”Know it’s for the better..”
Description:(fluff, angst ,fear of being left behind, reassurance, breakup, heartbreak, family issues, Transphobia.)
It all began with her. Well, with him he was everything my family loved, respected and cherished him. Then one day everything changed. He became a she and deep down even with that change I still loved her.
Each day grew tougher. More fights and disrespect against her name. I didn’t want to hurt her, I never meant to. Not like this. I never wanted things to end like this. I never expected things to end in the first place. I saw myself down that aisle, everyone clapping and cheering us on as the new wed couple, the couple everyone loved…
I couldn’t stand seeing her hurt. I can't…she’s too precious, she deserves better. I thought even though a part of me was still deeply rooted into her. She was everything. The peanut butter to my jelly most would say. Every time she was over she’d get weird stares and whispers. My family's thoughts switched so fast as soon as she opened up and flourished to the beautiful woman she is now.
My fears got the worst of me.
The next day I texted her it was later in the day but I wanted to make sure she had enough time to get there. By the time she arrived it was late at night and it was very much pouring.
Hyun ju [over text]: “Love, I'm on my way! It's pouring, do you have any umbrella?”
I didn’t respond and just stared at the phone, my hands shaking as I tried my best to look up my wet hair covering my face.
There she was running to me with that concerned look on her face.
Hyun ju: “Love oh my goodness!! Are you alright! You're soaking and your hands…you must be f-freezing!”
“W-we need to stop…”
I couldn’t bear looking at her but she didn’t seem to hear me. She was too concentrated in my well being due to me looking like a soggy mop that was shaking like a dang wet puppy.
Tears filled my eyes as I raised my voice.
“We need to part Hyunnie!!”
She froze.
Not in my years of dating her have I ever seen her so shocked she couldn’t process what I had just said. Her hand shook as she gently removed the hair from in front of my face covering my eyes. She then knelt down to get a better look at my face. She knew what this was all about. She knew. She knew this day would come. She was trying her best to avoid it but deep down we both knew.
Hyun ju: “Love what are you talking about..? What’s wrong with you what’s troubling you my dear…? Please just tell me I promise you I’ll do better..!”
She began panicking like she always did , tears filling her eyes as she looked at me holding my cheek as my face shaked trying my best to control my overwhelming emotions.
“I can’t keep seeing you suffer in silence…we need to get over each other and move on..not just for me but for my family…they can’t stand you anymore..”
She looked at me, her eyes pleading almost as if begging me to stay and to stop saying what I was saying…after all she had never seen me this serious about something before. I was always loud and cheerful even when I was upset I would still smile.
“Just know it’s for the better…”
“Hyunnie…”
(HIIII IF YOU’VE MADE IT THIS FAR I JUST WANNA SAY CONGRATS!! THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER FANFIC IF YOU ENJOYED YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND LEAVE SOME IDEAS FOR ME TO WRITE!! I TAKE ANY REQUESTS EVEN SMUT!)