. ݁₊ ⊹Abby Anderson NSFW Alphabet⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁
even more headcanons but spicy this time! what can i say, i fold like a lawn chair. like my SFW list, this is LONG!
18+!!! I MEAN IT! MINORS GTFO
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^^saw an edit of her to this song and i literally can’t listen to it without thinking of her, so.
A = Aftercare
- In terms of her own personal needs, I don’t see Abby being someone who requires much aftercare.
- in canon, she seemed to downright reject any degree of after-sex tenderness, but honestly that was probably just because it was Owen. LMAO. also, she had a lot on her mind in that moment.
- in a more casual relationship, i believe she’d see sex as a transactional thing exclusively for stress relief. so in this context, the most aftercare she’d consider would probably be a: You’re good, right? And leave it at that.
- in a more developed, vulnerable relationship where she feels deeply for you, this would change only slightly. she would still feel little need for aftercare herself, but if you are someone who requires that comfort and support, she would keep it in mind.
- i can see her maybe offering to get you some water, accompanied by a sweaty kiss on the forehead and a swipe of your mouth with her thumb. again, a manifestation of her tough love attitude, but not without some residual tenderness. i wouldn’t necessarily rule out cuddles, but i see that as more of a separate interaction for her independent of sexual intimacy.
B = Body Part
- On herself, Abby can’t help but love what her forearms and shoulders can do for you. When she’s eating you out, the fact that the entirety of each of your legs can fit on her shoulders is hugely satisfying. Not only does it make the whole ordeal more comfortable for both of you, she just loves it when her own dependable strength can enable you to relax and rely on her completely. even better when she can feel how your thighs twitch and turn to jelly, and she stays solid; unmovable.
- Her forearms play a large part in the strength she has in her hands. When she’s several fingers and knuckles deep inside you, pushing and pulling steadily and manipulating your sensitive spots with insistent strokes, the tensing of her corded muscles only reminds her just how capable she is of making you lose. your. shit. (cocky mf).
- On you, she can definitely appreciate the small of your back and your hands. With the former, I feel like she’d especially appreciate being able to press and adjust the intensity of the arch you perform for her. Whether it’s penetration via strap or her fingers, I can see her gently pleading with you to bend and contort to take more. Not in a demanding way, but in a request that, once you oblige, she pulls and caresses your hips and back gently to match her pace. ultimately, she thanks you with a breathless tone, eternally grateful that you let her do so much for you.
- As for your hands, no matter if they’re delicate and thin-fingered or stocky and strong, she is weak for sucking on them. And, lowkey, she could cum from the other way around as well. Oral fixation queen in both receiving and giving. (Tell me I’m wrong, I dare you.) This is something she resorts to when she’s feeling a little understimulated by whatever is going on, which is easy for her to experience due to her general emotional restlessness. she finds it a bit embarrassing, as it’s quite the contradiction to her *claimed* preference for casual, surface-level intimacy. but the heart wants what it wants! (or, ig, the pwoussy does.)
C = Cum
- generally, Abby feels like not making you cum every time is a cop-out. there could be an exception here with quickies, but even then, she doesn’t love skimping out on that.
- remember how i said she’s super competitive? …yeah. i can picture her making a silent competition with herself to see how many times she can make you cum in a short period of time. sometimes, when you look up from your ecstasy to check-in on her, her face is set in a concentration not unlike one you’d see when she’s wielding a gun. it’s actually almost comical, because you don’t care if she makes you cum 100 times or just a couple, but can you really complain if she wants to be an overachiever?
- “Come on, baby. Just one more, please? I can make it even better than the last one. I promise.”
- Of course she likes to be the one cumming too, but she gets off the most from seeing you climax. If she knows she’s doing a good job and winning your approval, that’s really all she can hope for.
- Sometimes, (especially when she’s giving strap) she catches herself off guard with how easily her body reacts to your pleasure. Her own orgasms often come out of left field, but once it gets started, it’s only an added bonus and challenge for her. Both of you climaxing at the same time? Yeah, she’ll do her damn best to make that happen as often as possible.
D = Dirty Secret
- Likes her hair being pulled. Doesn’t matter which position you’re in.
- the first time you did it, it was with her head between your clenched thighs. she had just come back from a draining, uneventful patrol, and needed somewhere to put her adrenaline.
- as if your pitiful sighs and whimpers didn’t turn her on enough — it was almost annoying, really, how easily you riled her up — as her tongue and fingers worked in-tandem and your back began to arch off the bed, your hands grabbed desperately at anything for an anchor.
