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I highly suggest not following this side blog if aged up characters makes u uncomfortable. I don't age up characters just for horny shenanigans, but horny shenanigans are common in most adult lives. This space is to keep all of that in one place.
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Groans rumbled so deep in her chest that the bed practically vibrated with it. All while her fingers threatened to tear the sheets in her grip. Again.
It's questionable how much linen they've collectively gone through, what with a litany of fluids and tears littering the things, rendering them effectively ruined. Whatever, they get the cheap shit often for this reason anyway.
"Ffff-uck..." Her voice nearly slipped into a higher register than she's used to, even after so long. But it feels like Kris is able to pull it out of her more and more often, and quicker, every time they end up tangled together like this. Her hips rocked feverishly, chasing her pleasure in a way only Kris can get out of her. It's almost selfishly, irregardless of how her partner was feeling.
Normally, she'd feel some kind of way. Not wanting to be sen as selfish, thus leading her to over participate or fully take control. And sometimes she still feels that way, but Kris has taken quite a bit of time hammering (ha) it into her that they're prefectly fine dealing with themselves and taking care of her first. Even delighted in it. And it was hard to get used to at first, but now she found herself getting lost in it all more often than not, finding it easier to let go and let her partner take the reigns.
Much like now.
The release of control comes with a high, sweet noise that forms into Kris' name, spine falling lax into an arch, pushing her ass higher and face burried in a pillow. Her tail, on full display in this position, flitted back and forth wildly.
{{ L }} While there was some nuances to their lives there was enough overlay that Susie could tell how the other felt, because she lively would have done the same. Therapy, and breaking your shitty dad's jaw, were not miracle cures... but they help.
"Can't pretend I don't understand how you feel. Was pretty on guard my first time with Kris and while discovery what I like while with Kris and Ralsei." She admits. "But, gets easier... especially with people you trust. Plus, we deserve to just, like, let go every now and then."
She...still had to get around to the whole therapy thing. It's something others (mainly Toriel and Noelle) have been getting on her ass to do. But damnit, she's gotten this far, and is otherwise perfectly fine! ...Mostly. Whatever.
And she refuses to even think about her parents in the fucking slightest.
Her arms cross, a sign she was finally calming down some but not fully relaxed. "Yeah, pretty much all my firsts were with Kris. Which, they're kinda mad this one wasn't." She snorts, amused. "And...it ain't like I don't trust you. I wouldn've just, I dunno, liked a day to get used to the idea. Its not like I hated it...obviously." She does agree, though. They should be allowed to just let go and let someone else take over. "I think the whole thing overall was just kinda overwhelming, I dunno."
{{ L }} "Hmph. Fine." As much as the devil on the shoulder told her to keep being a little shit, Lav was getting the vibe Zilla was actually annoyed. That was not the plan. A little trolling, yeah, but not pissing the other off.
"It the vulnerability that bugs you?" She asks, not taking a step closer.
The sudden back off catches her off guard, and she blinks a few times. Okay, while that was nice, it was surprising, and her mind struggled to get out of fight mode. Her body remained stiff, wary and ready at the drop of a hat.
"Uh- well-" Yeah, this constant reminder that they're the same person keeps smaching her in the face. "I mean- yeah..? I'm not stupid, a dumbass kink isn't gonna make me clutch my damn pearls or anything. I just..." Her hands clench and unclench as she tries to find the words. "I dunno, I didn't fuckin' expect my body to just..." Vauge gesture. "Act on its own..??"
Send "Morning Special" for the reaction of My Muse waking up to getting Oral Sex from Your Muse. Add "Sucking" for a Blowjob, or "Eating" for Cunnilingus
{{ L }} "No, but you running away does." Oh lord, she now making chicken noises and arm flap thing. Could Zilla withstand such teasing?
"Heh, tryin' throw hands just because you don't want to admit you like butt stuff? Come on, dude. Ain't nobody about to judge, besides you weren't actin' like this any other time we fuck." A decent amount in which Zilla was the bottom.
