared to tell you because I don't want you to hate me for it... but I really hope we're at a point in our relationship where we can be understanding and forgiving... otherwise I'm going to lose you tonight and I don't want that, Lucas, you're my life."
Tyler had been feeling guilty about keeping his job a secret from Lucas ever since he lied and said he works in a bar. He hated himself for it, but he didn't want to lose Lucas, and he was sure Lucas would want nothing to do with him when he told him about his little occupation. Though when a man asked for Tyler for a large sum of money and he said no, that he would only sleep with women, his pimp had lost it... as if that wasn't bad enough, Tyler told the man he wanted to leave the brothel, he had a boyfriend, he said, and he doesn't want to be unfaithful to him. Suddenly Tyler was on the floor, a bleeding nose and what was sure to become a black eye. He was getting kicked in the ribs and there was nothing he could do. His pimp's bouncers had no mercy, even when he started begging them to stop and crying out Lucas' name as if he would somehow hear him. Eventually they left him and he lay broken and bloodied on the ground outside the brothel. After fifteen minutes spent crying and wheezing on the floor he got up and managed to hail a taxi. With the little money left in his pocket, he paid for the cab and stumbled up to Lucas' door (it was his door too but he still wasn't used to calling it that). He gently knocked before collapsing on the door, his arm holding his torso where he was sure there would be some kind of bruising for sure. There was no way to explain this to Lucas other than to tell him the truth.
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