- when you wrapped her blonde braid around a shaky hand: once, twice around your palm and then a sharp tug, the groan she let out into your core was enough to practically send both of you over the edge. you offer to return the favor, but she mumbles something about “already being taken care of,” face red.
- you’re observant enough to understand what happened, and it isn’t the last time you pull a stunt like that. she wants to thank the god she doesn’t believe in for it every day.
E = Experience
- Outside of Owen, I don’t actually think Abby has much experience. Which isn’t saying much, because in the latter half of their relationship, she was too preoccupied with revenge to make room for sexual intimacy most of the time.
- I can see her having a fling or two after their break-up as a distraction, but again, her obsessive focus on finding and killing Joel took the driver’s seat in her life for a long time. These flings were, redundantly, short-lived and not very prolific.
- When she did have sex with other people, her heart wasn’t really in it. Anything she did to contribute towards her sexual experience was mostly just going through the motions of what you’re supposed to do in those situations. Not to say that she didn’t still learn a few things, but by the time you come along, she’s a little rusty.
- It should be obvious that this changes pretty quickly. At first, she’s petrified that she’s forgotten how to do it well, especially if you’re a woman. Being with Owen certainly didn’t do much to help that, as he wasn’t very focused on the concept of mutual pleasure. (Like, seriously. What was he thinking going in dry like that? Abhorrent.)
- But despite her rusty, overused moves, you two eventually have the time of your lives figuring out how to make things interesting again. For her especially, but you also appreciate the novelty of taking your time with the little things.
F = Favorite Position
- this one was tough. i originally thought i could see her enjoying a plethora of positions, maybe being partial to switching it up, but if i really think about it, she likes to stick to a couple good ones. And if you didn’t see my other post, let me reiterate: SUB TOP!
- Ultimately, her favorite position tends to be cowgirl. Here’s why. She needs to see your face when she’s giving strap, partially because it’s a huge turn-on, but mainly because it’s a good show of if she’s doing it correctly. When your eyelashes flutter a little too quickly, or your eyebrows scrunch up into a half-grimace, she knows she’s hit the right spot and pace. it’s extremely sexy for her to watch you be insistent and take what you need from her from above. the way your hands clench over her chest and stomach, nails digging into or dragging over the skin, only adds to the experience.
- It’s also her favorite because it’s a good position to utilize her hip strength. Even though she’s generally kind of submissive in sex, she really enjoys surprising you with particularly rough upward thrusts. This is best done when she’s below you, of course. It’s most satisfying to her when she can get a good grip on the thicker part of your thighs and hips, and use the power in her own thighs and abdomen to plunge the strap deeper.
- so, generally, it allows you to take what you need from her, while at the same time letting her use leverage and overall strength to her advantage.
- on days when you’re both exhausted but still horny as fuck, she won’t object to bending you over a surface from behind (so, supported doggy, ig?). this one still allows her to give you what you want while being less physically demanding, as she can rest her weight on a table, bed, or railing.
G = Goofy
- I really want to say that she’d be down for a laugh during sex, but I honestly think she takes it a bit too seriously 😭
- Maybe if you’ve been with her for a while, she’d huff an annoyed laugh to any of your ill-timed jokes, perhaps indulging in a little back and forth banter. But even then, i think she’d try to keep it to a minimum to make sure she’s properly focused on pleasing you. any real silliness would probably come out right before and after sex, as a form of foreplay (she loves to tease you until you’re both unsure whether to be angry or horny), or as a low-maintenance form of aftercare.
- At the end of the day, I think any jokes you try to make in the heat of the moment would mostly be ignored in favor of efficiency, but if it’s just building up or winding down, she’ll allow some of that witty push-and-pull. In fact, she probably loves it as foreplay, because she enjoys being both physically and verbally challenged if it’s coming from the right person in the right context.
H = Hair
- Bush warrior. For fuck’s sake, it’s the apocalypse! If anyone is taking their precious time to shave down their pubes, it sure as hell ain’t Abby. She finds it incredibly stupid to spend time on that, taking the stance that it’s there for a reason.
- On you, she feels the same way. If you shave at all, she’ll definitely give you a bit of sass or judgement about it at first, because again: who the fuck has time for that? But ultimately, it’s your choice, and she won’t bring it up once you make your preference known.
I = Intimacy
- initially, sex isn’t a very intimate affair for Abby. As paradoxical as that sounds. when she has flings and hook-ups, they’re purely transactional. Sometimes no kissing, even.
- but in an established, devoted relationship, it’s different. more intimate, yes, but not in the exact ideal way you’d expect.
