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I treat pain as more work needed and that’ll either make me a bodybuilder or well let’s not think about that

ONE AND DONE I SWEAR

I wish you the best and I’m sorry if that’s the first time I’ve said that I want to move on and give you space so I stop feeling like a gnat

It’s like, I feel like it’s bugging you that I wont just move on but I cant just walk away and forget our time, so why play the con

It’s a lie if I say Ive moved on because I’ve only ever sought temporary answers but bubbling it up and holding it back will damage me like cancers

Its just I miss being happy and feeling like I belong more than anything I mean my last memory is hunting for the best PROMISE ring

I’m sorry if I wasn’t enough before but I swear I’m different nowadays and all I search for is how to show you how much I’ve grown so if I mays ALL I would like is a conversation to explore the past and I swear I can try to be thorough and fast so if it wasn’t a major foul….. text Ral?

I want to share my poetry cause I just don’t give a fuck anymore but what if that hurts me in the future :x

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Me: I'm sorry.

Her: you say sorry a lot..why are you so sorry? It's no big deal man

Me: I'm sorry.

Me(in my head): I'm not just sorry for not texting you all day. I'm sorry I zone out when you talk about a future together(because it sounds just like what I imagined with my ex). I'm sorry my hands shake and I'm always eating(I'm trying to quit smoking). I'm sorry my legs shake and I act nervous( I'm trying to hide my insecurities [but there's a lot]). I'm sorry I keep my feelings to myself (I'm not as open and trusting as I once was). I'm sorry there are places I can't go (too many memories surround them). But most of all I'm sorry I'm me (I know you deserve better but I swear I'll be the best I can be for you).

#personal #latenightthoughts

l4mbie

#wcw to the girl that's stuck by my side for a year and taught me what a relationship should feel like

#wcw

youneversoul

Stuck between i wanna get my shit together. and life's too short so fuck it ima do whatever.

brain: instead of going to bed now, lets stay up another 5 hours doing nothing productive.

me: why

brain: you gotta

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Bernie Sanders is like a real life Leslie Knope. All he's trying to do is make this hell hole better but all of the Pawneeins keep putting their faith in Senator Jam. Why is America Pawnee. Why is Trump actually Senator Jam. Why.