Elizabeth

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”This is your life there’s no way to run from it The doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach I only have but one complaint at the moment: Don’t paint me black when I used to be golden”

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and i get so lost in the thought of life that i forget to start living mine i can feel its weight on my head like i am sleeping like i am dreaming - flatsound

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if i could go back a year from now, that would be cash money.

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spring break

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Got off of the phone a few hours ago and I feel a lot of regret. I have invested so much time and emotion into this and now it's all a waste. Its all gone. I've never felt so much regret. I have never felt so much fucking regret. And hen I feel bad for feeling regret because I Listen to Stand By Me by Ben E. King and I remember old times when I felt so much love when """""""""""""""""""" And then I think about how we talked today and it makes me wish none of that had ever happened and all of this is so frustrating and I just want to drink myself to death. Not even because of her, or her, but just because feeling all of this is annoying and a lot. It's just dense and annoying. I am only ever annoyed

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S wrote this

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wowie remember that because I don't

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old

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She made a big fucking deal about it fuck you fuck you fuck you