#newxbeginnings

[redlipsandrosycheek]

3,5,9

3. Wildest Dreams

5. All You Had To Do Was Stay

9. Hm. New Romantics or Out Of The Woods I think

Thanks buddy!!!

[charm-light]

11, 27, 46

11. your favorite song now.really diggin' all of the Foo Fighters songs off Sonic Highways (but I have a million favorite songs and I'm too indecisive to choose just one)

27. a song that always makes you cry.silver springs - fleetwood mac

46. a song that makes you smile.anything by fleetwood mac/stevie nicks/cher

[hobbitintheforest]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD!!! ONCE YOU ARE GIVEN THIS AWARD, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO PASTE IT IN THE ASK OF 10 PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN NOTHING WILL HAPPEN, BUT IT'S SWEET TO KNOW SOMEONE THINKS YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE OUT

aw thank you so much!!! ^__^ sorry it was a late reply, I wanted to send it to some people before I answered

[kaisarchive]

✿ [shrugs]

send me a ✿ and i’ll generate a number

20. upside down kiss

"So honestly, Lu -- I'm just really fucking confused." Kai finishes, letting out a shuddering breath, and wishing that he couldn't feel the tears prickling at the corners of his eyes. He's just spent the past five minutes rambling to the boy lying in his lap about how he might have feelings for him, but he's also completely fucking in love with someone else, which sounds incredibly stupid, namely because it is incredibly stupid. Either way, nothing's being said now, and the silence hangs in the air like a physical weight. They're in Lucas' bed, and Kai is sat near the top of it, with the other boy's head in his lap, and his fingers tangled into his hair. He doesn't know what he wants, or if his thoughts are even fully back together from the last time he felt this way in Lucas's presence, but he does know that he's an idiot. He's such an idiot, it's not even funny.

The quiet drags on like it never has before, and Kai feels as if it's been hours since he stopped talking, his heart beating hard in his chest, and his mind wandering to places that are far better left alone. Like that time Lucas kissed him, for instance -- yeah, definitely not something he enjoys lingering on if he can at all help it. His life is enough of a goddamn mess without adding this boy into the mix, and it's neither fair to him, nor Kai, nor anyone else involved in his fucked up romance to allow this to happen. And yet, still...he can't help but want. He wants, and he wants, and he wants, and it's not for anyone else to decide what he does, is it? Maybe if Kai were a better person, this wouldn't be happening right now. Maybe if he were a better person, he wouldn't be here at all. Maybe if he were a better person, he would let Lucas go, and he would let Venice go, and he would let Wesley go -- but he's not a better person. He's not even a good person at all.

It's with a distinct lack of thought that he finds himself lowering his own head down, closer and closer to Lucas, until finally he's meeting their lips together in an awkward, upside-down sort of kiss. His top lip brushes Lucas' bottom one, and his nose ghosts lightly against his chin as he fits himself a little better into position. He draws the other's lip between his teeth and gives it a gentle tug, hair tickling over his skin, and he feels the other finally begin to respond to him. This is wrong -- this is so wrong, on so many different levels, and he wishes he wasn't doing it. He wishes he wasn't such an idiot.

And yet there's a big part of him that's relieved, and that's utterly terrifying.

[killmeplslolol]

+2

"I am positively outraged! There aren't any yellow M&M's in this package."

[kaisarchive]

✉ lucas

kai: i aM GOING TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF

kai: try to stop me i dare u

kai: u cant

[heycockslutsarchive-blog]

Charlie

That's it, guys, everyone go home.

[heyfuckwits]

Tyler had been feeling guilty about keeping his job a secret from Lucas ever since he lied and said he works in a bar. He hated himself for it, but he didn't want to lose Lucas, and he was sure Lucas would want nothing to do with him when he told him about his little occupation. Though when a man asked for Tyler for a large sum of money and he said no, that he would only sleep with women, his pimp had lost it... as if that wasn't bad enough, Tyler told the man he wanted to leave the brothel, he had a boyfriend, he said, and he doesn't want to be unfaithful to him. Suddenly Tyler was on the floor, a bleeding nose and what was sure to become a black eye. He was getting kicked in the ribs and there was nothing he could do. His pimp's bouncers had no mercy, even when he started begging them to stop and crying out Lucas' name as if he would somehow hear him. Eventually they left him and he lay broken and bloodied on the ground outside the brothel. After fifteen minutes spent crying and wheezing on the floor he got up and managed to hail a taxi. With the little money left in his pocket, he paid for the cab and stumbled up to Lucas' door (it was his door too but he still wasn't used to calling it that). He gently knocked before collapsing on the door, his arm holding his torso where he was sure there would be some kind of bruising for sure. There was no way to explain this to Lucas other than to tell him the truth.