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home, sweet home.
i feel like the most important piece of wisdom i can impart on teenagers is that no oneâno oneâknows what the fuck theyâre doing
my brother is 26 years old, makes $200k a year, and just bought a house with his fiance. heâs the success story you hear about but never actually meet in person, but it all happened by accident. he wanted to go to college for clarinet performance, but he got rejected from all the top schools. so he decided to major in physics instead, and then went on to get a doctorate to put off being an adult for a few more years. but then he ended up dropping out halfway through the program and accepting a job with google as a software engineer. so to reiterate: my brother majored in something he was not interested in, and then he got a job that had nothing to do with his degree.Â
he isnât successful because he had some master plan he followed, he just stumbled around blindly until something worked out. and thatâs what weâre all doingâi majored in political science and now i do customer service for a company that makes industrial-sized gas detection monitors. the marketing director at my company has a degree in biology, and my mom has an MBA and works at a middle school. Â no one knows what theyâre doing, weâre all just trying different things until something works out.
so if you donât have a plan, thatâs fine. most of us donât. and even those of us who do, donât usually end up doing the thing they thought they would. itâs okay to relax and let life carry you wherever itâs gonna carry you. because even though a lot of us donât end up doing the thing we wanted, most of us end up happy anyway.
Iâve been thinking about this post since I made it a few hours ago, and I realized that I literally donât know anyone whoâs doing what they thought theyâd be doing at this point in their life. I know a girl that has a degree in neuroscience and works in a restaurant (and makes quite a bit more money than I do, might I add), and a guy who wanted to be a parole officer but is now a security guard. I know people who wanted to be lawyers but ended up not having the grades for law school. I have a friend whoâs 24 and just finished her bachelorâs, and two friends who decided to go to grad school because the idea of joining the adult world terrified them.
When I was seventeen, I was 100% sure that I was going to get a job as a bureaucrat and save the world. When I was a 21-year-old recent college grad, I found out that itâs impossible to get a government job unless you know someone. So I gave up and found something else. I know my teenage self would be disappointed if she could see where Iâm at, but you know what? I donât care. Because teenage me was an idiot. She didnât know anything about the world or how it worked, and she couldnât have possibly predicted the curveballs that life would throw at her. And because I donât know a single person whoâs doing the thing they wanted to do when they were teenagers.
I know a thousand people who arenât where they thought theyâd be, and zero people who are following the path they set out for themselves. All of us are confused and all of us are scared, and itâs okay if you are too.
Honestly thank u, i needed to hear this again
Clear your mind here
Remembering those who lost their lives during the Marjory Stoneman Douglas school shooting.
These are the victims of the MSD school shooting. Take a few minutes out of your day to read about them. They deserve to be remembered.Â
Alyssa Alhadeff:Â
Alyssa was 15 years old.
She played soccer and was on the track team.
Alyssa was said to have been introverted and very close to her family and friends.
She was a straight A student.
Alyssa attended a jewish sleep away camp during the summer.
Scott Beigel:Â
Scott was a geography teacher at the school.
He is pictured above with the cross country team he coached.
He was killed after unlocking the door to let students into his classroom to hide from the shooter.Â
Scott was also a counsellor at a summer camp in Pennsylvania.
Jaime Guttenberg:
Jaime was 17 years old.
She loved dancing and was in a local competitive dance program.
She was described as being kind-hearted and having a contagious smile.
Her facebook page has been memorialized as tributes pour out.
Martin Duque:Â
Martin was a 14 year old freshman.
His brother described him as very funny, outgoing, caring and very sweet.
His family is devastated at the loss of Martin, he was very loved.
A gofundme page was set up by his brother, to help cover the funeral costs. The link is:Â https://www.gofundme.com/32z7etk
Nicholas Dworet:
Nicholas was 17 years old.
He was given a swimming scholarship to the University of Indianapolis.
He also played for the school water polo team.
Nick aspired to be in the 2020 olympics.
He was described as being very charismatic and a very likeable guy.
Aaron Feis:
Aaron was a football coach at the school.
Aaron was shot and killed, shielding students from bullets.
He was also reported to have been a security guard.
He was loved by students at the school.
Chris Hixon:
Chris was the schoolâs athletics director.
He was described as the kind of person who would do anything for anyone.
He had a son with special needs who followed him everywhere.
Luke Hoyer:
Luke was 15 years old.
He loved playing basketball.
He is described as being very laid back, never causing any trouble.
