insane how judeau effectively functions as casca’s dead wife even though casca chose her ambition, griffith, guts, literally everything BUT judeau, even though everyone knew how deeply in love and devoted he was to her. and then he paid for that love and devotion! brutally murdered before casca could realize she did, in fact, love him too. she probably always did, but how was she supposed to come to this conclusion on top of her duties and dragging griffith out of the torture pit? now judeau’s ghost won’t leave her alone, and she can’t forget him bc he’s the stark reminder that the eclipse did happen, and that all her friends died 😭












