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I can’t believe a whole year passed and absolutely NOTHING changed

“To understand the depths of each other’s sorrow. This is what friendship is for. Friendship is meant to make you feel both warm and at home while it’s raining outside from the monsoons and hurricanes of tears from a joy that’s lost – never to be found again. Laughing like two sick patients in an asylum at the greatest cosmic joke: to realize from the day you were born, you’re going to die, and friendship is what keeps it funny. Friendship is what prevents you from dealing with the truth that life is inherently meaningless and how it closes your eyes from going insane and holds your hand with promises that you are safe, that you are precious, and nothing’s going to rob you from the most beautiful gift of all which is you are understood. And understanding is the highest form of Love that transcends all suffering. Understanding is rare and wonderful. Friendship is “Understanding” which is the first name given to the word “Love.” But know this about me – I have no friends, and this is simply me crying to the void. I have no friends, but this feeling has led me to appreciate how a truly lovely thing friendship must be, and it exists for every desolated being … somewhere … someone … someday.”

— Juansen Dizon, A Diary entry about Friendship

pol-ar-ity

It’s really over.

I realize it at 11 pm on a Friday.

You are gone. We are done. This is goodbye.

Please know you are the love of my life. You always will be. And I’ve learned that when you find your person, you want them to be happy. Even if it’s not with you, you want them to be desperately, crazily happy.

I realized we’d never be anything again at 11 pm on a Friday.

Someday I’ll come to grips with that. I just don’t know when. But we said goodbye on a Friday, and that’s how it is.

And I hope you’re happy. And you’re my person. And I’m madly in love with you. And you deserve all the good in the world.

I just wish it could have been with me.

“Zoë pt. II”

thissideofhealing

It was stupid you know? Loving you the way I did and thinking that we would last forever.

pessimisticandrealistic

“i should have known better than to fall in love with you. you told me about your heart. told me it was cold, relentless, broken. but i just smiled at you and told you i could fix it. now everything is over and i’m the only one who needs fixing.”

— e.s. // cold, cold heart.

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Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours

sometimesjournal-deactivated202

“How dare you make me fall in love with you just to break my heart in the end.”

— thinkingaddict

sometimesjournal-deactivated202

“The moment you realize that the one person you love isn’t good for you… is heartbreaking.”

— thinkingaddict

hatin

via weheartit

honigimohr

“But at some point you have to stop being so angry, you have to stop being so sad, you have to stop killing yourself and start being gentle with yourself. At some point you have to just let it all go and be happy, you have to spread love instead of being afraid of it. You have to love yourself and everyone around you before its too late. Dont waste away being unhappy over trivial things dear. Dont do it. Dont do it to yourself and dont let other people do it to you.”

— (via awkwarddly)

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luckylluminati

“In ten years, you won’t remember my name. I will be just a tiny puzzle of your youth, a forgotten piece, forgotten kiss, another forgotten snowflake that melted in your hands. And when I will be old and wrinkled sitting in a rocking chair, outside looking at the stars on a summer night, I will remember you and your tender hands, the way your lips felt on mine and the way your eyes reflected those stars.”