Goodbye 2017, Hello 2018.
2017 have wind down and bid us goodbye. It was a tough year for me I shall say. In 2017, I said goodbye to my sister after travelling with her for a month around the UK. Feeling sad, but not long after that, my husband came and quit his stable job in Malaysia, left his family and friends to be here with me, to give me support and put a full stop to our long distance relationship (LDR). I was the happiest girl that time. We moved to a new home, just us. I enjoyed the moving process so much haha. Buying new stuff and make the house feel just like home. Another good news came, I was pregnant ! I was so happy and told everyone about it. Not long after that, I bled heavily and felt so much pain - and saw lumps one night. I knew that time I was having miscarriage. My world tore apart. That time, I went through everything alone except my husband by my side. That time, I knew people that I called friends were not actually friends. No one pay a visit, no one care. Slowly, I saw how people changed from friends to foe. I was alone. Going through that and struggling to pass my exams, and no friends to have fun and share my happiness and sorrows.Â
Summer 2017 came. I passed my third year of Mpharm ! Meant so much to me because that means I’m going to final year in September ‘17. Finally. It was big deal for me because I was 26 and still studying and depending on my parent’s money which sucks. Still no friends tho. But I knew that time my husband is the most amazing person and if I have a chance, I will still marry him. In Summer as well, I went to Paris, the place that I have always dreamt to go and visit. It was beautiful. Everything is beautiful. I was so happy :) Then I start my final year and I found my true self. I never felt happier because I knew the friends I have now is my true friends.Â
In 2018, I want to be a happier person. I want to be ME. I want to travel more. Fill up that passport with stamps all over the world. I want to be the best wife for my perfect husband. I want to be a better daughter for my parents and make them proud. I want to graduate MPharm with flying colours. No more proscratination. I want to be fit and have the body that I have always dream. I want to make 2018 an amazing year. InsyaAllah..