OK! 6x03 Osblaine Thoughts
So, admittedly, it's a little difficult for me to talk about Osblaine when that spoiler of Nick betraying June and her being blinded by love kind of looms over their interactions because I can't be too confident in the conclusions I draw until this apparent betrayal and its fallout happens. That being said, let's get into it.
I love this episode for Nick and June because I think it speaks to the staying power of their bond on June's end and more interestingly, she communicates that to Nick.
Throughout the series, the viewer can see it physically, the way she smiles when she hears his voice
or, like in this episode when she hears him approaching
the other characters see it just by watching her with him or listening to her speak about him
Holly sees it after hearing June speak about Nick and seeing how she acts about Nick once but Nick is left with
and throughout five seasons, he never let June see how it must be for him to have this love for her that is like a state of being, and feel as though that's not reciprocated because that's not Nick but in this episode, he's having this sort of reckoning with how impulsive and reckless he acts and kind of bizarre the situation is
because he loves someone who chose someone else and who he's nothing to
only for her to be like, no we're in this together
is very much mutual, I have never left you, I have always been here with you
and it's also her answering the question her mother asked in 6x02 where she asks point blank, is Nick included in the people that you love and June can't bring herself to answer what is pretty clear to anyone with some modicum of awareness and she's answering that question verbally now to Nick who is asking the same question, and she confirms it again when they say goodbye where she tells him, let's cut the bullshit,
let's stop saying the right, honourable thing with our goodbyes
because it's never going to be goodbye because I love you
we will always be connected, I will see you again
and I say this because, the response to Nick's conflict could've been June saying I've been unfair to you, thank you for everything that you have done for me, I will leave you in peace now, but she refuses to do that because she's in love with him and they depart with a smile, their smile
so this episode is yet another reaffirmation of her love for him.
Another thing that I quite enjoy about this episode is how it showcases that Nick and June operate on this level together
where there's a kind of "we need to protect them, they're not like us" vibe
kind of going back to what Elisabeth said about June's character:
Over the course of the series, June becomes a completely new person, a person who does find her voice, an angry voice, a powerful voice. She’s a different person than she was. A lot of the romance with Nick is because of that. They are two people who understand and share the burden of Gilead’s tyranny.
and I think this is further compounded by - and this isn't to shit on Luke or anything - but his attempt to be active and it going disastrously and June and Nick being the ones to get him out and doing so together.
June holds on to Luke when the patrol car comes and her instinct is to protect him
she holds onto Nick after he did what he had to to continue that protection and she goes to him for comfort after the shock
I don't know, I watched this episode and I just saw how these two characters were very much in love.
Anyway, there will be so many vids.