loud dreams

gay af | high af | living my best life 23

[dankmemeuniversity]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[chromz]

[basdos]

[funnytwittertweets]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[hiiigherthanyou]

Why can I not express myself as deeply anymore? Anytime I want to write and let my emotions flow, I want to stop myself before I’ve begun. Just like now, I’m writing and I’m like what’s the purpose?

I want to get everything out. I want to feel again. I want to be present and have deep connections with people again. I feel like I only reach the surface of everything now. Is it just me or is it the way the world changed?

I don’t feel like I’m living anymore, I just feel like I’m here. But I don’t feel depressed always which is new and I don’t understand. How I can just be floating through everything but not be sad? Not really feel anything but not in the bad way.

That’s what I wanted before though, to not feel anything. Why is it so agonizing now?

[lylylylylylylylyly]

[lylylylylylylylyly]

[quotemadness]

“We’re so distracted by how things end, we usually forget how beautiful the beginning was.”

— Lamiya Waheed

[thoughtkick]

“Funny how silence can be the loudest sound of all.”

— Lauren Oliver, Vanishing Girls

[catsbeaversandducks]

Via @korvys​ (Twitter)

[cornistasiathecoblinking]

I’m glad humans evolved to Boop the Snoot for Good Luck.

[headspace-hotel]

glowing as though holy

[fawwna-deactivated20231020]

[thoughtkick]

“We get to decide what we’ll give to the world and what we’ll take from it. Love big; pack light.”

— Bob Goff

[clementine-w]

is this too much to ask for

[mydruggedthoughts]

[positivelypositivethoughts]