a little bit of everything

i am inlove in the idea about life, love and everything in between

[thedorkreadstheworld]

the older i get, the more i realize being in a hurry is a terrible way to live your life.

[grayandblues]

Life does not have any meaning until you make it yourself.

[heypocoloco]

At first, I really don't understand why some things didn't last. But now, I thank God for removing some things in my life. I was able to create space for some better things now.

[grayandblues]

Sa bawat kasinungalingang durukutin sa lalamunan, marahil pagniniklop ng dila’y pilit na pinupunan patungo sa kasalanang ‘di mababawi kailanman. Iaangat ang pamumukadkad ng mga nabaling katotohanan. Sa pagbubuntong hininga, aamin na sa kawalan. Kahit pa pagmamahal ay nais ipaglaban ang mga desisyon daw ay nararapat pabayaan. Kung mapapasayo ang kasiyahan, marahil sa kabila ay kalungkutan ngunit sundin ang nasa kapalaran. Ipako, markahan at umpisahan.

[heypocoloco]

Lately, I have been creating "scrapbook" on Canva. Ang dami kasing photos na hindi ko maipost so why not pagsamasamahin? Pero idk kung mapapanindigan ko to cos nauubusan na ako ng photos. Hahah

[heypocoloco]

I need space. Not from anyone but from my thoughts.

I haven't had a good quality of sleep in the past days. Tangina. Ayoko ng ganito. Sometimes I just wanna shut down. Sometimes I don't feel like talking to anyone. And sometimes I feel like I am being too much. I can't continue being like this. I'm fucking tired.

[heypocoloco]

📍Commune

[stricatul]

falling for someone's soul hits different, like yeah you're cute, but the way you just exist? that's what gets me

[heypocoloco]

It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

15 years na ako dito?!?!?

[heypocoloco]

Is it really easier to pour love than to build walls?

[heypocoloco]

Iko

It's a friend's Komiket debut, and it is his birthday. I came to support and give some gifts.

He opened my gift, and it made him cry.

As a person who values friendship so much, I try to make time for them. I wrote him a letter and here's an excerpt:

"Ipinapangako ko, ipagdiriwang ko ang lahat ng tagumpay mo, kahit gaano kaliit, so you know you are always seen, na mahalaga ka. I will always be proud of you, Jacob, sa lahat ng kung sino ka at sa lahat ng kaya mong maabot."

I will celebrate my friends in whatever way I can.

April 5, 2025 // Megamall

[heypocoloco]

I hate that I am giving you the power to make me feel bad. I have been making you a priority because that's how I nuture a friendship, but you kept on treating me as an option. Pota.

[heypocoloco]

: But don't worry because this time, kasabay nang pagmamahal ko sa iba ay ang pagmamahal ko sarili. 

[heypocoloco]

Many can love you so much more, but only a few can give you peace and security.

March 22, 2025 // Annex House, Poblacion, Makati

[heypocoloco]

Tonight, I looked myself in the mirror, and I didn't like what I see.

[heypocoloco]

"You're my favorite nurse" - Lacap

I have been crying for 3 days and have been down. It boosted my morale, my spirit hearing her say this.

I always tell this, I am not anyone's favorite. But today, I can say that someone said I am her favorite.

March 4, 2025 // Makati

[thedorkreadstheworld]

I just came across a Facebook post about a theory called “The Last Meeting.” It suggests that once you and someone have completed your journey together and learned the lessons you needed, the universe ensures you will never meet again.

I find that thought comforting since there are definitely people who are no longer part of my life, but I’m at peace with that. It frames past relationships—whether friendships, romances, or even fleeting connections—as something purposeful, rather than just losses. And it’s really comforting to think that certain chapters are truly closed, allowing space for new ones to begin.