Birthday pictureeee for torihawkeye~! Oh man, I tried something new again, so I hope it came out okay? I also couldnât choose a background. Oh, and pose from here.
WHAM! Just for you, torihawkeye~ I honestly have no idea where I was going with this, tbh.
âWhen you leave, youâll take what was left of my heart with you. And I wonât stop you, because I wonât be able to feel anymore.â
ââŠâ
She had spoken those words so cool and calmly that no one would know that she was on the verge of tears. Matt closed his eyes and took a deep sigh before he turned to face the girl with a crooked smile.
âDonât you think youâre overreacting a littleâŠ?â
âOverrea-âŠdo you even understand the severity of whatâs going on!? Asile is in critical condition, Anabiâs missing, and RaiyaâŠâ Tori clenched her teeth and swallowed before continuing, âYou canât go. I wonât let you!â
âTori, if I donât go, then who will? Iâm not going to sit in a corner and twiddle my thumbs while those guys destroy everything! I have to go! Thereâs no one else!â
ââŠ!â Tori gasped, a horrified look taking over her features, âThen take me with you!â She screamed.
âAre you stupid? Iâm not putting you in that kind of danger! You saw what those guys have with them! ThatâŠmonster. You saw what it could do!â
âAnd thatâs whyâŠI donât want you going out after it aloneâŠ!â Her eyes began tearing up, âMatthew, please donât go! PleaseâŠâ
âToriâŠâ Matt moved towards her and placed a hand on her head, âI love you. If I put you in danger and you got hurt, Iâd never forgive myself. I canât live without you. Thatâs why I have to do this alone.â
âYouâre such anâŠidiotâŠâ Her voice cracked as the tears finally began to spill. She looked up into crimson eyes. âYou canât leave me tooâŠâ
Without another word, Matt lowered his head to give her a short kiss on the lips before sighing, turning on his heel, and walking off. The realization soon hit Tori that he had made up his mind and she couldnât stop him. She broke down, bringing a shaky hand up to cover her mouth and fell to her knees, sobbing as the tears continued to flow.
I did another drabble instead. I used this thingy and got #6 and yeah.
âI really wanna fuck you right now!â
ââŠâ
Raiya let the weapon she was holding slip through her fingers and land with a loud clank against the concrete. Surely she had heard the pure, innocent and naĂŻve angel wrong, right? Maybe the words got tangled in her head with the heat and exhaustion from their sparring session?
âUhâŠwhat?â
âI mean it!â Crap, she looked serious! Raiya cringed and took a step back, feeling her face quickly heating up.
âW-What do you meanâŠyou wannaâŠ!?â Kari smirked and stepped forward.
âExactly what I said, Raiya. HehâŠyou look so flustered. Itâs really cute!â She giggled and smiled.
No, no, no! You canât give such a sweet smile after saying something like that!
âAre you, eh, feeling alrightâŠKari? The heat! I-Itâs the heat, isnât it?â Raiyaâs eyes widened. Why hadnât she realized the other girl had gotten so close to her? Suddenly, she felt more than just half an inch shorter than her friend.
âHmm,â She hummed as she gently caressed Raiyaâs face with the back of her hand, âYou know what it means when an animalâs in heat?â
âHa!?â
âWhy are you hesitating? Donât you want it? Donât you think itâs time that weâŠâ A pitiful noise of confusion Raiya let out. Kari moved her head to Raiyaâs shoulder so she could whisper in her ear, tickling her with her breath. âIâm. Just. Kidding~!â
âWhaâŠ?â Kari stepped back and gave another pure smile.
âIt was a joke! Tori and Anabi told me to try it out to see how youâd react! I gotta say, the submissive Raiya is really adorable! Iâve never seen that side of you before!â
âA jokeâŠ? Yes, of course. Ahahaha!â
âRaiyaâŠ?â That laugh just now sounded kind of evil. Kari blinked when the other stomped on the ground, a foul look now taking over her features.
âRemind me to chop off their tails and strangle them with âem!â
âEhâŠâ
âAnd youâŠâ The greenetteâs head tilted and she was now giving Kari a deathly glare.
It was certainly terrifying.
âSorry.â Kari bowed and clasped her hands in front of her in a dramatic way, âIâm really sorry!â
ââŠâ Raiya walked over to her sword she had earlier dropped and picked it up, pointing it to Kari, âWeâre done today.â
âHuh!? Y-youâre not mad at me, are you?â Raiya ignored her and started to walk off. The light angel ran after her, âYou are!? Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry!â
Whoops, I drabbled. Sorry it's a bit of a confusing mess, I was just jotting down some of my feelings and decided to turn it into this thing.
Itâs frustrating. Itâs so damn frustrating! It seems that I havenât changed much after all if Iâm still having these stupid thoughts.
âŠand here I had grown a little hopeful!
The truth isâŠIâll always be this failure. I want to be strong for her, because sheâs so important to me. Sheâs my precious friend. But how can I protect her when I canât even keep myself together? Iâm always crying and breaking down in front of herâŠcertainly Iâm someone to look up to.
Sheâs always there for me. Sheâs always helping me and lifting me up and I canât even do the same for her. Iâm so selfish and stuck on my own foolish problems that I canât see through them.
Itâs frustrating.
Iâve been training for years nowâŠIâm strong. I know Iâm strongâŠright? I wouldnât be here now if I wasnât! AndâŠwhere exactly is here? Curled in a corner crying about why I canât succeed? Iâve hit a bump in the road and itâs breaking me down. But I donât want to show my tearsâŠI canât show my tearsâŠso I internalize it all. And thatâs worsening my condition. How much longer can I last?
âRaiya!â
Can I win this battle with myself? Can I overcome these stupid feelings and move forward? Or will I be forced to crumble in the disgusting cycle Iâve created in my head?
âRaiya! Hey, are you here?â
I have to stop whining. I have to stand tall and press on. Stop pitying myself! Show everyone that Iâm worth more than I give myself credit for! I canât break down nowâŠnot when she needs me.
âOh, there you are! What are you doing out here? Arenât you cold?â
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