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renas in class now but hasn't been able to listen to anything at all,,, renas just wasting away,,, slowly,,,

keiichi is acting different,,, rena feels like her feelings towards him have changed,,, or they're entirely gone.

rena is back!!! mmh

but i can't even smile the right way anymore :(

haha,,, yeah happy,,, i need to be happy,,,

im okay how could i not be okay?!??!? im the happiest ever!!! renas so happy she's always so happy! (*≧ω≦*)

i don't know how to do anything but say sorry anymore,,, but at the same time i don't know how to apologize,,,

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

im sorry im sorry,, im sorry,,, im sorry,,,,

and rena was the reason my parents broke up,,, renas the reason why everything turned out like this,,, im sorry,,, im sorry,,,,,

its the same with keiichi,,, i only make him sad,,, if i was with him id be a burden so ill just avoid him instead

she told me i made feel the most ugly,,, i didn't mean to,,, im sorry i only wanted to make you happy and see you smile and laugh,,, i didn't know it would hurt you,,,

im the reason why i suffer daily,,, but that's okay,,, i don't wanna feel like im the reason why others suffer, but it's true isn't? rena caused them this pain

rena knows that keiichi, mion, satoko and rika don't actually care about her,,, we're not really friends, so i have no reason to trust them,,,

i wish i knew how to stop,,, how to relax,, but i can't. rena keeps hitting herself, but it should be okay,,, she deserves it after all,,,,,,,,,

rena has been really nervous lately and sometimes gets,,,tics,,,but people already found her weird now they find her even weirder ah,,,

rena doesn't wanna end up like the rest of her family,,, i don't want to be like my parents

but rena promised herself she wouldn't!! rena wants to have control of herself and not lose to this!! >:(

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