- if you’re face-to-face (not super frequent, even if she truly loves you), she’ll make eye contact, but not for long. most of the time, her gray eyes are tracing elsewhere: the tendons in your neck straining, the curl of your wispy baby hairs (if you have them) sticking to your sweaty skin, your lips, probably bitten raw and glistening with both her saliva and yours.
- the eye contact is not in a tender, meaningful way, but rather, a subconscious display of her attentiveness. curiosity, even. what truly happens in your head while she’s overloading your senses, she wonders? in life, she finds herself searching for deeper meaning, and this she finds in you.
J = Jack off
- let’s be honest: she doesn’t really have the time for masturbation in a zombie apocalypse. when she does have alone time, it’s usually spent being productive/useful, even when she’s in the mood.
- and if she DOES find the time for it, when the horny rage is unbearable, it’s secretive, quick, and efficient.
- a duck around an empty corner or hallway, a hand clumsily palming down the front of her pants. on herself, the task of pleasure is much less precise and intentional, and the movements of her fingers are almost aggressive in their hurriedness.
- sometimes she doesn’t even manage to climax before duty calls, and when that happens, she only gets more pent-up and angry. it often results in her forcing herself to push down the feeling in favor of survival.
K = Kink
- some light degradation. mostly you to her, but she won’t refuse the other way around. it comes out awkwardly the first time when she tries it, because she genuinely has a hard time being mean to you in this context.
- “Y-Yeah.” She breathes unsteadily, when you give her the go-ahead. “You like that? You fuckin’ would. Desperate motherfucker.”
- Eventually it flows more naturally, but again, it’s much hotter coming from you. especially if you’re normally a mild-mannered person. knowing that she can push you to such cruelty, even from a place of love, is a huge turn-on.
- “All those muscles, and you still look pathetic fucking me.”
- “Did you cum just from touching me? Aww… embarrassing.”
- these simple phrases make her grunt and groan in a way you’ve never heard from her before, the movement of her fingers or hips stuttering. it absolutely WRECKS her every time.
L = Location
- this is a limited category, considering canon. on the WLF base, she prefers to use your room (specifically your bed or against the kitchenette counters) because she’d rather die than give Manny any sort of indication that she’s getting some.
- post-seattle, if there’s time for it (and Lev is elsewhere obviously), she’s a bit more hopeful and patient about finding a spot you like. the beds you do find in those abandoned neighborhoods are okay, but usually pretty nasty. only for desperate situations, when you give her a certain heated look that practically melts her pants off.
- jacket-cushioned floors of abandoned houses are usually a safe bet. it’s just barely more sterile, but she makes sure it’s no less satisfying and meaningful. and, of course, the boat is most preferable. (war flashbacks, lmao)
- the two of you tried once to do the whole, “sex on the beach” thing one night, but honestly, there was far too much sand and not enough….security of certain orifices… for either of you to completely relax. let’s leave it at that.
M = Motivation
- funnily enough, Abby finds herself the most turned on by you when you’re angry with her. not, like, really angry, but toeing the line of mild to petty annoyance.
- you’ll be arguing with her about something stupid— maybe which route to take on the sailboat — and your voice will raise just slightly. hands will clench over the edges of tables or around the map you’re holding. and Abby’s own anger will dissolve into amusement. she’ll slowly give you a shit-eating grin, which only makes you angrier. she knows that.
- her voice lowers and rests into that tone you know all too well by now, and she’ll lean back in an illusion of casualness. but her eyes are more lidded than usual, and her hands smooth over her lap like she wants you to notice them.
- “You done?” She’ll eventually ask, nose turned-up in an infuriating cockiness. “Thought so. Come ‘ere.”
- it works, obviously. it always does.
N = No
- i can’t believe i have to say this, but absolutely nothing involving bodily functions. no piss, no scat, no blood. her world is already disgusting enough, and she wants to keep herself as clean as she can, in every situation. the more unpleasantness she can keep out of her sex life, the better.
O = Oral
- honestly, i can see her resisting oral at first, both giving and receiving. but once you become comfortable with each other, she tries it, and CANNOT get enough.
- she usually prefers to give > receive in this arena, because it makes her feel a little too vulnerable to get that overwhelming level of pleasure.
- ultimately, Abby is an EATER. she’ll part that bush growth better than a goddamn machete whenever she gets the chance. she loves to use her strength to her advantage, anchoring you in-place as she parts and caresses you with her tongue.
- it starts off gentle enough, often beginning with hot presses of her mouth to your inner thighs, working her way up to your center in no time. after all, patience was never her strong suit. when she gets a good rhythm going; finds that specific spot and pressure that has you squirming and whining under her hands, she sticks to it. even laughs against you when your sounds get especially loud or weepy-sounding. and of fucking course, you think, the vibrations make it 100x better.
