Been a long time since i posted. Quite a story to tell. Short summary. I had a seizure in 2015, near death experience. Met a beeautiful sweet girl, had a baby a year later. Working alot, lost my bestfriend to drugs. And recovering from that and moving on with life. Kratom has been my choice and its helped tremendously. The research chemicals ended up messing with my friends mind along with many other factors. He left this earth very suddenly. And he is missed everyday.. only advice i can give is to quit while you can.. avoid research chemicals, if you do use any drug or new drug. Look up the side effects and how to get off of the drug properly. Dont mix drugs.. use drug test kit for extra safety, eat healthy sleep well, avoid benzos ,opiates unless its emergency.. dont get yourself hooked on a drug.. youll regret it later.. and most importantly find a goal in life and work towards it. My bestfriend died from celebrating with drugs to a completion in 4 years of college. He mastered physics and engineering... he would of mastered life in the long run. But had a short run.. i almost died due to one simple mistake by using a benzo daily that had mild effects ,and not realizing what could happen if i ran out. 3 days into a withdrawal that i didnt feel at all, i had a seizure and fell unconscious. I was waiting for more to come in mail.. i threw all what i had away a few days later. And went sober.. im forever traumatized by the thought of that day. I hope someone has a light bulb turn on above their head when they see this post, and avoids going down that kind of " path ".. Peace. Degaldy
