my head is in the stars.

Alexandra Haskell. 20. NYC's very own barista extraordinaire & sleep enthusiast.

[heyhaskell-blog]

Well why don't you just color me pissed off..?

[lucas-castillo]

You know if you miss me, you don’t have to use Liv as an excuse for me to visit. 

[heyhaskell-blog]

The only reason why I'd even come close to missing you is because I'm going through severe Nazi Zombie withdrawal. Everyone else... can't get past round 20.

[olivia-harrisxo-blog]

What exactly is a Taco Bell party? Do a bunch of people just hang out with alcohol and tacos? You’re absolutely insane. 

[heyhaskell-blog]

We aren't insane, just losers. It's a little get-together thing that I've always had with kids from Bard. It's kinda weird though.. all of them are way ahead of me in college and I'm hangin' around in Starbucks. But no complaints from me.

[lucas-castillo]

You’re so weird. You alright over there? Should I call someone to pick your ass up from the floor?

[heyhaskell-blog]

I'm fine on the floor. I'm re-reading some Camus over some tea. Maybe you can drop by though-- I'm sure Liv would be so happy to see you..

[principleparrilla]

Just got in from dancing to find a message from someone I was expecting a call from. What is the point of roommates if they don’t call you about these things. Other than that I’ve had an amazing day.

[heyhaskell-blog]

Mmm. Is this the part where I ask what was so wonderful about it?

[olivia-harrisxo-blog]

I don’t really think I want to ask.. However, I really want more details. 

[heyhaskell-blog]

It turns out that Taco Bell parties are still a thing for college kids. Binge drinking on a weeknight is also still a thing. 

[lucas-castillo]

[heyhaskell-blog]

That was friggin' gross, sorry. Sorry. I should be digesting the rest.

[lucas-castillo]

Where’s the rest of the taco? 

[heyhaskell-blog]

[heyhaskell-blog]

Here's something friggin' priceless-- waking up the day after a party with some lettuce in your bra and some of a taco shell in your pants.

[heyhaskell-blog]

1. prehistoric // now, now ♪

i can almost feel your breath on my shoulders  but i know if i turn around you might run away again

2. there is a light that never goes out // the smiths ♪

take me out tonight, take me anywhere i don't care, i don't care, i don't care

3. goodnight // seahaven ♪

i've been waiting for the sun to come and dry up all this rain but I'm caught out in a storm

4. mote // sonic youth ♪

and you feel so heavy that you just can't stop it when this sea of madness turns you into stone

5. if i ever feel better // phoenix ♪

i'd better learn to accept that there are things in my life i can't control

6. the start of something // voxtrot ♪

is this the end or just the start of something really, really beautiful wrapped up in disguise as something really really ugly?

7. r u mine? // arctic monkeys ♪

and I can't help myself, all i wanna hear her say is "are you mine?"

8. linger // the cranberries ♪

if you could get by trying not to lie things wouldn't be so confused and i wouldn't feel so used

9. go to sleep // radiohead ♪

i'm gonna go to sleep, and let this wash all over me

10. true love waits // radiohead ♪

and true love waits in haunted attics just don't leave, don't leave

[heyhaskell-blog]

Text ✉︎ Olivex

Liv: because he sucks. he doesn't suck... but I should think he does. Yeah, I know I totally failed that, okay? Keep reminding me though, Lex. Really.

Alex: u failed at trying to ignore ur dumbfuck ex

[heyhaskell-blog]

Text ✉︎ Olivex

Liv: It was my fault tonight.... I don't get any of it. I don't want to care but he came back and all of a sudden it's like he left again. It's all back

Alex: idk 0 closure maybe? dont spend 2 much time analyzing it. whats the game plan from here on. not just "dont talk to him" cuz that went 2 shit

[heyhaskell-blog]

Text ✉︎ Olivex

Liv: He's not even talking to me so it's not like blocking him is going to stop anything. I'm just mad.. and upset, I guess. I don't get it.

Alex: its just a precaution. if u think ur a big girl make ur big girl choices

Alex: dont get what

[heyhaskell-blog]

Text ✉︎ Olivex

Liv: No... I sent him some stuff. Emotional stuff, and he replied like a dick and was so obnoxious about it and just... Didn't help at all. So now we're not talking which is good because fuck him.

Alex: i still think u should block him unless u want an episode 2 of this

Alex: how u holding up?

[lucas-castillo]

I mean, if you really want the company, I can always apply at Starbucks. I hear they’re hiring. I like to save the pole dancing for my own personal enjoyment.

Well, I am a friendly homeless man, now, technically, so it’s just an exclusive club.

[heyhaskell-blog]

Okay, first-- ew. And if you were to even just apply, I think I would actually move out of the state. Like Seucaucus. I don't even like New Jersey.

Mmm. Living life in the fast lane. It's like you purposely fuck these things up so your bucket list gets longer.

[heyhaskell-blog]

Text ✉︎ Olivex

Liv: That's mean... He's not even talking to me anymore though. He was an asshole

Alex: so 'im never talking to him again' means 'im cool w/ him talking to me first tho'...

[lucas-castillo]

It’s a little cold out for that, don’t you think? Yeah, well, I needed quarters, and to get quarters, I had to get tips, and to get tips, I had to flirt with everything that moved…so, it’s been a long week. Made a ton, though, so it’s worth it.

When you say “some guy” do you mean the homeless one outside your store? Because he once told me where to get the best Chinese takeout. 

[heyhaskell-blog]

I don't know whether to be impressed or disappointed in your not pursuing a career in something involving people-skills. Charisma. Like pole dancing.

No.. not him. Definitely not him. Have your friendships since your return been reduced to friendly homeless men?