- she’s also not opposed to some face-sitting, no matter your size. try to tell her you’re too heavy, that you’ll ‘crush her nose,’ and that only makes her more determined. she’ll scoff and roll her eyes, laying back to pull you over her roughly. oh, she’ll prove you wrong, and after that? well, good luck using your legs tmw!
P = Pace
- like most people, this strongly depends on her mood. given that a lot of her sexual energy stems from anger or emotional intensity, on the regular, i can see her pace being pretty fast/relentless. bruising, even. she tends to forget her own strength, for better or for worse. when you take into consideration her athleticism, this only makes more sense. not to say that she can’t be gentle, though!
- in a more established relationship, or in more sincere, tender moments, she will slow things down a little.
- sometimes, if she’s fucking you for comfort or as a gesture of peace, her pace will become more intentional and measured. when this happens, she’s more silent. because if she isn’t, she’s afraid you’ll find out just how much she fucking loves you. and thats too vulnerable for her liking.
Q = Quickie
- imo, a solid 70% are quickies with her, especially considering the dangerous world you both live in. when she gets in the mood, she wants to make sure both of you are taken care of as quickly as possible.
- this might sound like she’s being neglectful or careless, but honestly, once she has it down, she has it down. doesn’t need much time to get you there.
- of course, though, she loves when you have the time to take things slowly. this is usually when the foreplay + kinks comes out— when she feels safe enough to unwind completely. it’s maybe a bit of a rare occasion, but it makes it all the more sweet for the two of you.
- she often expresses in these moments how badly she wants to take her time with you. murmured softly between thrusts or caresses, her words barely audible against your neck. deep down, you know she’d give you all the time in the world if she could.
R = Risk
- besides the obvious risks that come with living amidst infected, never mind fucking amidst them, i don’t see Abby especially appreciating a generally risky fuck.
- she has enough anxiety in her life, and even though she can be pretty reckless, the experience is often better for the both of you when it’s thought-out. sure, maybe sometimes danger is a turn-on, but only if it’s not too terrifying. brief run-ins with infected or rattlers or seraphites can cause her adrenaline to spike in a confusing way around you, but ultimately, she knows when to pick her moments.
- NOT into voyeurism, which often comes into play with this discussion of risk. sex is private for her. not anyone else’s business.
- ultimately, she prefers to have sex in environments where you both aren’t super likely to die. reasonable, right?
S = Stamina
- it should be pretty obvious that Abby has amazing stamina. i mean, you don’t survive for as long as she has without it. plus, look at her.
- you feel it even in the majority of times the sex is fairly quick: the way her pace hardly lets up, breathing measured like she’s doing an endurance run. even in positions that rely on you being held-up by her in some way, she finds it disturbingly easy. the muscles in her arms might be sore the next day, but in the moment? they stay solid and unmovable as they keep your legs pried apart or your hips propped up in the exact place she needs them.
- in rarer situations where you two can afford to go at it for longer, this often becomes tiring for you. her stamina can become a challenge, and sometimes you have to beg her over the sounds of both of you grunting and panting to take a pause. it’s been so long, but she hasn’t noticed. the aching in your entire pelvis area makes it impossible for you to have the same experience.
T = Toys
- ok. hypothetically, if toys were available, she wouldn’t turn them down. but when it comes down to it, she trusts herself enough to do the job, and doesn’t need all the bells and whistles to show off for you.
- HOWEVER. if the two of you somehow managed to stumble across an abandoned sex shop on patrol, she’d pick up that strap. yeah, maybe she’d laugh at it at first (“Seriously? It’s glittery and…plastic.”) but then the idea of it all would sink in, and… yeah. she’s storing that for later.
- i think, with her initial limited experience, it would make sense for her to see the obvious benefits of a strap. her hidden insecurities about pleasing you would manifest in this desire for a penetrating object.
- not that it doesn’t definitely do the job for both of you sometimes (that pressure and friction on the other side is a son of a bitch), but i think it would probably be a crutch for a while before she learned other ways to please you. regardless, the novelty of a supplemental object enabling her to watch you make those humiliating faces and sounds isn’t lost on her.
- an amazing, almost giddy feeling overtakes her when she uses it on you for the first time. when she watches your mouth drop with a kind of surprised pleasure she hasn’t seen before. her heart skips a beat when you get a good handle on it, moving to straddle her so you can set your own pace and tell her how to please you properly. you writhe on her lap, and she watches, practically dumbfounded, as the strap disappears into you and you dig your nails into the skin of her shoulders. it never stops feeling like a miracle.
