The Highly Conscious Portal

My mind is a portal to which I have the power to choose what, when, where, and how! Welcome to my portal where I will share my deepest internal dialogue and art!

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Forgiveness: A freestyle from my inner dialogue

Forgiveness means what? For who? The person spewing low frequency or the person who refuse?

If we are all mirrors and reflections; then; doesn’t that make two? Two energies that need to transmute? Two reflections that need to choose, …what’s new??

Walking away vs engaging to see the mirror to begin. Knowing better but doing the very thing that still doesnt feel like a win.

Gambling thy will power and internal knowing, for the ego to temporal have a stage? Further choosing another timeline, & destiny that only leads right back to rage!!

So I ponder and ponder why not choose to dis-engage? To dis-empower! To thrust in choosing + pausing, where the true power of choice never facades!!!

The answer seems to be ever changing like the surprises of living, we’re shown day to day…how would life be if we just stop deciding, stop forgiving and loving in ever which way

We would be fostering pain and rage all at once, never giving life the beauty it came to immensely invigorate, ignite and bunce…

So on today as rage, sorrow, reproof and all the many moving energies are coexisting in our care! I get to stand in my true essence and power choosing love, forgiveness, and all life has to spare.

So urging dismissal for grudges and holding onto what was. Consciously we KNOW; True freedom & shifting comes from surrendering to the blame, shame, guilt + dust!!

Forgiveness

To be continued….

[highlyconscioussj]

When people think of me I want them to think PAIN & JOY simultaneously

I want them to think her spirit did withstand her infirmities

Her fruit spoke love and smiles even on the rainiest of days, like heat from the sun and its rays

Nothing could stop her or repress her gifts

Each thing life handed her, she alchemized and always was proof of God’s lift

No pain could bury, nothing stayed weary

She took what life handed and became heavy

Heavy is the crown! She wore it effortlessly - Bell’s child

Rest in eternal heaven Mom💕🌹🕊️10.23.03

[highlyconscioussj]

Rage! The Relationship:

Rage, so mellow. So ostracized, until she’s not….living in the dark, in the room…minding her own business awaiting her spot!!

The spot for destruction or could be creation…it could be depth and just recognization…

To recognize, to be informed…of the repressing states of our internal winds, our whispers, & internal storms..

To destruct the things we dont need, like fire spreading its three vital elements: oxygen, heat & fuel…the vital three. Where we may run and retreat! Rage comes like a burning fire to cleanse and transmute to its natural beat!!

She is not to be controlled just attended to properly….searching through the roots of where shes planted in the soul’s monopoly

So I don’t think she should be seen as mystery, yet embraced as maybe my mother’s history, and the DNA running deep within our roots…informing us of triggers, crossed boundaries and possibly to say NO to rotten fruit

Maybe we can look at her as a safe guard of the heart! Not just an extensive fiery emotion of some sort. She’s like respect with a sharp regard. She’s necessary when its needed, to the dirt cleansed through the dark…

How else do we see the light? To become one with our fullness, even if it’s dimmed and not as bright..As we allow such things of dark, like rage to honestly be apart…

We learn to shed away shame, and guilt that dances in array; Such astonishing beauty of the dark whenever it attempts to stay!! So cheers to the fire that burns and cleanse…it only comes and goes in the very end. A weapon.

RAGE!

[highlyconscioussj]

We are exactly where we see ourselves, no matter how that may appear! How we in-vision and construct our own truths and deepest desires and fulfillment, it is all up to us! It truly shapes the actual reality we live in. For myself, I’m choosing abundance, a plentiful harvest of choices, ideas, love, and sweet blessings of all I give. From the fullness of my life force! Ive lived to see if I give from my abundance, mind, resource of what have you, then what returns can only be of that vibration. No matter how it shows up. So it’s perfectly ok to have a beautiful poem of a written story. The story may include trials, tribulations and sorrow…but that’s only a small portion of the entire experience. What else outside of the emotional effects, the spiritual war one may endure? The mental war and circling convictions. How is there any light with what one may see as darkness and strife. The lightttttt!!! It has to be apart of it all. You dont have one without the other!!! And thats what is profound for me. In this experience what is sunshine to cleanse to transmute; without the rain to water and nourish. Whats eternal life without death when soul can not be destroyed only transferred? For me thats enough to look at every breath and opportunity as a blessing, as the greatest gift. Its all in the art you wish to create with how we see things ~Highly Conscious