"I ain't runnin, I'm keeping my damn distance, like you should!" Well, she WAS keeping her distance. The taunting was sincerely pissing her off though, causing her to let off a warning growl.
"Are you deaf?? I just said the kink itself wasn't the damn problem! Not that I'm tellin' you shit at this point since you can't ask questions like a normal fucking person!" God it felt like they were going in circles and her head was starting to hurt.
My Susie: hey can we not tease me about this rn
L's Susie: 🐔🐔🐔
It always felt good to have her head on them. Whether it be this, her snout shoving her snout into their hair, or her resting her head on top of them. Felt nice. Reassuring.
They notice that wince. Alright. Touchier subject than they'd expected, to tell the truth. Made them a little more protective than usual. But they kept that under check.
So, they listened.
And... Yeah, self-discovery can be... Complicated. They had two options. Either they could directly ask her to talk about it, to let it all out and be done with it. Or...
" ...That's how I felt when I figured out I was nonbinary. I ever tell you about that? " Maybe if they related to it, showed she wasn't in the wrong for thinking these things, it'd work better for her. Plus... They're feeling vulnerable right now.
May as well share, y'know?
She hates this. She hates having to parse out her feelings instead of just shoving them in a box like she used to. It was complicated and uncomfortable, and she felt like a fucking idiot the whole time. Like she was having an overreaction to something so simple.
At least Kris seemed to get it.
...Well, kind of.
She understood the sentiment, but the comparison made her snort. "I mean, I don't think thats really the same as, like, a sex thing. But I get where you're comin' from. I think..." She rolls onto her back, pulling Kris with her. "And no, I don't think you have. I just assumed you were always like that." A shrug.
{{ L }} Zilla might have missed the wall she was slowly approaching but Lav did not, making sure to keep on her approach. Nowhere left to go.
"Sounds like chicken talk to me. Big chicken talk." Part of Lav could understand her doubles hesitation, being vulnerable was not easy. But felt so good.
She is not a fan of the way her double's approach gets more insistant. But she has no choice but to keep backing up anyway, unwilling to turn her back on her for even a second.
Big mistake, she realizes with dread the moment her back hits the wall.
Fuck! God fucking damnit!
"Callin me a chicken over and over doesn't make it any more true!" Backed into a lieral and figurative corner, Zilla takes a defensive stance, ready for a fight. If Lav wasn't gonna back off, she at least wasn't going to make getting what she wanted easy.
Suz has such Traumatized Shelter Dog vibes that barks and growls when triggered.
{{ L }} Got 'em. "Ha! You scared, written all over your face. Can lie to me." Just a big, purple chicken.
"Don't have to front wit' me, you like it in the butt and got a lot of butt to get in." Another step forward. "Bet you loved that collar I got you too."
"Dude fuck off!! I'm not scared!!" The downside to fucking your double. They know you too damn well!!
"That's not the damn problem!" Another step back. She's starting to approach a wall she can't see. "And hell no, I'll kick your ass if you put that shit on me again!"
They let themself be held like a stuffed animal, their own arms coming forward to slightly wrap around her too. A stuffed animal that hugs back, what more could a Susiezilla want? Probably some good treats to munch on, but they don't have anything like that right now.
Just have the apple scented head of their's thanks to the same brand of shampoo they've used their whole life.
" I know you do. And Ralsei looks good in them, so him taking the brunt of it balances out. " A smirk, softly inspecting her face as she speaks. She knows that she doesn't want to hurt them again. And they know she won't.
But they'd let her if she needed it. Always.
" If it's stupid then you should tell me. We can make fun of it together. "
She could go for a snack, something crunchy probably. Help take some of the edge off all this antsy energy she has. She's just going to have to settle for shoving her snout in their hair in between speaking.
At least the mention of Ralsei in bows got a small chuckle out of her. He does look good in them, and she appreciates him taking on that role.
