HigherPriestess

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[extragalacticy]

[argography-blog]

[catchymemes]

[perfectquote]

“Succes is falling nine times and getting up ten.”

— Jon Bon Jovi

[5stacks]

[perfectquote]

“I’m going to tell you a secret: You don’t have to believe every thought that pops into your head.”

— B. Dave Walters

[deviika]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

[higherpriestess312]

If she does all of that for a man that isn’t good to her.. imagine what she’ll do for the one that is

[higherpriestess312]

Preface:

Remember that I AM a writer. I am capable of compartmentalizing my emotions and emotion/feelings is where poets create their best work. Just because emotions or feelings exist does not mean that they are surface feelings and vice versa, just because you don’t see or experience the feelings on a surface level does not mean that they do not exist.

What is it that you want and is it all worth it?

The work the hurt the challenges

Can you define the checks and the balances?

The luxury the love

All the accomplishments

The smiles the winces

The unending compliments

Does it all make sense?

Can’t tell if my heart is bleeding in black or red

Somewhere in between

Really should be grateful I’m not dead

Keeping my eyes to the sky

Thanking the Lord on high

Keeping me grounded

Faith unfounded

Trying to give you the love you never had

Didn’t realize it would hurt me so bad

A man of two souls

One side got me feelin like I’m dreamin

The other side got my knees to the floor

Cryin and screamin

Handin me a glass then spillin the milk

Is this what you waited for?

Linens of cotton and silk

3 bath 3 bedrooms

The kids are all here

Keep me going

Run away from the fear

Wonder who you talkin to when you’re not here

Is it really your buddy?

Talkin garnet gold spears

Is it temu? Is it tinder? Is it socials?

The gangs all here

Rippin away my pride

Puttin me in a position I have to decide

Should I stay or should I go?

Is that how you grow?

Walk away and fix up your glow?

Or save face and walk away to the kitchen

Mama always in there cookin the dinner and fixins

Raising those babies

Teaching them right from wrong

Playin this song

Is this what you want for them?

Secrets and lies

Deceit in disguise

Tell me you’re comin over and never show up, what a surprise

Been texting me short all week

Turns out you were already having conversations

Giving into all your temptations

You say it isn’t cheating based on technicality

Yet all along that was my reality

“If it ain’t physical then it ain’t cheatin”

All up in the DM’s

Why you creepin?

Gettin emotional

Sharin your feelins

While I’m waitin up for you to come home in the evenin

Hangin on your every word like it’s my soul that you’re feedin

Trusting in you when trust was somethin I couldn’t believe in

Convince me of a facade so you don’t catch me leavin

Have me all to yourself and all them too

Got me sittin in silence, stuck in my head grievin

Feelin like I don’t know what to do

I don’t know how I’m feelin

I have love for you

Boy I love you

I can’t wait for the day when you really become a man

To our right for each other we always gonna stand

The sorrow the silence

The weeping in violence

One day we can throw it in the safe and lock it up tight

Put the past behind us and one day maybe we’ll be able to see all that light

Maybe one day we can sleep straight through the night

Knowing in the end it’s all gonna be alright

Wake up to the morning sun

Time to shine and rise

Forever your ride or die

Beggin me not to give up on you

It was just one line

Yea, I’ve heard that line

Servin up a meal but no appetite to dine

I did it all for you

You know I always will

I hope you remember me next time you wanna talk about what you feel

[petaltexturedskies]

Velimir Khlebnikov, from Collected Works, Vol.III: Selected Poems, (tr. by Paul Schmidt)

[daily-spooky]

[thoughtkick]

“Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just… start.”

— Ijeoma Umebinyuo

[consecuences]

[catchymemes]

[higherpriestess312]

Watching a video on Mandela effects on history and they’re saying apparently the first video phone was in Germany in 1936.

I’ve often felt that the super quick advancement of the digital age was too fast and there was no way that it wouldn’t have negative effects.

What if the advancement counteracted historical facts that are now mandala effects? Like the video phone had to exist in 1936 in order to have a logical modern timeline to be so advanced today?

Way out there but so are the mis-memorized events and products that a mass majority either remember one way or another or not at all.

Even journalists writing articles on events as they happened are stumped.

[higherpriestess312]

This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song by System Of A Down

Listen to This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song by System Of A Down on Apple Music. 2005. Duration: 2:08

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PRBLMS by 6LACK

Listen to PRBLMS by 6LACK on Apple Music. 2016. Duration: 4:06