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This third big change is killing me. I just want you back. Last night was so good having you around, but then I realise I don’t know when I’ll see you again and all I want to do is cry.

goodbyes will never not suck! I’m so thankful to you. Once I recover, I won’t stop pushing myself. I want to be seen. I deserve to be seen and I want to be known. Time to stop overthinking and just be

the sadness I feel the more I say goodbye to relationships I value so much. No matter how much I say you’re stuck with me regardless of where you go, I’m so scared this is goodbye and I’m not ready. I don’t think I ever will be

I feel like I could disappear and no one would notice

I feel like I’m nothing to people unless I’m achieving something

I really miss you. I care a lot more than I will ever tell you

I really used to love being alone. The more healing I do, the more I just want to be around safe people who I can have fun with

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“The hardest battle you will ever have to fight is between who you are now and who you want to be.”

— Unknown

Find people who notice when things are different and want to be there to support. Regardless of how hard I find it to accept, I’m so grateful to you ❤️

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“Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made, or by dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused.”

— Alan Cohen

happy birthday Ashley! I think about you a lot 💕

#forever31

Even when the brain wants to forget. The body remembers. Nothing like feeling my tolerance lessen and I realise once again, you can’t distract your way through anniversaries. All I want to do is cry. why do some things hit so much harder than others

I may or may not think about you a lot. Some part of me wants to know more, but the other part of me wants to pull away

Sometimes I wish I could talk to someone about anything and everything

It’s crazy how much faith you have in me. Sometimes I just wish you would want to spend the time with me

I love this trend and chatGPT did so well

I met my younger self for coffee this morning. She arrived a little early, nervously stirring her drink, worried about saying the wrong thing. I smiled, knowing that feeling all too well.

She asked if she was doing okay, if she was on the right path. I wanted to tell her she didn’t have to earn rest, that productivity wasn’t the measure of her worth. I wanted to promise her that the weight of others expectations would get lighter, that she’d learn to set it down.

Instead, I just took a sip of my coffee and told her she was stronger than she thought. That she was allowed to change, to grow, to take up space. She looked skeptical, but I could see the hope flicker in her eyes.

Before we parted, I told her to be kind to herself. To listen to her body, to trust herself more, to breathe. She nodded, tucking the words away like a secret.

As she walked away, I realised maybe I needed to hear them, too.

One of the hardest things is knowing I’ve come so far, but I still struggle to see myself the same way others do.

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