Katherine @heyitskiatherine - Tumblr Blog

It all started here, and this is where it ends.

I was okay—until I knew. I know it’s unfair and selfish, but I still held on to hope. I may not have shown it, but I’ve been stuck for years. Maybe this is what I need to finally move forward.

Hanggang dito nalang | 8718

(pic not mine ctto)

the one where my sister got married 💍

#HansWillMaryKates

#wedding

Manila Ocean Park 🐳

Smiling stingray :-)

#ocean park #manila #stingray

Mt. Capistrano ⛰️

My first ever trekking/mountain climbing. Worth the climb! Circa 2018

#MtCapistrano #mountainclimbing #trekking #mountain

Cousins for life 🫶 #Palamine

The Debutant..

With fam during my 18th birthday. Circa 2015 #MK18

#family #debutant #18th birthday

False Alarm Love

Hi. I met you in this crazy social app called Kik. Im not sure when or how we met there but all I know is that it's been years since I met you and started chatting with you. You were the guy who told me "You'll never be my girlfriend because you don't know how to cook" at our first conversations.. And I was like "Wtf! As if I want to be your gf!!" Hello?! There are many fishes in the sea! You were the guy who always greets me "Good morning" at night and "Good evening" at day. Damn timezone! You were the guy who sends me naughty pics just to make laugh and happy. The guy who sends me photos and videos of his world just to let me see your world in my own perspective. Time flies so fast.. You were just the arrogant kik guy who chatted me first til the guy I fall in love with and the guy I could hardly unlove.. I became the girl who got interested in learning how to cook in order for me to be your gf.. Hopefully. I became the girl who craves for that kik guy's good mornings on my midnights.. And suddenly and unexpectedly, I got so attached to you that you became my world... But sadly, I was only a continent of your own world.. A tiny country maybe lol. You treated me so special that I thought we're on the same page of a romantic novel.. To me you are the prince charming in my fairytales and to you I'm just the buddy in your adventure time series.. I thought I was the girl of your dreams like you were the man of my dreams.. When truly, you were just a sad nightmare.. I thought you were the one for me and I was the one for you... So I come to the point to tell you how I really feel about you coz I thought you feel the same way too based on how you treat me... But it's the worst thing I ever done in my entire life.. Out of desperation, it was the first time that I confessed my feelings to a guy.. First time... It was also the first time that you broke my heart... You never feel the same way... In fact, Im just a special buddy to you... Lesson learned: Never expect that someone likes you because the way he treats you.. So I have to leave.. It's like you rejected all the love I feel for you.. You didn't say anything at all but I hear "You're just a friend" in your silence.. So I left.. You told me to come back when I'm ready.. Days and months passed.. A day without a Hello from you is like a year without rain... I feel so dry and empty. And I was hurting very much.. Til I cannot take it anymore not talking to you, so I came back.. I'm not even ready.. Im still hurting.. But I dont want to lose you totally.. So I came back... You told me we'll go back from the start as if nothing happened.. As if nothing happened.. So we go back to our usual routines.. You say your good mornings when it's midnight and talk like nothing really happened.. To you as if nothing happened but to me my heart crush again and again. The shattered pieces of my heart still loves you and hopes every single day that one day you'll feel the same way too.. You didnt noticed right? Well thats me!! Thats what Im good at.. Pretending... But it is way better like this than to lose you forever.. Im hurting everytime you make me feel special bc I know our friendship will never go beyond this level.. But it's okay. Id rather hurt everyday and feel special.. The love I thought you had for me was only a false alarm but the love I had for you and I will always have was no false alarm.. It is a love "love" and I'll always love you with all my heart. I hope one day Ill learn to love you as a good friend.. But right now, I still love you more than anyone else and it fckn hurts... I love you RB. You'll always be in my heart. Your buddy, Katherine.

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