The mention of making fun makes her wince though.
She looks off to the side, avoiding their sharp gaze. "I..." Susie hesitates, and fucking hates it. She knows she's blowing this out of propotion, but she can't seem to stop it. Her arms squeeze Kris a little tighter. "I..uh...learned something...about myself. Suddenly. It's nothing crazy but, uh...I, like, didn't expect...how my...my body reacted to...it...."
Saying any of this out loud felt like puilling fucking teeth, and it was clear she was beating around the bush. She struggled to say it directly, the words piling up in her throat.
" I dunno. "
With her grip loosened, they turn some in her grasp, now kind of... Not quite cuddled up to her but just more comfortable on the ground than before. They can also better look at her face now too. The angle making it so that some of their bangs fall out of the way and show their red eyes better.
" You just seemed on edge. Kinda reminds me of how you were when we were teens. Trying to scare off the whole world so they wouldn't know you're supposed to wear bows. Or something. " They joked softly, hoping it'd help alleviate her tension more. " Back then you seemed to feel a bit better after using me as a punching bag. Aside from that time with the apple. So... Feel free to keep using me as an outlet... Just. Y'know. Don't be afraid to talk about things too. "
Damnit...she shouldn't have loosened her grip. She shouldn't have let them talk, because of course that scratchy, low voice would blow past all her bullshit. Of course those striking red eyes could see right through her, right to the core of the issue. Or at least close to it.
It's always been like this, even when they first met.
Goddamnit, Kris...
"I fuckin' hate bows..." With a grumble, she releases their kneck, instead shifting to basically squeeze them like a stuffed animal instead. Her grip is still tight, but for the moment, Susiezilla has successfully been charmed. Stupid obervant jerk. She never wants to hurt them like back then again...
"...it's stupid. Like, barely even a goddamn issue, stupid. It's all in my head or whatever."
{{ L }} "Ain't nobody tryin' to make fun of you." Lav takes another step foward, ready to run if her double decides to make a dash for it. She was not escaping this, that ass belonged to Lav right now. Resistance is futile.
"What happened to all that bravado go? You chicken now?"
"Bullshit!" She did have half a mind to run. But Zilla knows her double is thinking the same damn thing. Fuck. "That look on your face says otherwise!"
"Wh- fuck you, I'm not scared!" A slight lie. "I'm just not lettin' you catch me off guard again!"
You gotta sick Kris on Lav. Humble 'em
"Hell no! Like, good plan and all, but that shit will backfire with those two ganging up on ME at some point!"
She would die. She would fucking die, she would pass away.
They only make a small "oof" noise as they're tackled to the ground, that quiet and gravely voice always better for muttering and not so much for grunts of pain, so why bother?
But, despite being tackled and now put in a headlock by her, they were as calm and pliable as ever around her. She made them feel safe, and well... They hope she feels safe with them.
" Feelin' bad, right? " It's only somewhat choked out consider the fact that they're, y'know, being choked. " Figured you needed an outlet. I'm a good one. I can take it. "
Honestly, the fact that she's targeted them at all insead of shutting down and fucking off is because deep down, she knows they're safe. She's safe with them. Even when her stupid brain is on high alert and can't think much past aggression.
Though, the calm way they're acting, and speaking despite being choked, does give her a bit of pause. Their gravely mumbling that she sometimes has to strain to hear reaches some quieter part of her brain, and her grip loosens a bit.
"Tch, and just what the fuck do you think I need an outlet for, huh? What could possibly make me feel bad??"
{{ L }} Shaking off the slight string, she grins, taking a step foward. The devious twinkle in her eyes hidden by her hair.
"Oh, the fun just started~"
As Lav takes a step forward, she takes a step back. She knows that look, even if it is hidden. She's worn it herself more than enonugh times.
"Like hell it is! I ain't lettin' you get your rocks off makin' fun of me. I'll bite your damn hands off!"