U = Unfair
- Abby’s definitely not above some teasing. like i said before, she honestly likes it best coming from you, but if she’s in a specific mood, it’ll get (playfully) frustrating for you very quickly.
- and i know what you’re thinking. edging? orgasm denial? nope! the opposite.
- hear me out. she depends highly on the idea of efficiency and getting your pleasure down to a specific formula. this makes it incredibly easy for her to make you cum multiple times in a row, to the point of overstimulation. (warning: maybe dubcon here?) even when you’re to the point of tears, if the sex was preceded by a petty argument, she’ll turn it up a notch just to spite you. but at the end of the day, it’s definitely not unenjoyable. she knows what she’s doing, and she also knows that you’re letting it happen on your terms.
- “Don’t you like it when I do it so good for you? Please don’t tell me you’re done with me already, baby.”
V = Volume
- in general, Abby’s not super loud. i think this plays into her desire for privacy, with sex being understandably a vulnerable, secretive affair for her.
- on the regular, the most she’ll do is some repetitive grunting and drawn-out exhaling, not unlike the sounds she makes when she lifts weights or runs for longer periods of time. most of her pleasure shows in her face—twisted and furrowed eyebrows, lips parted in near-silence—which is much more difficult for her to hide.
- she’s also not one for dramatics, despite her emotional intensity, and finds it so annoying when partners overdo it because they think it’s sexy or flattering.
- she knows when sounds are genuine or not, and in the same vein, doesn’t attempt to exaggerate herself. it’s pointless. if you aren’t pleasing her, you’ll know. and if you are, well, you’ll know then too, but it might be harder to notice due to her tendency to suppress. if you’re lucky, she’ll get a little louder (think from grunts to mid-level groaning or subdued whining), but even then she likes to keep a leash on it (FIGURATIVELY, GUYS!!)
W = Wild Card
- this is gonna be controversial, but i think she wouldn’t say no to a threesome. IMO, she’s not picky when it comes to gender, so if there’s an opportunity to have it all, why not?
- this would be a thing probably only when she gets some experience going, as i think she’d appreciate it as an opportunity to challenge herself with some multitasking. she’s competitive in all arenas, and if pleasing multiple people gives her the satisfactory bragging rights, all the better. and if you’re thinking Owen is the third, i’m gonna have to stop you right there. FUCK that guy. he’s not invited to that club. bro doesn’t even know what the clit is probably.
- but, if you guys were in a deeply established relationship, she’d be a bit more hesitant out of insecurity. not a definitive no, per se, but she wouldn’t seek it out as eagerly as she would have pre-seriousness/ true commitment.
X = Xtra
- Abby’s gonna physically try to muffle any sounds she makes when you’re together. if she has a hand available, it’s clamped over her own mouth in a continued effort to suppress either what she’s feeling subconsciously, or what other people might be able to hear.
- if she doesn’t have any hands available for that, she’ll try to muffle the sound any other way she can: against your shoulder, the crook of your neck, your chest, or any pillows/bedsheets around. maybe it’s embarrassing, but to her, it’s better than letting it all out.
- in an extension of this embarrassment, she’ll do the same to you, but only if you’re being especially loud. often times she’ll just gently redirect your attention to her, encouraging you to make your sounds against the muscled crook of her arm.
Y = Yearning
- Abby definitely yearns, but she’ll do ANYTHING other than let you see it directly. at least, when it comes to romantic yearning.
- i think with sexual yearning (is that a thing? isn’t that just being horny? anyway—) she will have less of an issue showing it. but i can see her getting a little frustrated with you if you’re being dense with her (either deliberately or not) when she’s trying to communicate that she wants you.
- bottom line, the textbook definition of yearning requires a patience she doesn’t have. so yes, she yearns. but if the typical kind of yearning is a candle burning, hers is a flash fire through dry brush. blink and you’ll miss it.
Z = Zzz
- if you’re someone who falls asleep quickly after sex, she’ll try and sleep too. but honestly, there’s usually too much on her mind for her to fall asleep that quickly, unless it’s a particularly tiring session.
- she’s partial to some ceiling-staring, post-coital reflection, especially in a more casual dynamic. if you’re in something serious with her, and she feels naturally more relaxed, she might feel safe enough to close her eyes. maybe listen to the sound of your breathing, or memorize the lines of your face (only because you’re not awake to tease her about it).
- she’ll eventually fall asleep after a bit of time, especially because you’re probably asleep on her. and if it means not waking you up, she’ll try to ignore her numb arm and doze off herself.
<3 that’s it! as always, drop into my asks for more specific scenarios!