His family is devastated, saying that âit doesnât feel realâ.
He was very happy-go-lucky. Never getting upset.
Cara Loughran:Â
Cara was 14 years old.
She was a great student.
She loved the beach.
Her family says that her death is âtoo horrible to be processedâ.
Gina Montalto:
Gina was 14 years old.Â
She was a member of her schoolâs marching band.
Her mother described her as being smart, caring, and brightening any room she entered.Â
Joaquin Oliver:
Joaquin was 17 years old.
He was born in Venezuela, officially becoming an American citizen on January 17th. Â
He was described as being extroverted and always trying to make new friends.
Alex Schachter:
Alex was 14 years old.Â
He was a member of his schoolâs marching band.Â
He was described as being a great kid, full of love and life.Â
Carmen Schentrup:
Carmen was 16 years old.
She was a national merit scholar semifinalist.Â
A family member described her as being the smartest 16 year old they had ever met.Â
Alaina Petty:
Alaina was 14 years old.
She was part of her schoolâs JROTC program.
She devoted countless hours to volunteering.
Alaina was described as vibrant, determined, and loved by all.
Meadow Pollack:
Meadow was 18 years old.
She planned to attend Lynn University next year.
Meadow is described as being beautiful, inside and out.
Remember the victims, not the perpetrator #nonotoriety
This year, I'll have been a nurse for three years.
Three. Years. As a working professional.
...
What even is life and how does time go by so quickly?
Three years from now, I'll be 27. Heck maybe engaged or married??? Maybe neither??? Three years is not a long time from now!
Iâm so happy for them
child handling for the childless nurse
My current job has me working with children, which is kind of a weird shock after years in environments where a âyoungâ patient is 40 years old.  Hereâs my impressions so far:
Birth - 1 year: Essentially a small cute animal. Â Handle accordingly; gently and affectionately, but relying heavily on the caregivers and with no real expectation of cooperation.
Age 1 - 2: Hates you. Â Hates you so much. Â You can smile, you can coo, you can attempt to soothe; they hate you anyway, because youâre a stranger and youâre scary and youâre touching them. Â Thereâs no winning this so just get it over with as quickly and non-traumatically as possible.
Age 3 - 5: Nervous around medical things, but possible to soothe.  Easily upset, but also easily distracted from the thing that upset them.  Smartphone cartoons and âwho wants a sticker?!!?!?â are key management techniques.
Age 6 - 10: Really cool, actually.  I did not realize kids were this cool.  Around this age they tend to be fairly outgoing, and super curious and eager to learn.  Absolutely do not babytalk; instead, flatter them with how grown-up they are, teach them some Fun Gross Medical Facts, and introduce potentially frightening experiences with âhey, you want to see something really cool?â
Age 11 - 14: Extremely variable.  Can be very childish or very mature, or rapidly switch from one mode to the other.  At this point you can almost treat them as an adult, just⊠a really sensitive and unpredictable adult.  Do not, under any circumstances, offer stickers.  (But they might grab one out of the bin anyway.)
Age 15 - 18: Basically an adult with severely limited life experience. Â Treat as an adult who needs a little extra education with their care. Â Keep parents out of the room as much as possible, unless the kid wants them there. Â At this point you can go ahead and offer stickers again, because theyâll probably think itâs funny. Â And theyâll want one. Â Deep down, everyone wants a sticker.
Photo credit of the last photo goes to my cousin bc I can't deny that he takes pretty good pics #newzealand #bluespring #putaruru (at Te Waihou Walkway and Blue Spring)
I don't think I'll ever figure out how to comfortably take a standing-up selfie with our height difference. đ€·đ»â€đ #awk #ALMOST7YEARS
From high school, to church, and now work... Why is this girl so obsessed with me? LOL just kidding. I am MORE than excited that we're working on the same floor now!!! I'm so proud of how hard you've worked and I know you'll get adjusted to our crazy little unit. Welcome to the work fam; love you forever #bffgoals #TCHPCU
he lives such a difficult life #jerichosayshi
Having an irregular cycle stinks cause you'll be good for two months and forget how it feels like, then all of a sudden it comes and it's just whoa omg okay it feels absolutely awful i hate this part of being a girl don't talk to me.
When the two retirees you're with say they can't eat that much sugar so you have eat all the beignets yourself. đ #NOLA #cafedumonde (at CafĂ© Du Monde)
There was no green light at the other side of the water đ€· #1920s #gatsby (at CĂ d'Zan)